On wed morn,ard 11+ i woke up,acc my mom to visit my grandpa at tan tock seng..hai~den on train,i talk to mummy, den i asked to look ather hand.. :( she gt 'duan zhang' on both her hands..u noe wad tt means? 'duan zhang' on guys meaning its vry good sign,gt a life of being some boss or wadeva high post..but on ladies,its a vry bad sign..it means that the life is vry 'ku ming'..i felt so sad..cos i see my mom went tru such ill fated life..im so sad..y mus tis things happen on her..and i can see,everyday,she work to bring up mi n my sis..aiya..i dun wan to announce to e world wad life i lead nor do i wanna announce how poor thing r we..i onli wanna let u guys know that my mom is the greatest mom on earth!but mi n my sis was so rebellious to her when we were younger..i felt shame when i think about it..i wanna change to a better daughter..but sometimes its hard to control.."sorry mummy!" i'll try to be good from now on..i dun wanna add on to the misery..i suddenly hav e urge to faster get all my certs,go be cabin crew,so tt my mom no need to work so hard,so that i can bring her good life..but hai~how many more years to go man.. :(
Anyway,soon after,we reached tan tock seng le..when i saw my grandpa,he looks terrible..there is blood clot ard his eyes,so sad..den i learn tt he fell 3 times at home..tt cause him to be in this state..hai~den we left at ard 2,actually wanted to send my grandma home by train,but she thinks its too ley chey,gt to change train and all..she den took a cab home..den i acc my mom took train to yio chu kang,she go work,den i continue making my way to find jay at woodlands..den made our way to ICA building to extend jay's passport,cos we r going to thailand on dec!! Wee!!!
Um..wednesday nite,meiyi came over to my place..cos she's darn bored n sad..den when she came over,jay was sleepin,n she acc mi watch tv..till dunno when dunno how,jay woke up n we lan jiao wei,n played dai dee...val kept insisting her being a noobie,cos she onli learnt e game like few months ago,but oh please!!how long do u wanna be named a noobie still!?so when u won u vry yaya?kp!den at nite,when my mom came home,we go opposite buy supper for my mom,n us..but val n jj quarrel like siao..hai~gal,i dun wan u to be hurt by anyone..i dun wan to everytime see u cry like tt.. :( Sometimes i dunno wad to say when u r in misery,cos wadeva they say i noe its excuses..it happened on me,but i tink like u say,ya maybe my case is more fortunate than urs now.. but gal,im someone out of e circle,i dunno wad reali happened in details..so i tink u should trust ur heart,trust urself, and do wad ur heart says..so that u wont have any regrets..whether is it right or wrong,its not impt,wad is impt is that tried,n u have no regrets...
hm..den meiyi stayed over at my place,jay slept in e living room,den mi n meiyi in my room..hee!poor jay..Then thurs evening,we cooked our dinner..3 of us..haha..each a dish..i merely dap some cooked fish in batter n den fry them again..jay cooked cabbage wif oyster sauce,and meiyi cooked brown eggs wif prawns!! wahahah..cos she put too much soy sauce,den e egg became brown.. =D den we had a baik dinner! hee! den ya at nite jay n i slept quite early at ard 12+,den meiyi continue wif her internet chatting..
Hm..today..jay suppose to work,but he sick..den suppose to work too..but i sick also..hee! hai~yeah..den 3 of us slacking together again! Slack Slack Slack!!!
