Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool,it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You're losin' all control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
(The trouble with love is) Ooooh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)
5:28 PM
And ya, now nothing to do again, so im blogging! relac jack!
But i heard starting for next week, i'll be more busy. I hope so man.. cos time will pass faster, and hopefully i can work OT. Cos in this way = more money!? :P
Now, Stanley my colleague is reading newspaper behind me.. -_- i thought onli i so relac.. He also relac..zuo bo.. Ha..no wonder he ask me 'take a rest lo..' .
Wednesday, after work, went home relac awhile, den went zouk at nite wif vic, zi ming, chrystal, yvonne, samantha, anna,daniel n a few of their frens.. Its quite happening, alot of ppl there, and roger joined us later.. I had great fun! Its been so long since i last smelled zouk. Hm..hopefully can go more often, mayb my clubbing seasons gonna be activated soon.. haha.. Well, den zi ming, yvonne n sam went off early. Vic, vic's fren, roger n i went for supper after tt. Roger was kinda drunk, and i ended up walking him back first. Brought him back le, den went back home, and reached at 6? David was waiting for my call e whole nite.. sry david! chatted wif him for awhile, den slp. woke up at 8+. Was relactant to go work then, but still went la.. lucky i came, if not i earn a day lesser. :D
Yesterday, Thursday, varian came and accompany me for lunch. Thanks varian, if not i got to join e aunties n uncles for lunch, den si bei sian. =X
Then today! David came dwn to have lunch wif me, he offered, and ya..happy! He say he'll come more often if i want. :D He sweet. But, im still not ready for anything. Well..feel bad, cos i cant gif my all, no status n all, n ike wasting his time. cos well, if i reali tried, tink we wont last also la.. Alot of factors. So better dont try first. The horoscope asked me not to start a r/s now, cos its not e right time. Says, ask me to think properly, think before any actions. Yea, its rather true, so.. i duno wad i want. But i feel good having him ard. But on e other hand, alot of my friends cares for me and is there for me when i need. I reali cant leave my frens, i dun wanna leave my frens for anyone ever again. its reali not worth it. So if i reali commit again, i might lose my freedom? Im of cos ok wif e idea of bringing my bf out wif my frens, but, scared if they nv talk, or wad, like either of them will feel akward? no good rite?
My horoscope from friendster
Sometimes the best course of action is no action ... especially in the realm of romance. Today, if you feel overwhelmed by someone's attentions, don't let it show. As a matter of fact, don't let them know that they've even affected you. Now is not the time to move anything forward -- especially a new relationship. Don't fall under the false assumption that you need to provide positive feedback or encouragement. Let them simmer in their own juices for a while.
Well..it all reflects back to one thing, im not ready yet. Contridicting rite? Argh..
Anyway, tonite will be playing mahjong wif dav, jon and yi ling.
After work wil have dinner n movie wif dav first.
Vic will be flying off tmr nite! Hai~ 1 yr man..den i can get to see my ka cheng! Sian... Hope he'll have fun there la.. and he'll be safe, and bring presents back! Whaha..
Shin yun also will be flying to bangkok next sat, so Bon voyage! be back safely girl!
YEa..n a meet up next fri before her flight. Chill Chill~!
4:20 PM
Hm..saw jay n gang yest at 85, i was wif dav goin for dinner. Hm.. been quite sometime since i last saw them.. and i was rather shock to see jay there la..cos i tot onli jh n ww. nvm..it DOESNT matter at all..Then dav n alex study ard my area yest nite, n nut came dwn find mi talk.. :D everyday im slping late n waking up early! eh tong!
Anyway, tonite i'll be zouking wif vic n gang. Last clubbing wif vic in tis coming 1 yr.. hm..hope zi ming can go la.. Last time leh.. last nite we can hang like tt in big grp. stupid ns of his la..wad guard duty..shit.. mei ren qing wei.
Val started work today, but tink is reali not as slack as i am. now no ppl kp me while i working..sian.. no one keep mi company while i zuo bo lan. but aiya..val..dun slack..work! gt contract u mai dai ji liao liao.
tink nothing much to blog la..not reali in e mood too..
i go jees break le.. envy me man! :D
3:19 PM
The people here are nice, and well.. basically this morn im doing nothing. Jus abit of work, and chatting away in msn! Ha.. nice.. im jus sitting here n get money! Mayb cos its first day onli la.. :P
Jus came back from lunch wif my manager n colleages.. Very full.. tink i like my job.. I can gain experience and learn new things.. :D Thanks to david for suggesting i start this job first. I didnt regret till this point.. :D Happy happy HAPPY! i need to do alot of shopping man, so ya think i will attend work everyday! since its quite slack too.. :P
Over here are not very strict wif e dressings..so think dont reali need much shopping for clothings la..mayb alittle will do...
