Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Just came back from steamboat at bugis wif andy n gang for lok's birthday!
Well.. its a rather simple one, and e guys keep teasing weihua. Well, we didnt take any pictures, i forgotten to bring my precious, and our usual camera girl cant turn up.
Yawn, im very tired now finally. And its only about to midnight. Compared to e past few nights, its very early. And stupid lousy MSN cant work properly. Something wrong with e connection i think? Everyone's nick is swearing. They ought to do something man.
Why am i so tired now? Well, again, sleepless night. Yesterday, i was rather sleepy at around 3+am? Thought i could finally sleep. I switched off e com n everything. Lay on my bed, bout found myself keep thinking about things. Alot of different things gashed into my mind. From things like regrets for e course im studying, and the desire to take up things im really interested in like interior designs, multimedia, languages, photography, and alot alot more. Now, i feel like i don't have enough time, don't have e money to pursue my desires. I want to learn free-hand drawing, learn alot alot. Really, im interested in those, and not books. I can do alot better. Cos, yesterday, ideas keep running through my head. Argh! However, i tink i will find time for all those after i finally finish my dip. With the dip, i can continue wif my dream. Well, i got alot of things to do.
I duno y, alot more things keep running tru my head. I tried to calm myself down n make myself sleep. But, nah.. i cant. Then duno how duno how long later, i finally fell aslp. Think 4 plus again.
Heard a bad news from meiyi. Hais, i feel for ym. I really totally understand how her heart breaks, i understand the pain. I really do, cos girl, i noe, i've been there. It brought me tears at night too, it brought me nightmares too. Fuck all e bastards. Hais.. I put my pride down once, and girl, really, a piece of my advice, its really not worth it. Yea, mayb u havent gif him ur best, but its really not an excuse for him to bring u such torturing pains. Since he is not doing anything to save, u dun have to beg. I've been through it, i noe i shouldnt let myself down again.
Crows are all black.
Hope i can have a good night rest.
