Sunday, December 03, 2006
Ya, im back from mos again. Yes again. I know i have been clubbing quite frequent lately, cos i noe i have been rotting at home for quite some time before this few times of clubbing came about.
Alrite, yes i wanna drink and enjoy too. I have been rotting and i noe how it feels alone at nite very well. Especially when im in this state. That i think few can understand, tts why people have been saying things, from wad i read.
She always thinks that a bit of blend taste means changes, means 'so not right'. Does it always have to be at the ball? Im tired of assuring 24/7 too, like how tired you are in having heart to heart talks with me. You are sensitive yes, i tried when i can to assure u, to listen to you, to wadever.. Recently im jus feeling lower, feeling emptier, and wadever.. But i still do listen, n cares.. but taste is a bit too blend.. Well, then alrite.
I can only give listening ear, n not much of good advices. Maybe you find it blend cos ur new buds can give better comments, attention. No need to help me say good things also, cos well, i dun really care. That is what they think, people who noes, will noe. I don't have to answer to anyone, except for myself. Well, i don't know if all these will make u blow again, but aiya.. i duno la.. Everytime u feel this way, i feel that u mistaken, and wanna make u know wad i really feel, and explain, and make u feel better. But again n again we r back to e square one, i will be repeating my words. Yes, im defensive, who isn't? But girl sometimes i feel affected cos the way u put ur words and tone. I sick of explaining and stuff.. Just.. wadever goes..