5:40 PM
It has been few weeks since i last met shellen.Both of us were busy working for Loreal.On monday afternoon,met up with shellen at somerset,and headed to office cos shellen needs to pass Racheal some things,and i got to ask her bout my pay.We chatted and gossip bout e customers we met,our sales and stuff while we walk to e office.Um..and when we saw Racheal,we found out a saddening truth...that our pay would only reach us on DECEMBER!! yes..december...OMG!! how are we going to survive!? i tot i could treat my mom for dinner on her birthday..and i already told my sis tt it'll be on mi..now wad! -_-" i dunno how to tell my sis bout e dinner.. hai~
Anyway..we try to not let it bother us..we went kia kia and bought some Po Luo Bao from Crystal Jade,and Sour Cream from Auntie Anne-tts our lunch..hee! Poor girls..den went to Tangs. Clothes there are all so ex! Belts sold outside at $12,we saw it there for $30+. Even hair clips are sold at $30+!!!A simple skirt at $99! Hai~ i tink i belong to the lower-class. I felt so out of place there,its like,the way they see mi dress,they should noe i wun buy..so the sales girls should noe right away that they dun need to serve mi.i'll never have this kinda money to purchase such expensive clothings. i'm a cheapo person.. =D But yet,i'll be overjoyed if one day i have the ability to own everything that i fancy regardless of the price.Ya..back to shopping at Tangs. I felt so small,like i dun belong there..(i suddenly feel urged to be a cabin crew..so i can earn loads of money and travel like my sis..)hai~ and to make it worst,im with a upper class, gorgeous lady;shellen.
Um..eversince secondary school days,i always feel small when im with her..haha..cos she's a lady with charisma,gorgeous,smart n lovely,which makes mi feel small,ugly and brainless."Thought after u slim down,ur confidence build up?"she said. I never told u tis,but seriously girl,i always dun have confidence when im with u..hee~ cos maybe u r just too gorgeous in my eyes.But still..i love u so much..*BluSh* Girl,i m jus trying to tell u how gr8 u r in my eyes,not so much about how i feel.So dun feel bad or wadsoeva k?-jus in case
Here's some introduction bout our sista-ship
Haha..6yrs of sista-ship.Till now i can still remember clearly how we gt to know each other,e place we 1st met,and even e first few sentence we converse!wahaha..cos its too significant!We grew up together,our life-time 1st clubbing,find trouble together,and went tru alot.We are always there for each other and we love each other dearly :) .Until a period of time,we met our own friends,stop hanging out as often as before,lessen our contacts,but though so..we're still vry much in love,and still stands a place in each other's heart. Darling girl,i tink its reali fate that brought us together.. =X
isnt she gorgeous? *wiNkz*Years passed,and sure all my darling friends have grown up,matured,but i feel like im still the same..staying stagnant,still so ignorant,childish i would say,though i hate to admit..hai~ i wanna be like them..so lady,so smart,so successful in life.*EnVy*
....End
Back to our meeting up session..den i saw andy n peili in e underpass at orchard,andy was goin to buy specs or shade i dunno..but i was wif shellen,so cant tag along with them..so paiseh ar guys..i noe u all wanna talk to shellen too! especially peili! wahahaha...How u wish..but too bad! :P den shellen and i went Coffee Bean at taka,sat n took pics together =D cos someone jealous,we sista so long nv take pic together b4..hee! Den ard 8, we left orchard,i went boonlay meet jay n she go home.
Then today,woke up at 10am cos my mom called.GOD!my grandpa(father side) was admitted to hospital cos he fell again...hai~so tml im goin to Tan Tock Seng visit him..hope he's ok.Did i tell u guys that my grandma(mother side) was admitted to hospital again?if i havent..ya..she was admitted to hospital again.. :( hope they r both ok..
ya den jay made mi breakfast,char siew bao n some dumplings..i always find those dumpling gt a awful smell,but becos i love dumplings-those guo tie,i didnt think much bout e particular brand of dumpling jay prepared for mi.But i finally figured out wad kinda smell it has..its durian smell..i wonder y they gt tt smell man..YUCKS!I HATE DURIANS!Lucky the dumplings dun stink n taste as bad as durians..but i think i wun have e dumplings again. hee~ sorry darling!
