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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

The stranger him
jus now i spoke to my sis on msn,yea my elder sister,Rachel.Wow,its the first time i spoke to her for so long,told her wad happened to me and me too asked her wad happened to her and her ex-es last time.Um..i kinda understand wad she is trying to tel mi about daniel..its about the same as mi n jay,brought up in a diff way,diff thinking and all.Anyway,she shared with me about the turning point in her life and about our dad.I was nv told bout anything about my dad from my mom,and am quite pathetic cos i noe nothing,dun even rem his look.

Am quite amazed and sad after hearing.Well..i should share a little..My dad is a gambler,and always hitted my mom in the past.Cos he doesnt have money to gamble,and when he come home wif bad mood,or wadeva,he wil vent it on my mom.tts y i hate gambler!i will nv marry to a gambler after hearing man.and dad got alot of alter at home,and he prays to whichever that he thinks could gives him luck,and eventually went crazy!yea i really mean crazy. then alot la..anyway i heard he went in woodbridge once,and den eventually he commited suicide at my old house area.My sister all along knows wad is happening,but she didnt cry and she's not sad.Cos e beatings my mom get,she sees it in her eyes.I didnt cry too,cos i was too young,2yrs old.She told me we were both singing while in my aunt's car when we went to take our dad's picture. Um..i learn that all this made my sis strong,she is a strong one.I'll be strong too,no matter wad blew mi.

My mom is worried sick bout me,but she doesnt noe that i would nv hurt myself for anyone in the world.Well..think i got to find time and tell her wad reali went on,and yea assure her..im tinking both my sis and i have the same genes,we mature at a young age,well...some how la..and we slim dwn at ard the same age too..haha~!

i had a great time chatting wif sis! i love her..haha..anyway,to all..i'm ok already,human got to move on after every setbacks,and learn from it..hope he can move on too..and someday we can be frens again..




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