Well..jus came back from jay's bday,stayed there for 4 days 3 nights.There at e chalet,i met alot of disappointments..i get alot of scoldings and got alot of cold shoulders,and too got alot of awful attitudes from jay's family..i noe alot of ppl didnt reali enjoy at e chalet,cos there are really too many ppl coming in,and we reali cant handle,especially when jay's parents keep expecting mi to be a maid to all..we neglected almost every of jay's frens while serving the guest..im sorry to all and yea,thanks to all that came and helped out..especially yana,william ma and ah low..thanks all!
well..alot of things happened,i dun feel good at times cos of alot of things..maybe i really didnt do enuff..but i did try..its ok if no ones appreciate,but im disappointed that i dun feel appreciated by him too..im totally disappointed.anyway dun feel like telling wad reali happened here,cos its over,those went will noe..those that i spoke to and saw wad happened will noe..my bestie will noe too..
anyway,had some misunderstandings wif william ma,cos i heard him saying things bout me,but i noe he is a good person..and ah low too..they are both very good frens to jay indeed.they helped out unconditionally,and that is wad alot of ppl cant do..
anyway saw alot of frens which we didnt really have time to meet up wif.Ah xiong,shuling,and cookie monster that group..its nice to see jay having so many frens.
Well..i love the cake i gave jay,i reali love it,its so cute and delicious!well..i'll shw u guys the pics now..there wil be alot of pics man..so be patient yea?
11:43 PM
well..jus came back from supper not long ago,and jus got to know from roger that nafa is so fun! And that have alot of courses that is suits me(i like multimedia n photography rem?yea they are offering that!),and im so darn interested in! -_-" feel so stress..im not doin well in tp,and results is really that bad,jus couldnt really cope with all the engineering maths..im more interested in arts,not books.But the thing is that i already wasted 1 yr in tp,and ya..alot of time.If i were to start all over again in nafa,means i got to waste alot of money and time again! Family not that wealthy,so hai~VEXED
And i heard my mom goin to have her long holiday soon..so each money spend have to be really wisely spent.
yea..and recently feel like joining dance troop..haha..wanna lose some weight!Sylvie says she would join me if i wanna join tp hip hop..WOW! i reali wan man!but now i got to consider wad to do wif my studies 1st! :( yea sad..very vexed!
Oh yea..today went sentosa wif meiyi,jj and jay of cos..went sun tanning and the sun is really hot!but i nv get tan.. :( maybe abit la..but they still laughs at me,cos im still fair they say.Had fun tanning,and its not crowded.Happy that jay acc mi for sun tanning willingly! that's why i say he had been a good boy lately!Maybe cos of the chief that is going after me?haha..well..i didnt bring my digi cam today to sentosa,so i got to wait for meiyi to send mi those pics,then can show u guys bah..so wait la.. :D
1:54 AM
Well..till now,alot of ppl kp mi,and i feel that its kinda wasted tt i cant post it for you guys to read.Um..wher should i start..
Last week on wed,i finally went back to work after 2days of off w/o informing julie(my tao eh).I felt abit paiseh and yea she said she needs to talk to me. =P Let me now explain why i didnt turn up for work w/o informing her.firstly,she didnt put my schedule bcos of some issue which its not impt,so i thought i would be alright since she had already planned e schedule.Secondly,bcos i dun have her no. and hanwei did check wif mi if i will be turning up (so i assume he will tell julie,or maybe julie asked him to check wif mi).Anyway when i turn up that day,julie didnt say a thing nasty,we chatted as usual,and treated me for coffee.
Then that night when i finished work,i saw something very amazing and made mi extremely excited!Well..i nv seen such a huge grp of Harley Davidson riding together in singapore! i was like "WOW!" Harley Davidson is fucking expensive man..and they are so cool! The exhaust is freaking SOLID!
Hm...then on fri,i went kbox wif jimmy,shunfu,pris,janet,kenny,weiming,boon and alan..Pris vocal is solid,and is very enthu,she stirred up the atmosphere of the ktv session and yea..we had fun..Then on sat,they actually planned to go for clubbing session,but in the end all gave it a missed cos too many ppl not going..and our MR AUGUSTINE fucking blame me for that..oh well..thats too bad..jus bcos of someone whom he thinks is boring and innocent,he cant have fun and poor him got to find his own frens for entertainment..For your information,i kinda had a quarrel wif him bcos he fucking look dwn on me,saying im too young to know wad fun is at MOMO,com'on! we all noe that momo aint that fun! Oh well..nerds like him feels that momo is happening = LOW TASTE.
There really are pathetic ppl ard~
(Bare in mind that im recalling wad i wrote the other day,so if there is any flaws or in which some parts i cnt express well enuff,pls pardon me,cos now dun have that kinda "feel" rem.)
Well..chatted wif meiyi about tis person,and she gave mi tis "feel" to blog..hm..tis person whom im goin to write about made me realise that there are really ppl who are so pathetic,and needs to get attention and have a strange way of building up one's confidence.This gal is very proud about all bitchy stuffs she did,she goes ard telling ppl storied n details bout how she sleeps ard,how she attract guys,and even how those guys ditch her after sleeping wif her.And also tells ppl off bout their looks,saying "ur hair tie tis way very ugly leh!",and after that she then tie the hair up the same way which she says is "ugly".She goes ard praising herself "pretty",and well..do alot jus to build confidence.She bad mouthed alot of ppl,and ya even her good frens.