Den headed home in e evening when jay go for work,suppose to meet val for jogging session,but tink its abit late,so change to tml bah..jay joining us also,but val dun wan..cos ya..we cant run like jay..its like playing soccer with beckham-that's what val said.Anyway,its confirmed that jay,me and his family will be going to thailand tis december.*GriN* But got to get my passport from mom first..die die also mus get..cos i wanna go thailand shopping!im a cheapo queen remember?hee!!k la..think tts about all lo..bout wad happened yesterday n today...
10:12 PM
uM...its had been so long since i last posted,and my fans are demanding for one! wahahaha..sorry man..lately workin,den vry tired, so nv post anything..i dun even hav e energy to type or talk online man..everyday work,come home, makan dinner,watch an hr tv, den koon.. -_-" no life..
anyway,tis few days sales quite bad..except for today!but i tink i'll start my bloggin wif yesterday..yesterday,sales ok la..ard 7bottles of true match..den actually didnt reali eat snake much bah..hee! and after workin,jay n family came to parkway n had dinner..so after i finish work,i go join them lo..nice food there..baik chicken rice,baik hokkien mee,n baik apollo cha kuey tiao!Then after eating we went to a pet shop nearby, there are 3 dogs inside..s0 cute!!! 2 scottish terrier and a labrador! omg..they r so cute! especially the youngest scottish terrier..! oh ya...there are hamsters,guinea pigs,n some rabbits. The guinea pigs gt super stylo hairstyle..no need wax can stand n vry style! so cute! Um..den after that,mi n jay went bugis,we wanted to use some expired tickets to cheat for a free movie! wahaha..but we failed..the auntie at the ticket booth aint stupid afterall..anyway,we r not reali craving for a show,we r jus tryin to gian bergn..we dun wanna waste movie n both of us kinda tired,so we decide to head home lo..and when we reached e bus stop,we saw someone! its shuling! wah..she wear nice nice,make up! wahaha..nice doll..but she kinda became more hiao these days huh..now ppl tiong DBL O leh..more hiao le huh..! hee! but nice la.. =D erm..ya den headed home..den my mom showed us a bird nest beside her room window,there is 3eggs inside! omg! i nv seen such thing in my life man..a real bird's egg..hee! its not like chicken's egg,not in beige nor white..not like dinosaur eggs also,not with pokka dots..its light green in colour!do u believe it!?we wanna see the egg hatch,so we kept the windows closed,so that the mother bird will come back for the eggs!
finally..today, drag myself to work..but i vry happie! hee! the sales vry gd..i sold 15 bottles today! so happie..the crowd come n go..but nvm la..cos by 3 i already sold 7-8,so didnt reali care much.. =D den mi n kat went eat snake at 7,we went opp watson to get each of us a OREO milk tea or something? forgot le la..anyway..its vry nice! n we were terribly full after drinking it in 20mins..
den den..jay came fetch mi,we go buy makan,n some snacks,den balik kampong by cab,cos jay vry hungry..wanna faster makan. when my mom came home,she went into her room n check e eggs of the bird..the eggs remained unhatched,but the funny thing is,now left onli 2 green eggs..y huh?did e mother bird came n brought 1 away n abandon e other 2? or kena eaten away? or it hatched, n flew off? strange..anyway..my eyes are half closed now man...darn tired...good nite! tml i'll be meeting shellen,go office den go kia kia i tink..tink onli la..not confirm...
