Yesterday,cant sleep e whole night..well..dun feel quite good myself..and stick by e com e whole night,dunno doing wad shit..Stayed up til morn,went to pick jay up at outside his base bus stop.Surprisingly,i have only been there once,and i remembered e way! :) and had breakfast wif him,ah loh and ma..Was freaking tired then,faster rush back to his place and sleep for only 5hrs or so..Hai~dunno why cant sleep.
Then yest night,cant sleep too,but managed to force myself into some sleep,but in e middle of the night keep waking up..Wad has happened to me!?Im lazy,and sleeping is my hobby,i can sleep for 14-16 hrs non-stop,but dunno why these few days cant.. 0.0 im turning into a panda,and my dark rings are getting worse!
Today,went to changi airport, orchard,city hall and tanjong pagar wif lion for some interviews and walk ard for jobs..Too desprate,jay's birthday is ard e corner! stress... Hm..got quite afew jobs la..but have to choose la..its giving me terrible headache..
Well,went to tanjong pagar to my old SCAM company,those doing direct sale (network marketing) and they make it sounds so nice as "marketing".Oh..surprisingly,i saw one of my old colleges,Regene,yes,same name as me but spelled differently.She's now one of the upper hand in DW,and yea she still remember me.She referred me as "oh yea regine! with desmond kee..". Yucks! associating me with desmond kee..-_- i hate that,cos he is a jerk! Argh... jus hate him and my awful past. -_- The company sure grew bigger..but nah..i still wont wanna believe in that company. Its network marketing,and product is so freaking expensive. Well..though ppl do believe in the product,but seldom ppl wil go and invest so much on such product la..Hm..time really flies..and people are all growing,more successful and some learned alot. Well,as for me,i learned that my past is awful,and quite sia suey cos i went back there,where its 1 chapter of my awful past. I learned that im still kinda stuck here,growing at a very slow rate,over the years,not much change has been made,and yea,im still regine.Think i really got to do something to myself, but always,regine only noes how to speak,and no actions.Yea..thats why im still regine. -_-
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hm..saturday went for jay's mom dance troop performance wif jay,jh and yanqi,starting can really sleep,but yanqi dwn there keep laughing..haha..bad..but jay's mom dance performance is vry good..can say best la to me..very meaningful..after that went home cos vry leong,cant go out enjoy..
Today went orchard for interview,IT road show for NEC..and its a Freaking cheap skate company!!! Why do i say so? they are offering $30/day(weekdays) and $40/day(weekends) for 9 hrs man!with commision of $15 per com sold! wtf!?the com sure are selling at over thousand and basic so low yet commision so little!? SCAM! -_- den mi and lion went ard orchard see gt jobs not..hope wil have news la.. cos i really need money for his birthday.. :(
Recently cant get to meet up wif my close darlings,rather broke..feel so drifted..dun feel good..
Guess alot of things,has its expiry date bah..but yet,i dun wish to believe its that fragile.
Yes,i understand friends do come and go,and at different stages of life,u'll meet different people,but i do need that few closest ones..i dun wish to noe that we are drifting,cos i do cherish and do care.Of cos i wouldnt want to obstruct others from growing up,but,jus dun feel good bah.. Im selfish bah..ya..think so..im selfish a brat..thats why i always say,i hate regine.
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On 13th Feb,i went studying in sch,then went home around evening.That afternoon,meiyi asked me if i bought jay anything,and i told her i bought nothing,since we had an agreement saying that we dont get each other anything since we are so leong.
And she goes "ha..u better get something lo..make something also better,if not clay.."
Regine: "Argh..siam la.."
Then on my way home,i suddenly thought of an idea. I went to the NTUC opp my house n faster bought ice cream and agar agar powder of different colours home.And i started making agar-agar valentines' 'cake'. And the ice cream is for the night when the clock strikes 12am.As jay was already on e way back home after his course,i got only 40mins to do the 'cake'. yea..but i managed to make it la.. :) he was vry touched! + the ice-cream.. :)
14th Feb,jay says he couldnt get his leave,so he had to work.Well..no choice..and i was rather bored..valentines' day alone..how sad.Meiyi asked me to join her at bugis,saying she doesnt want to see me alone. Well..at first i thought its very awkward,cos she wif jj,and i join in!? how extra..Threesome on this special day is quite funny huh.. Anyway when jay left around 5+ in e evening,i suddenly wanna go out,welland so i thought i'll join them for awhile la..
Well..i met them and when we were crossing the road,someone ran up and bang into me..when i turned around,it was jay..he gaved me a surprise and turn up with a bouquet of flowers.. man..waste money,but its reali sweet!
we then went ard looking for place to have our dinner,everywhere is full of queues,and we end up having our dinner at budget food court! :) i dont mind at all man..its cheap!Anyway its only the usual dinner that we are having..
Then as usual,we went to k-ster for our usual ktv session.ladies were entitled one free red-wine, and we took some 'nude' pics! =D
im 20 this year,and as days goes by,i realise that festives aint that important to me compared to the past.Chinese new year,Valentine's day,Birthday,Christmas and all..not as important as it was to me when i was younger. I used to think all these festives are very important,we must have new clothes,presents and all..Ha..maybe because im getting too used to it?or maybe lately jay and i agreed on not getting any presents,and when i noe that i wont be recieving presents,i dun have to guess and to get anxious about..hahaa..i think thats the reason.. Or rather..im ageing? :P
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Um..someone complains that i havent been updating my blog for so long..n he cant read about mi..and so..since i have such loyal fans..i shall blog more often?i'll try not to be lazy la..TRY la..
