Well..think everything is jus a dream ba..and he is my dream indeed,but maybe things often turns out diff in real life..Dream..
Home alone now,for 8days.i suddenly feel like im out of breathe,needs some air..No one at home to nag,hm..abit weird.Mommy!where are you!? :(
I feel like going to east coast now..to breath..like how i used to go there..
Ya..today karwai reminded me about today being the last day of having digit "1" as the first digit of my age.Well..but duno..now feel abit restless to go out..Although birthday have always been a very important day for me.
Not sure..meiyi ask mi go zouk..not sure..
6:32 PM
this coming birthday,i dunno wad i wanna do..nothing in mind,got to plan it myself. u guys know i hate planning..argh..maybe i jus stay home and sleep la..my life time first clay birthday.Wad is worst is my birthday and mom wont be at home.She'll be away for 8 days or so..hai~ sian..
Birthday to me is freaking impt,it should be exciting,it should be happy..But now,i jus dun feel any excitement,dont feel like having the birthday,jus feel freaking shit.
Since young i feel tt i am a suey ji (jinx).Whoever that is close to me,whoever who is with me,they wont have any good ending,wont have any enjoyment.I prove this to be true.When i first join that group,one after another start falling apart.Now that i have left that group,everything goes back in peace,everybody is happy..im glad that they are..im glad that meiyi feels treasured now,cos last time she feels very bad,last time everyone jus dun show care to her,but now,its a diff thing..and that is very good,cos i dun wanna see ppl treat her bad,she dont deserve all those shit.
Now,im getting very lazy i n school,keep missing lesson.I really wonder is bcos i lack of sleep,or i sleep too much..i keep on over slept,and miss school. Argh..its only the 3rd week of sch,and im recieving warning letter!
I fucking dont noe wad has regine become.Pissed!
Was planning to have dinner wif ah pek,ND they all next week or tis sun,to like kinda celebrate my birthday?but aiya..im rather reluctant..feel there isnt a need. Argh..i feel very bad now..And roger is out sending his mom to the temple,den to beach road cos her mom is goin to malaysia later.
Hai...Pissed,fucked up,peckish,disgusted. i dunno why i suddenly have so many feelings inside me..feel like a loser?studies going down the drain,some event coming up which make me feel like shit instead of happy.
Yea..think i'll cancel alot of things la.. -_-
8:25 PM
Wish her all the best in her future with her husband!
12:10 PM
Think im really sick soon?keep coughing,and having alot of flam.Anyway,Roger and i jus went for a movie which we didnt manage to catch yesterday.yes!MI3! Brilliant shoW!Through out the show,everyone in the cinema watch silently,all eyes on the screen.Its really a nice catch! We didnt regret it..Tru out the show its all the climax! You guys reali have to catch it la..den u'll noe the satisfaction of getting a pair of tickets,and it turns out tremendously good!
Oh ya,my hand was burnt wif hot water rem,i mentioned earlier on?Though its not red now,but im still having the feeling of burning sensation!Thinking back at the scene when the hot tom yam soup toppled on me,wow..scary..too pain.. :( ya,roger says flour water would help to cure the pain,he did made some,n kinda applied over my thigh,well..maybe it reali helps,cos i dun feel the pain on my thigh anymore but my hand stil hurts.
Now im back home,and roger is at his place playing a game or 2 of war craft.He had his week at work,and i noe he needs to relax and enjoy his few games to recharge himself.So sweetie,its ok alrite?but not too much though..haha.. :)
Well..havent meet meiyi,cant pass her the present..She's at cck,hai..got to wait til she is free to meet then..Um..next tues,qian yu's ROM,haven't seen her for years and the next thing i noe is that she is getting married! Nah..not bcos she tiao kia,jus she feels that its the right person.Well..i wish her happiness.. :) But i dont think i am going for her ROM tis coming tues,cos i got tutorial to attend,and i already missed alot..But definately will go for her marriage paty on wed.
Yea..last but not least..Thanks darling for bringing me to such nice movie! :)
6:37 AM
Yesterday,only had 2hrs of lab lesson,den waited for berlinda to end school.Went tamp kia kia cos wanted to get present for meiyi..Well..Berlinda later meet his dad,my uncle,cos she wants to apply for internet access.Then later that day,my mom,my 2 aunties,my uncle join in our shopping day. Quite long didnt acc my mom..it was nice yesterday.Besides,my mom also bought a top for me.. :) thanks mom!
Then at nite went to roger's place,slack awhile,at around 12+ went cineleisure supposingly for a movie,but when we reach ther,my eye hurts like hell..i tried very hard to open my eyes,but it hurts alot when i see lights,and some dirt is stuck in my eye. Well..because of the discomfort of my eye,we didnt catch the movie,and instead went home. Ya,den 4+ went Bedok Mac to have breakfast,den balik home.
This morning when roger and i woke up,his mom urge him to go and do something in his office,so out of a sudden,he have to go work.. :( and till now,he is not back yet.Poor baby didnt have much sleep,and was tired beat..hai~ now im waiting for him to return home.. poor thing poor thing...
While waiting roger,i was hungry and made tom yam cup noodle for myself.Hell! i yjem accidentally topple it,and all the hot soup fell on my leg and n my hand! :( it really hurts.. my skin turns red,and painful.Hai! instead of helping him release stress,i always cos more trouble,always CC, why am i so clumsy?i sounds like a big clumsy bear! :
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