wah..tis blog long enuff fans? =D
12:25 AM
Um..on monday..adrain tt irritaing fellow showed mi a website..its some scary web,like after some time tis bloody looking face n scary laughter..i jumped up man! =/ den went down to SPC to buy cigarettes,then saw kevin n ah seng at blk 80,so sat dwn wif them n talk cock..hm..for hours..kevin jus booked his bike licence..den met ah ho,den 4 of us talk talk talk like hell..then ordered canadian pizza n makan at ard 4+?ah xiong wanted to meet me..but he didnt inform mi before he came dwn..i suddenly saw his bike driving pass blk 80,den i called him,he reached le..hai~ so kevin,ah seng,ah ho n mi, we sua tio,i go over my blk there find ah xiong..he brought along a fren named bing xian..i've long heard his name from xiong.den same thing we sat n talk talk talk..den they go expo fetch a gal named weili..haha..its a guy's name..but dunno y,she's a gal..den went home n nua..den meet val for dinner opp my place.then saw rong fa,zai ming n han wei. they were wearing some factory uniform,n its reali ugly..hahaha..den we kpkb,talk talk talk again! den after watching 'incredible tales' at e kopitiam,i send val to bus stop,den hanwei they all go home first..for ur info,they r my neighbours,they live some blocks away from mi..kevin ah seng n ah ho also my neighbours,living few blocks away too..aiya..my house here alot of frens..anyway,when i went in e lift.the lift siao siao,the door tried closing 3 times,before it can reali close.scary..den when i reaches my storey,i walk walk walk,n suddenly..someone jumped out from behind e walls n shouted "BOOM!"
wah!!my heart nearly jumped out! hey im timid k..i admit..hee! den,its zaiming,rong fa n han wei! shit them!nothing better to do,run all e way up my house n scare mi.. =/omg! MONDAY SO MANY SCARY STUFF...~!Boo~!
Um...then tt nite jay n i quarrel like hell...nearly broke off..but *Phew* hee! he called mi in e middle of the nite n talked things out..he's so sweet..den on tues morn,jay came to my place after working..he showed mi things he drew at nite,he drew us,our first neo print,so cute! he gt talent la..Then..ya..there we go again sleeping e whole afternoon..den at nite went over to his place have dinner wif his family cos its his dad's birthday on this comin thurs.we went to have crystal jade at causeway point,baik fish we had-sea bass.then we went to Galera ate the waffel wif ice cream topping and mapel syrup! Baik!!
hee!
oh ya...someone going in army on tis fri leh!! haha..poor guy..frozencat..he's a cat,a copy cat..poor guy..hope u will be fine in there la..anyway vry fast de ma..1 week den come out le..dun cry at home k? wahaha..its not a bad thing goin in army,all guys have to do so unless u declare being a gay lo..u'll be fine la..inside gt new frens,then new frens gt more cai to intro u,den u will be reali busy..hee! take care!
11:45 PM
hm..for the past few days i've been working as a promoter promoting true match,a new liquid foundation from Loreal..hm..its week end,but the sales not that ideal..onli sold 7bottles per day..today also..wahaha..so zhun..
the watson stuff is knn!!fucking attitude..they think we new so can bully..ccb! fucking du lan..but heng the other promoters is good la..they are kind soul,nice people.. =D i tell u all ar..better not patronise the watson at parkway,cos they vry ya ya..they think their sales there is the top,so they vry knn!!
hm...den after work go home,den waited for meiyi to come meet mi go 85 makan...and ya...we had a long chat..long long,n now,its crying inside mi..dun haven to ask mi wad happen though u all r concern,cos i lazy to say..its long long thingy..u all also might not see e whole picture,cos u all dun noe wad is happening for this 2yrs..
k la..i dun feel like blogging le...no mood..
oh ya..yea!tml finally no work!
i hate to feel this way,its crying inside mi..maybe,i reali can never get e treatment i wan,despite being patiently waiting..
10:18 PM
Yesterday nite i went to cheeky monkey...shit! it sucks..big time...the moment i step into cheeky monkey,i smell a strong woody smell...yucks..the ppl there are all ang mo,indians,and GT!!!omg..onli less than 10chinese?the music there is good..vry good..but its jus dunno y,e atmosphere is nt there..for others maybe its there la..but for mi n meiyi,atmosphere totally 0.we merely sit dwn at e chairs beside e pool table,then to the VIP seats.we didnt not shake our body a single bit!! lucky its ladies nite..if u wan mi to pay n get in there,i'll burn e place!hee!oh ya..plus its vry lasup..gt bar top dances..n they're GT..yucks...!!e worst thing is,cos meiyi n i were too bored,we decided to go coffee shop makan instead of sit dwn there.then some auntie ask if we wan bak kut teh..so ok lo..we try...KNN!!!when e food comes,we tot 10bucks enuff le la..and guess wad!its $15.20!!!!!2person eat,bak kut teh soup wif onli ard 5 piece meat,and some you tiao..heng still not bad...but its $15.20!!! -_-"""vry clay nite!i wont go cheeky monkey n eat tt bak kut teh ever again!u guys also beware..dun kena pian!its tis stall...dun go near it..