Argh..im really very lazy to type le..so well..in short her character really has a big PROBLEM. i know self-confidence is very impt,but im very sure its not practiced tis way,so well..though she is nv my fren,and meiyi kinda dun care bout her already,we still wish her well..really hope that she'll change.Like wad i told meiyi,friends could only help by persuading them,if things cant get into their head,and they choose to carry on their old ways,den its jus too bad,they have to learn things tru the hard way.We sincerely hope,till then,its still not too late.
2:42 AM
40% partner focus, 23% aggressiveness, 55% adventurousness
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:
You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.
This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover.
The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit.
In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, and the right lover, the Exotic Lover can be a delight in bed.
Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Liberated Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Romantic Lover.
This is Another test stolen from Wei Li's blog. :D
4:57 PM
Remember im now working at the japanese restaurant?Well..im rather busy working these days,and didnt really had a chance to slag by my com till today..cos of my supp papers,i got to stay home and study.. :(
Anyway,had fun working at Ryan's washoku,people there are nice and fun,we all joked,and when busy,its really busy and serious.i love my so called "BIG HEAD",she is very flexible,and caring.If i havent mentioned how good she is,here i shall tell u guys..On e first day of my work,she asked if the working hours she gave mi is tiring for mi,and if i am,she shall give mi shorter working hours. :) and besides,she said if i am too tired,and suddenly dont feel like coming for work,jus inform her like one day in advance,and i can rest at home.i was like "WOW~!",who would allow their staff to ai lai lai,mai lai mai lai de? lol..she is good la..and she is very amazing,she nv attend any japanese language lesson,and her japanese is POWER!i jus looked up to her man..and i shall take up japanese CDS in tp..haha..*motivated*
Um..those ppl there are nice and fun because they always joke around,and at times when we can have some food,they will feed us..haha..sometimes its rather slack there,and we will like a few ppl go smoke and talk cock.When work,we'll still be serious la..sometimes alot of customers,we'll all shout here and there for orders but only in the KITCHEN..Um..i love working there!
Well,i really got to study for my supp papers man..i dun wanna stay back and i wanna get to my second year,and remember if i got into 2nd year,my sis will award me with a ipod?yea..thats why..* grin*
im sure i can do it! with the help of my pro frens,haha..i hope la..i must really PRAY hard man..
Um..yesterday did a personality test,and yea..
Here are my results..
The Window ShopperRandom Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs
BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door
You guys can try the test if you are too free cos it has got ard 80 questions.
3:59 PM
I used to have a very close,very special,very best fren.We are very much alike and very much different.Why do i say that? Well,i could still remember what made us click at first.We talked about dogs,and at that instance,we click very well and too well.Rem in secondary school days,we could talk non-stop tru out the whole 6 hrs or so,and i really mean non-stop. We have totally the same taste of clothings.We could go shopping seprately,and get attracted to the same stuff despite there are quite a number of shops in town.How do we noe that?cos one day i saw her coming to school with one of the bag that i had fell in love with,and we started discussing and ya,tru all the talking,we realise this special chemistry,that had bonded us together.We've been tru alot,we shed tears and shared laughter.We are very much the same.
Like wise,we are very much different.From character,to family background,from ability to practices,from type of frens to attitudes,from luck in r/s to luck in exams.I should say,she belongs to the higher class,thats why we are very different,for at least i feel so.
Though we are not anymore like the past,i treasure this special few yrs with her,and will always remember all the bits and pieces.Since we are so 'clicked',so why aint we still together?-you may ask,well..duun ask mi why,maybe its a stage of growing up,maybe its becos of other things that i shant mention here.But i believe,thats every fairytales has its ending.Good memories is its ending,for at least,there isnt much bad memories to be kept.Though it may be due to drifting,its better than an ending wif a quarrel. Well,in that few yrs of chemistry,there isnt any fight between us at all,yea..AT ALL.
Well..maybe cos im emotional,i now feel alot of emotions which i cant tell u guys in words.Um..
"Jane,i wish u well,i wish u always e best of everything.Take care!"
4:16 AM
Um..well..on Thursday,went to work at Changi Village Hotel,Ryan's Washibu or something restaurant,cos Hanwei and Zaiming said they need ppl,and might be able to continue working,and that they wil take care of me,give mi shake legs chores however,its only $5/hr.
Well,sure it is shake leg chores,cos its quite quiet there..and those chiefs keep di siao mi..haha..and even offered to help mi wif my work,some even asked mi to hand e chores over to another guy waiter and ask mi relak... :P Its good to be a female,but sometimes quite scary la.. Um..yea i get to work part time there,til mid march,cos gt another job in hand,and might stil be able to work after sch reopens..Um..It has split shifts,meaning start work at 11.30-2.30,den break from 2.30-5.30,den from 5.30-10.30. so..can relak..but sometimes will rot bah i think...
4:44 AM
