Have been clubbing on wed n thurs..Went devils and mos wif harry n gang.
Have been clubbing and staying up till morn quite often during the holidays.. Having a slight sore throat now. Darn it.
Its pretty cold in the club for the past few days.. Thanks to galleng and garry for their jacket!
Im sitting in front of the com, staring into blank, duno wad to write.
This morning when i reached home, chatted wif oyster n grid. (: im glad that oyster kinda sense wads really in me, and she understands.. Got some encourging words from her, and yea, mayb like wad she says, its getting better. Oh, and grid's son is so cute and sweet! no wonder she loves him so much.
So then, shortly, we 3 went to bed.
Woke up after a short nap, and acc mom to have breakfast before her work.
Tmr, saturday. Actually planned to join harry,tasha and gang for some fishing until my mom went "saturday ah ma's bday ar! 7.30pm.. must go with me ah!"
Orite, anyway, grandma's bday means CRAB! =D Black Pepper CRAB~!
So then, i planned to bring mom to the cinema for The curse of golden flower.
Its been ages since she last stepped into a cinema.. And i tink i'll bring her to vivo, moreover i visit their cinema.
Okie, im going to repaint my nails now.. looks koya, cui!
Oh ya, and tink later will be going fishing, den meet oyster,bird n family..
Ciaoz!
And rem i say i miss cartoons!
11:07 AM
Big Game!
Wow! Its a fish which weighs 2.6kg!
Fri,23 Dec 2006, i went outsea fishing on a 60 footer yatch!
Its my first time going outsea with friends, and its a tremendous experience!
Went wif harry, edwin, jjacky, serene,tasha etc..
The interior of the boat is very cosy man! Especially the bed at the base.. But i didn't sleep though, cos was busy chanting the magic words for the fishes to get hooked!
On the boat, i recalled things that jay told me last time..
The way the boat park in the sea and the sotongs.. Ha.. Now i noe how its like, and sees what he saw last time.. Im experiencing things he went through.. :)
Yea anyway, the trip was very enjoyable, we bbq and enjoyed the breeze, which is healthier than clubbing of cos..
I learn abit on how to fish too! But that night, we had not much luck, there was around 9 ppl on board, but we only caught 2 fish.. Maybe the current was strong, so the fishes went to other place.
Better luck next time!
Merry Christmas!
On christmas eve, met meiyi and jj at 4pm, then lepak awhile den went to NTUC to get the stuff we need to prepare for our christmas dinner! Meiyi and i suppose to be the big cook, but ended all e ppl cramp in e kitchen trying to help.. haha.. Its good all working together for our whole new christmas prog.. For the past few yrs, we always get stucked in CND, or stroll ard orchard without a plan.. haha.. Now, its something new!
As expected, we started our dinner later than expected.. But we get to wait for my mom and join in the dinner.. Im sure she's happy with it, cos over the years, christmas was jus like any other.. This time round, i get to enjoy wif friends, and beloved mom as well.. :)
We sat at my round dining table, the feeling seems more like CNY reunion dinner.. :P We had Spagetti, chicken chop (done by jh, with the help from his mom who did the marinating), turkey and log cake (which we ordered from NTUC) , Mini honey backed ham.
Merry Christmas!
On christmas eve, met meiyi and jj at 4pm, then lepak awhile den went to NTUC to get the stuff we need to prepare for our christmas dinner! Meiyi and i suppose to be the big cook, but ended all e ppl cramp in e kitchen trying to help.. haha.. Its good all working together for our whole new christmas prog.. For the past few yrs, we always get stucked in CND, or stroll ard orchard without a plan.. haha.. Now, its something new!
As expected, we started our dinner later than expected.. But we get to wait for my mom and join in the dinner.. Im sure she's happy with it, cos over the years, christmas was jus like any other.. This time round, i get to enjoy wif friends, and beloved mom as well.. :)
We sat at my round dining table, the feeling seems more like CNY reunion dinner.. :P We had Spagetti, chicken chop (done by jh, with the help from his mom who did the marinating), turkey and log cake (which we ordered from NTUC) , Mini honey backed ham.
A very act christmas dinner.
We had fun la..
Then jay came later with pictionary board game.
They played in the living room while i spend time talking to mom in the room.
Had talks with her on stuff that i never had share wif her.
Feel kinda good though..
Had mahjong, and i lose all the way.. haha.. no gambling luck la.. the tiles was good man..
But well.. too bad!