1:49 PM
wow..its been so long since we met up like tt man..
tis wed goin club wif them at zouk.. :)
finally goin club! vic goin japan soooon..!
hm..recieved reali life stories..
it goes like tt...
" tis guy has been goin lasup pubs wif whosoever, n also letting e wife noe. And wad amazed me most is that e wife can accept!"
omg..i duno wad e world has becoming to man.. Everyone have been doing funny things outside, and its perfectly normal to them! wad can i say.. i really cant accept man..
wth? i reali duno wads e use of having relationships, and marriage, and doing all these stuff.. it onli benefits e guys isnt it? ladies who does e same thing wil only be called cheap. And guys? onli s term called "flirt, Feng liu"
Find it jus pointless..totally pointless..
God gave us love for? for wad? when loving is onli decieveing and cheatings..
Enuff of that man.. wads e use? Well..i noe its not all couples are doin e same things, so den, that few percent of perfect relationship is so so so little.. And who is so heng to get all these? not me i presume, cos im a jinx.. Always meeting shits at e end. Argh! fed up!
Well..thats life? then better dun live rite? when living is onli getting hurts, bloods, and wad else? tears? sadness? argh! wtf!
1:25 AM
Den for jay, happy for him to get into e semi-finals..expected la actually.. So for sure he dun need any same old wishes la..cos he sure can..
Met zi ming da ge for a drink tt day, ya..and jus talk lo.. And vic will be flying soon..hai~ my ka chang! 1 yr leh.. hope he'll enjoy ther la..
Met pris n malcom for coffee tt day also, went hong kong cafe, and well..our fren came crying to us again.. hai~ n yet stil, she refuse to listen to us, wanna continue to slog..hai~ it reali made us boil hard.. very sad to see her like tt..
Den, recently ate alot of ice creams, mac flurry + extra toppings of oreo.
ice creams can make ppl happier, mood better..
i need lots man.. n i feel like having them now..
Hm..duno, feel something is missing la..duno wads wrong..
have been thinking, im not a good soul, hate my past, well..
Regine aint any gd soul, not a gd gal, ugly shit, poor shit.
keep having the cravings for alcohol... mayb jus dun feel good recently la..
If i didnt met tt stupid xiao j 6 yrs back, tink my life wun be so chui la..
he ruin everything.. everytime i tink back, i reali feel damn fucked.
but i cant do a shit, why am i so dumb.. my URL totally suits me well.
Alot of ppl sure cant accept, n nv imagined wad i'll go tru..
yucks..jus a piece of shit la..
Ruin ruin, he totally ruin my lie.
Duno, mayb its jus mood swings..
i dun dare to believe words, by alot of ppl, i duno dem well, dun dare..
it wil really make me feel so fucked when i believe, and at e end, get back lies, n all..
i've been easily cheated, and reali dun need any lies again.
i dun wanna get bullied, dun wanna get shits, so mayb single is reali e best choice.
i can do anything, go anywher, and dun need to gif a damn bout anyone.
dun hav to worry tt im being cheated, dun have to worry about anything.
Hm.. reali feel like clubbing.. get a tinched of alcohol, and jus make myself feel better..
Enjoy n all.. i've been saying i wanna go club from like since b4 exam till now, and didnt even step into it! Well..next week! confirm! WED!
Now, val, i updated my blog le, so dun kpkb, wad disgrace to bloggers man.. -_-
meet up soon! tmr?
1:28 AM
The chalets are fun.. It allows us to bond closer together. Me n my frens.. whether is it P506, or e AWOL. :) Mon til wed, is my yr 1 class, P506 gang. Sure its fun!We played games as a whole, drink as a whole, n take care of ppl when they r drunk together as a whole too! We had fun laughing at em when they r drunk, n sure we noe each other better after e 3days stay. Next sem, hope to see them all, and tt we can hav lunch as usual la..Jus hope tt our time table allows.
For AWOL, Sure, 3 days stay made us grew stronger n bonded, it gifs us a beta understanding about each other, and allows to express how much we love each other, and we care alot. Some of us gif each other a peck on e cheek, cos well..we love each other la.. :) A grp that are bonded.
Hm..im feeling vry drowsy now..
Hm..Well..jus nw read meiYi's blog, she met him yest, and well..tink he is doin real fine, hope he is hapi den.. I know he will. Now, he ord le, hai~ 2yrs past jus like tt.. i stil rem e day b4 he hav to enlist, we shed tears, cos we r together everyday, n a sudden seperation can kill us. N nw, its jus over like tt, well.. Fate.
Well..i wish all my frens are stil in good shape, i havent seen u guys for a week.
Alex..you should b quite relac, its been raining alot recently, n u sure shake leg, eat n slp rite? :)
WeiLi..Can chat wif u more often alrdy, so dun keep saying y frens eat grass.. :P
MeiYi..See u soon gal..despite stil gt kpkb wif u online la..but yea la..miss u..