Well..i'll start with this year's CNY.
Before CNY,i went to have a hair do,wanted to have something different,im sick of the usual hairstyle and since at that time my short hair isnt stunning enuff,and so,i went to jensen and let kenji do my hair,the results is pleasing,and i would nv go to those neighbourhood salon again! they are only good at destroying hairstyles!
how is it?not too bad yea!? yea meiyi acc mi for e haircut and dye,then we went chinatown for a stroll,but eventually end up at k-ster again!but cheap! $10.20 per person! =D
CNY my sister flew to london,so pipa and jene jene shifted back!! HoOraY!!!
And now..CNY..
As usual..had reunion dinner at my grandma's place(father's side).Same ever so delicious food cooked by my grandma.The whole table was filled with baik food.man..should have taken a photo to show u guys..Um..after my dinner,had ang bao distributing session.. =D and my cute grandpa go around keep giving ang bao n kept asking who havent recieve..vry cute..and he even stuffed mi 2 ang baos.. =D*wink* Um..after my dinner,went to china town with jay,my,jj.Chinatown is filled with people..so squeezy..and even played those black and white movies on e streets..The streets are blocked,and its once a year thingy to walk on the road w/o fears..That night,we went ktv again at Kbox of chinatown.Oh..we missed the fireworks cos we were busy singing.Well..after singing,went home..nothing special..cos e next day got to go ard bai nian n get ang baos..
1st day of CNY,as usual,went bai nian..in e afternoon ard 2+? hm..2nd day went jay's place,gt CNY celebration,gamble and won! =D happy..hm..den at nite went to pei li's place n gamble..n met those guys(sec sch frens),havent seen them for quite sometime..its good to meet up every now and then..but after gambling,went thomson and have prata with celine,gallen n jay.the freaking prata shop,service is vry bad man..maybe they think its CNY,so they aint lack of customers..we waited for our pratas for vry long,and they jus throw the food on the table man..attitude..and the prata is not as nice..the standard has dropped! And so,when we r leaving..we poured all the curry together,and of cos the plate aint big enuff,it over flows to the table..haha..i bet they had a hard time clearing the table!*grin*
This CNY quite lucky..won quite a sum of money while gambling..cos some fortune teller says that those who is born in lunar year of tiger,rooster and rabbits have luck..hm..quite true i feel..cos last time every cny gamble sure lose..which makes mi feels like a suey ka..and this year..hm..not bad! :D
3rd day of CNY,went to jay's father side grandpa's place,but lose ard $40? think that side all gamblers..whole family gamblers..so lost bah..they opened 3 mahjong tables there n 1 table for card games for the kids! too scary..even kids like ard 8 or 9 yrs old play blackjacks..Well..maybe thats y jay is a gambler ghost too..-_-hm..on dunno which day went yong mei's place n gamble awhile..aiya..this CNY alot of gambling session..
Lately,met up with ah hui,ah liang and alex (my neighbours),havent seen them for a vry long time,ever since they stop having everyday basketball sessions at a court behide my blocks?Anyway,they called mi and ask mi to join them for ktv session at tampines safra,wow! its cheap! $6 per person,with 1 drink. But maybe becos we went there at late afternoon,and the room is onli for 3hrs.But in fact we stayed for like 4hrs plus,cos ah liang came late. Hm..the room quite clay,songs quite old,but aiya..cheap place what do we expect?
jus now met up with my neighbours,janet,alan,jimmy,kenny,malcom,shun fu and augustine.And i found out that there is even cheaper place! -_- man..to think that i had a good catch..someday after my exams got to go with them man..haha..im a cheapo remember!?? How can i not know cheap places to have our usual ktv sessions!?
Um..now exams are only 1week away..man!! i everything also buey hiao! i really dunno how to die this time.. =( think i got to work reali hard man..i dun wanna fail man...i reali hope reali hope that i can get promoted and dun have to repeat and modules bah..i really need alot of luck this time!
oh yea,i got disfigured.I got a scar between my eyes,cos one day while i was washing my face,my finger nails scratched my face,and bleed a little.. :( Um..later in e morn,going to meet jay and his company friends for free food! :) we are going to pizza hurt i heard! Yeppie!!! :) im waiting! Um..today's toto results are out,and i nv tio any.My mom encouraged mi to buy,cos they say the winnings is alot.Anyway,yesterday while writing the toto no. for my mom,i was thinking about no.9,cos its dog's year ma.. (gou) sounds like 9 in hokkien.But i nv tel my mom,dunno y..anyway,if i tel my mom she'll buy n tio man! hai~ i must constantly remind myself that this year i got luck,and every instinct that comes to my mind might jus be another chance to get richer.I must believe man..and not to always think that im a suey ka..Grrrr...got to drill that into my mind.
Valentine's Day is around the corner,like every year,there will be loving couples hand in hand strolling around orchard,and resturants will be having long queues! hm..but jay will be working,and he says he cant get leave,cos CNY he took too much leaves..*sigh* Lonely Valentines?maybe bah..but nvm la..Everyday is our valentines. :)
oh ya..last but not least! Val,u'll be alrite!
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