:) Ah niao the big winner as always.. (which is quite irritating :P)
Had talks wif meiyi, and niao.. Jay keeps wanna chap ji ka.. -_-
Had talks wif meiyi, and niao.. Jay keeps wanna chap ji ka.. -_-
Its great talking to them.. yea.. niao is understanding..
Had a talk wif jh.. and im glad we still can talk this way..
It feels good to have them all as friends..
Tremendous friendship!Cheers!
Thanks JH for the gift! its really vry irritating though!
25 Dec 2006.
Met ziming and had our usual talks..He is always good in helping me analyse situations, and give me a clearer picture!And the laughters is always there over like 10yrs?
:) my good Big Bro! Papa!
He knows me very well, and im glad to have tis friend la!
Overall, I <3>
Overall, I <3>
Retro!
Chatted wif my sis on msn.. we were talking about the cartoons we watch last time.. You guys still remember orsons farm?Gummy Bears? Heathcliff? Teenage mutant ninga turtles? Bobby's world? Beetlejuice?wah! i miss them man!
Still can remember how i used to wake up early just for cartoons on saturday morning.. Haha.. I got no idea what the hell they are talking about man.. just watching.. Haha.. Now i watch, its so easy to understand... I really wonder why i cant seem to care bout what they are saying when im young.. Kids will be kids..
Now, i wanna look for more of my childhood cartoons!
4:49 AM
It has been raining for two days, and finally see the sun blazing hot again..
Went to laby yest wif jh, ww n ben. Question ben about his break off wif his gf, and ya, we both agree on somethings.There's an answer which both of us wants to find out, will inform each other when we found that answer la..
I just came back after a meet up session wif zi ming. Well, our last met up session was i tink last
week? or the week before?As usual we had beer at east cost, and talk about our recent activities, and our friends. I told him about my major project, and asked him some ideas.Wow, he fed me wif alot of informations and alot more than i could think of. Felt so ignorant once again I suddenly felt the need in learning more stuffs, the need of enhancing my knowledge, and making my time more useful. There's alot to learn about and to know before i could start thinking for my project man. Sure there is also a need for me to pass my semester before i could really go more in depth for my major project la. As he said, alot of people after listening to him get more energised for only a short while. Haha.. Most likely i might be one of those few.. But still hope i wont la.
Maybe i got to start reading world news.. :P
Went to tamp to meet my mom and auntie this afternoon, walked around and then parted wif them. Ong have to pass me the application form, and i was at tamp. So we went to have lunch wif nut, and walk ard awhile before he send me home wif his old goat. :P Hope i can faster work and earn money! So at least my time is not wasted, and i won't be so leong.
Went to laby yest wif jh, ww n ben. Question ben about his break off wif his gf, and ya, we both agree on somethings.There's an answer which both of us wants to find out, will inform each other when we found that answer la..
I just came back after a meet up session wif zi ming. Well, our last met up session was i tink last
week? or the week before?As usual we had beer at east cost, and talk about our recent activities, and our friends. I told him about my major project, and asked him some ideas.Wow, he fed me wif alot of informations and alot more than i could think of. Felt so ignorant once again I suddenly felt the need in learning more stuffs, the need of enhancing my knowledge, and making my time more useful. There's alot to learn about and to know before i could start thinking for my project man. Sure there is also a need for me to pass my semester before i could really go more in depth for my major project la. As he said, alot of people after listening to him get more energised for only a short while. Haha.. Most likely i might be one of those few.. But still hope i wont la.
Maybe i got to start reading world news.. :P
Went to tamp to meet my mom and auntie this afternoon, walked around and then parted wif them. Ong have to pass me the application form, and i was at tamp. So we went to have lunch wif nut, and walk ard awhile before he send me home wif his old goat. :P Hope i can faster work and earn money! So at least my time is not wasted, and i won't be so leong.
12:15 AM
Yest was MOS 1st yr anniversary. Jh and i went there for a few drinks, den meet e gang at boat quay, and acc grid to cupid for her cousin-in law's bday. Wow, wad a small world, it happen to be my ex sch mate. Cant recognise though.. Anyway, cupid was playing all the 'young and dangerous' songs, which made e grp feel not at ease.. LOL. Then we went to coffee bean to slack n brain stoming of progs. Finally came out wif a bowling plan. =D where all e ennjoyments starts!
Super bowl was packed. We gt ourselves 2 lane,not long after we wrote dwn our name in the waiting list. Okie, im not good in playing thats for sure. Jh,Jay,JJ,WR seems pretty pro.. not bad i guess, onli left me n meiyi.. :( haha but it was fun! Ingrid didnt play, she seems rather bored, and went off early.. Felt sorry cos like kinda neglected her? Well.. she should stay awhile more cos after 2 games, we switched to playing arcade and pool!