wah..wad a pekish clay nite!den after tt i went jay house,took cab wif alan ho n his 2 fren..hm..den jay not reali happy i always go club recently,n waste money..so im not goin le...i'll stop..for months? :)
today woke up,jay bought noodles for mi as breakfast,den we play fei ji qi,the aeroplane game.Darn..jay won mi..for jus a few steps..he heng..erm..den suddenly racheal from loreal called mi,ask mi help her work,for fridays,sat and sun,cos she wanna pok a gal.so i went dwn to her office at 6pm,waited for like 30mins?den guess wad..she say she msg mi ask mi go dwn tml instead...wtf? hai~anyway,its a wasted trip..so tml 10am gt to reach her office,den she brief mi le,den go to parkway watson work...11-2,4-9...in between 2hrs break!!!wad am i goin to do man???!!??argh...so guys,haha,if u all zuo bo,vry sian,den tt time wanna come find mi, =D u r most welcome!but mus make appointment wif mi la..if some good souls already wanna come find mi,later cant run so many place ma..onli 2hrs.. =Doh ya..siao la..i noe nuts bout cosmetics lo..dunno how to die..later gt to go surf net,to noe more details le la..i reali vry scared leh..i havent been working for sales like how many yrs le...die la...
erm..den after i left racheal's office,i meet shellen in town,like walk here n there,talk bout e job..cos she's e one who introduced mi tis job..so she roughly help mi in knowing e product and stuff la..hm..havent seen her for quite sometime le..e last time was my birthday.. :D she's my great pal..closest sister..so shellen u dun jealous k?i've told e world tt u r my closest sister leh!no one can take over ur place in my heart! haha..getting mushy leh....*BluSh*
ya den gt to wear black shoes n black pants...so borrowed meiyi's pants,and bought a cheapo shoe..but meiyi's pants so small!!Gosh!can wear la..but no nice..darn! dunno how..maybe tml wear jeans 1st la..sian..
hai~ i work means i cant acc jay...wah sian la...!!!i hope tis project faster ends..hee!so i can have abit of $$...i pray hard that parkway watson there not strict,can relak abit..oh ya...i dunno if i can stand for hours not...shit la...anyway lately luck vry dwn!! :@
hm..i jus gt e photos taken at ah bang's birthday from andy..show u all k?onli upload some la..lazy.. :D
me,pek,joc n andy
pek,me,andy
ah bang's birthday,our almost whole gang..
10:37 PM
hm...yesterday (mon), i slacked e whole day wif jay at home do nothing....watch tv n niam-ing..hm...played gb,chit chat at nite on msn..cos jay slp v early n im darn bored....cant sleep cos tt afternoon i sleep v long le...ya anyway..thanks to varian,edric,ron,weili and adrain acc mi talk...if not i would have rot to death le..hee! hm...im wondering if i gt talk to so much ppl yest?or was is sunday? aiya..i've gt poor memory...anyway i noe ron was chatting wif mi,n wei li...oh ya..and val was chatting tru fone too...
hm..tues, i went out for breakfast wif jay at ard 11+am?den we went to my grandma's house again to visit her...but she still sleeps...think she's feeling terrible bah...nothing to do ther,so went browsing some old photographs,n showed jay my pics when im v young..haha..im darn cute then.. =P though i noe now also la..haha..hm..and i saw fen fen's pic,the gal who used to like snatching toys away from me when we were young.she vry poor thing..i tink u guys wont believe this; she was sold by her father to dunno who,cos his dad is a freakin gambler,den lose money,sold her daughter-fen fen. Hai~ even when i think back now,i find it hard to believe that there is such thing going on in this world....