Varian.Ethan.. Dun drink so much alrdy la.. take gd care of ur health n ur sup papers.
9:25 PM
Golf seems easy, but its not that easy after all.. You need to have concentration to maintain the posture and the consistency of the swing.. Wow! Ha.. Looking forward to more golf session man.. Its pretty common nowadays, compared to the earlier days. Its rather cheap now, not an expensive game i should say. It used to be only meant for the rich? Well..tt's wad i tink la..and assured by zi ming da ge.
Been hanging out wif ziming da ge pretty often these days, noe why? Maybe bcos he is wif lotsa craps, make me laugh non-stop whole day, and make me not think so much. Further more, He is damn eng(free) now..Waiting to be posted to diff out..Besides, we kinda grew up together, and his is jus like my big bro! Great to have a bro like him n vic. But vic is flying soon.. how sad...
Ard the golf course, there is a place whereby ppl ride their horse ard..wow.. They are darn fucking rich man.. To have horse there, u have to pay few thousands a MTH! And to buy a horse, its almost e price of a car. -_- i really wonder why there are such rich ppl in this world. I even see young kids riding their horse! Unfair! Tong ren bu tong ming! Jealous!
Well..Suppose to go jogging wif ong n wei bin, but its seems like its gonna rain jus now, so change to monday.. Next week i've got a few chalets to go man.. And going for interview on monday, seriously i hope i could get the job la..Sound like a fun job!
Hm..after e sweat today from golfing, i feel like there is stil some colours yet to be found mah.. Mayb now, a healthier lifestyle can bring me colours.
As we act..
And I act..
And we aim the ball picker =D
That's how rich ppl are..
Including this..
7:20 PM
I haven't been blogging for a few days, cos i am too lazy, and duno wad to blog. I have been hanging out wif vic and zi ming recently. Went supper at wan toh sek, and shopping at parkway. Hm.. Thanks ziming for my "BirthdayPresent"! He wif his crappy jokes, never fails to make me laugh till i toh lang. Sometimes i really wonder wad is he made of man.
Hm..actually we have a tennise session this afternoon, but Ziming has fever..so too bad! Get Well Soon Bud!
Have been sending resumes out just now, hope i can get a job soon la..
And next weeks i have quite a no. of chalets! Hm..Leong ar LEong~!
Well..Something is wrong wif me, i duno wads up my mood. i duno what i need to feel better.
Get wasted?well.. feel like though i hate e after feeling.
Jus got to clear stuffs..ASAP!
8:17 PM
jus in a mess.
Well..
im sry to caused my best fren trouble.
Mayb everything is really my fault,
i duno, confused.
Again,
Regine may trust ppl too easily,
But i duno,
i really don't wanna care so much alrdy..
Just wanna get on my life,
Living wif frens,
For at least i will get no more nonsense from anyone,
no hurts,
no nothing.
Just dun bother me..
I really dun want anything from anyone.
Leave me alone.
2:15 AM
After lunch, we headed to Toa Payoh Safra, went there for JACKPOT. :) Wow, not bad huh..quite fun.. you can win fast, as well as lose fast. Well..i lost 1buck, vic bo lai, and Ziming tink he won 20+? Ha..they might be goin to those casino in cruise soon.. *Grin*
Hm..after so, went home, and started packing my room..Hm..out of a sudden, duno why, jus feel like packing..Although its definately better la, but still find it messy.. Hm..standard la perhaps..
8:04 PM
Hm..Finally finished my papers, and now quite relac.. Jus now went for mich's bday at fisherman, den met up wif zhanming my sec sch mate there. Well..i duno wad to blog actually..e main motive is to show u guys some pics i took while studying at nut's place, wanna yaya abit.. :P
Jus look at e table filled wif notes!
After a day of studying, dey need a rest.
Ong's beloved weiwei!
Hm..gonna find a job soon, cant wait for ti kong to drop money, i need to shop!
Besides, gonna meet up wif Val for girl's nite, WeiLi for starBucks, ZiMing for lunch, ND & gang for clubbing, n manymany more! =)
Oh ya, and one more thing. Those who doesn't like wad i post, don't agree on my actions, thinks that i shouldn't be posting this kinda things and mentioning names, that's reali ur prob, not mine, i aint gonna stop jus bcos u ppl dun like. There isnt a need for u all to kpkb, u may think im bad for writing n scolding..But com'on, u duno wads happening. An angel she may seems, but aww..i duno how long u guys will be deceived. I dun need to spelled it all out clearly for u guys, cos ppl who see it, they will noe. So well.. Believe it or not, thats ur problem, not mine. So just to inform u that, all my rantings here, has nothing to do wif u either, think wadeva u want about me, i don't owe anyone my life, i reali don't care how u think of me, cos accept it or not, her actions are really ugly.
7:11 AM