Its felester's birthday!erm...10/10,but dunno y today den we celebrate la..Anyway, someone bought e cake,and we so called jus had a small celebration. Blueberry cake..with thick wip cream..no nice.. dun like wip cream! =p
ya den went out for dinner,without my grandma..cos she dun wan..hai~ think she restless bah..
oh ya...tink val after tonite will be feeling better le bah... =D im glad she pulled tru! thank god..!
Oh....and i more thing..i added some nice games in my blog..haha...dun say i copy cat! its diff game from urs! =D
Happy Birthday to u!!!
Happy Birthday to u!!
Happy Birthday to Felester!
Happy Birthday to you.....!!!!
11:32 PM
woke up at 4pm today,suppose to meet calyn n celine,but calyn not free..so change date lo..
my mom called from my grandma's place (pasir ris), and told me to go down have baik curry n visit my grandma,so i made my way there...
when i reached, my uncles, aunties and cousins all greeted me,except for my grandmother. usually when i visit my grandmother, she'll be sitting in the living room, or cooking in the kitchen. this time, i didnt see her in the living room, neither is she in the kitchen,she's in bed..sleeping...its not usual to see her sleep at that hour, immediately, i know she's really sick. she use to be healthier and happier after she come home from hospital, but this time,she is not at all. she constantly feel weak and sleepy, unlike her usual self. she is stubbon and refuse to take med,and keep saying unlucky stuff...hai~ so worried to see her like tt...
anyway, im bored..maybe some gunbounding or sleep ba later...bored bored! but swee...tml jay can acc me le! =D
11:36 PM
hm..now its 5.15am! just came back...
woke up at ard 12pm today,den went to have lunch with ron,tot he'll be fetching me with his dad's lorry,hee! but when i got to his new car,it was like...wow! not bad huh... =D nice car dude! Red Proton...hm...den went to hav dinner wif him n his fren at bedok central,den head back home..cos supposingly meeting meiyi ma..dunno when den she'll wake up..
hm..rest at home,slack n tis n tat,finally at 7+pm,im informed about e meeting time n place. =S
went orchard, meet meiyi n alan ho,kia lai kia ke..we went orchard for dinner n saw lotsa entertainment!hm..den i saw rong fa n company at cineleisure...finally...we decide on a place to go! (its always e case la..)wanted to go sing,but onli 3 of us,so too bad...
guess wad??!!?? we went eski bar(boat quey)! hm..last time heard from weili n meiyi some information bout tat place....and now..wow!cool place..hm..e price there for drinks is exx......but fun experience..we went there for a drink den zao lang..but we didnt show any gian bergn sign..jaja..! its a nice place la..6degrees,smoke penatrates out when we breathe and talk! its cool! its cool!haha..shi0k! buts reali ex la..2 bottles of heniken?and a chilli pepper? for $40+!kill me man!
taken at eski!ya den went to cupid..hm...had drink there,talk to raymond n fellow siao kia la..nothing really happen till ard 3+? when we r about to go home,gt 1 act saht gal(customer) quarrel wif raymond (e boss of cupid),aiya..wad hang water thingy....den we stayed there till everything is settle,den left....hm...goin to slp soon le ba..tired!
der are alot of ppl in e world,some wise and cunning, some dumb and innocent...maybe its jus tt im dumb,didnt see things clearly..but i think deep inside me,im always doubting...doubting that this wont happen e way fairytales does,doubting that such nice things wont happen on me..
hm..how do i put it?"somethings,we cant read it by its surface,cos deep inside,there are many more unknown..when ppl wanna cheat on u,they can do all things to make it happen..."
oh ya..one more thing for meiyi...some word i read from 'tuesday with morrie'..
"dont assume that its too late to get involved,accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it.."
anyway, explained things wif u jus now le..so tink u will understand la....
i feel so sad whenever i think of my grandma...she's in agony now,i hope she'll get well soon! i love her, i dun wan anything to happen god..please..cure her pain n let her be like before..i dun wanna see her in this state..
5:59 AM
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hm....more to come!i darn bored..waiting for alan ho to tell me e time to meet n stuff... =D
oh ya..u can try tis at http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php
3:59 PM
*yaWn* Another zuo bo day jus passed...woke up at 11am today,n travel to toa payoh cos jay has a facial appointment(12pm).Hm...his facial thingy takes about 2hrs,so tis 2hrs while waiting,his mom n i went to e library cos she wants to find some books about ballet. However we didnt find any (omg..library so big no hab books on ballet! dunno wad shitty library is tt..),den she went to look for books that interest her, some beauty kinda books la..as for me,i went ard browsing and i saw "scuba diving for dummies". hm..pretty interesting..but i didn't borrow,cos my IC is in his mom's car.But after i finish reading "tuesday with morrie"i'll go look for it again.And one of these days,i'll go and learn and get e license..hee! =D
2hrs passed(2.45pm), finally jay is done,we den made our way to SPANS,cos his mom wanna book some dance studio for dunno when la..the time is quite tight,cos
his mom gt lesson at singapore chinese girls at 3.45pm.so there we go rushing here n there...so pekish + her kpkb,n e blazing sun...anyway,jay n i den headed home (bedok), n slacked..suppose to attend yvonne's bday party,but...sorry girl! something gt held up..happy 21st birthday!
*yawN* GOSH! im tired..still gotta meet meiyi later..better go catch some slp.. nitez all!!! hm...at nite chatted wif calyn! online..hm...will be meeting up with calyn n celine.. =D looking forward..we havent meet up for quite some time man..
11.30pm, went for dinner opp my place, n kinda quarrelled wif jay,cos aiya..gt diff opinion over meiyi..jus wanna make him understand things,n stand up for meiyi...but i wonder is it because i dunno how to express well wif wad i feel bout tis matter.or is it in actual fact,there is bits n pieces of tis n tt,made mi so hard to argue my stand..hm..anyway..its over, we understand we meant well for her.
girl, i reali hope u will pull tru tis time, i'll be there when u need..u dun worry..everythings gonna be ok.. and ya..be more optimistic, dun always think so much..
*yawN* GOSH! im tired..still gotta meet meiyi later..better go catch some slp.. nitez all!!!
2:56 AM
its late..e clock shows 2.48am, and im alone here with no dinner, no one to talk to, no one for mi to disturb at all...onli some msn beeping sound accompanying my hungry soul..
simply did nothing today,woke up by all e smses and phone calls..guess wad,recieved afew sms from alan ho,hm..guess wad?val no happy again,so i jumped up to call her,though its not e first time tis kinda thingy happened,but aiya..i dun wan anything to happen to her,wanna cure her pain in a way or another,let her kp might make her feel better.hm..i tink i didnt helped much,cos i reali dunno wad to say,but im listening though i didnt comment anything gal..im here to listen.. :)
hm..den made my way to causeway point to meet jay and his mom for lunch.hm..i saw ah girl there too!wif her fren,she's there to shop,but im thinking,causeway gt things to shop meh?Erm..anyway,we den went back to his place..sleep again~! from 5pm till 11.30pm. GOSH! and u noe wad? our mr jay lim is still sleeping! tried waking him up,cos i cant sleep already,im as alert as a cat? haha..but he say i siao..waking him up at 2am in e morn.. :( i havent had dinner,tts wad i havent tell him..
anyway..now talking to andy online,ding dong!ding dong! e msn went..
hm..im thirsty!hungry!bored!
2:44 AM