The guys as usual played VS2, while e couple played House of the dead 2. Me? im not good in games, so i watched them.. Pathetic? lol. Jh tried to catch a dog soft toy from those jiak $ machine. Aww, missed. I watch jay play VS2 as usual, but playing against ah niao. Hm.. they like to play cheats..But jay lose to ah niao! As usual, i picked e team for him to use, and won! haha.. Then, me n meiyi played puzzle bubble.. the easiest game. Erm, ok la, meiyi is good, but i won a few times also okie! Wad else can we play man, we aint good in games, haha so we shall play more puzzle bubble if next time the guys get addicted to games again. Oh ya we took a love gety too! haha.. OLD SCHOOL! But its rather disappointing la.. jay's turned chao ta, and jh was blocked by ah niao's thick hair in e pic. :( shall we take another one someday?
Then to pool. WR,jay n jj played number ball. JH the gentleman played pool wif both of us. :D its fun! Meiyi n i tagged team against him.. Ha.. irritating meiyi made me laugh the whole nite. :) we're happy! We played all the way til morn, til all of us were hungry n tired, we stopped and went to suntec for mac breakfast. Jay,Jh n i were so amazed to find ppl actually in the suntec building as early as 7+am in a sunday morning. Wow, quite alot of ppl man, long queues at mac. Jay say there might be a church service at suntec. Okie, we went to usual smoking session after meals n lepak outside. Went kia kia in Mango sales, but found nothing much except for that purse which i like, but hai~ after the night, pennyless. Jj and jay was darn tired.
--->LOL!
Alrite! overall, we enjoyed ourselves very much..
12:13 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
Finally the termtest ended.. But im having a bad headache..
Today wore nicer to sch, planned to meet the gang after e paper, but they gt no plans.. guess everyone is tired after work la.. Hai~ kinda disappointed at first.. But nvm la.. will be meeting them tmr.. So anyway after e paper, ong,nut and i went changi eat chicken rice, den went stupid white sands, zuo bo.. -_- white sands is reali a failure... nothing good. no coffee bean, no starbucks.. LOUSY.
Hm.. havent been chatting wif val for a long time.. she seems rather busy with work and sch.. Kinda miss her la.. But well will be meeting the gang tmr!
Oh ya, oyster and scallop have been complaining that i very act, the skin n the song. Aww.. i reali love retro man.. Anyway, i changed the skin n song again, if not they say i act again.. :S
Shinyun told me bout her fren, a couple who meet up everyday and now e guy went iin ns, and the gal cry like hell. Well, i can perfectly understand how it feels, cos i've been there man. Only after the first 10 days den i felt slightly better.. Cry everyday, 10days in total! haha.. yah, so its normal. Luckily that time got oyster acc me everyday.. make me feel better.. :) thanks gal! i love u!
Okie, today is friday, but i'll b staying home n rest.. Tired man..
11:22 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Wah.. these few days of studying is really tiring! There's a few days where by my drive for studying went dried.. Feel so shit cos i want to study, but no drive.. so end up always at nut's place either slp or read comics.. Duh.. all four of us went idling ard la.. Nut,ong,chong. But at nite, we ride to 85 for food.
Yest, we didnt study again, den i went home feeling so shit. Cos i noe i got to study.. but.. ARGH!
Luckily peter asked me out to study, den he taught me Q-method. We studied from 12am till 3+am. Woke up tis morn at 650 and went sch study.. now feeling so damn tired. Today regina taught me Q-method..Well..think she is quite ok la, jus that sometimes very teh~, so i bth. But other than that, when she's teaching me is ok la. Well.. Mayb last time she backstap me, so i dun really like her last time. Well.. anyway, i might be wrong too..
Tmr is my last paper, i really wish we can have a k-ing session! This sat is ww's bday celeb, but mos sent me an invitation for their 1st anniversary! Free flow from 830 till 1030! Aww.. am i going to miss that? There will be a small gift too! Argh.. really don't wish to miss that.
Anyway, oysterina n scalloperen! Is e ganging meeting up tmr!? :D I think my mood and spirit will come back after the paper tmr! i need to sing!!! Though it sucks.
1:17 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
I've put up a song for my blog again.. it has been quite quiet for the past month? Nice music as always!
Well, yah im having my exam next week, or rather the day after, and yet im blogging. ;P
Alrite, today suppose to meet ric for study session, den in e end he have to work. So then peter,ong and i meet up to study. Well, he's not a bad person afterall la.. quite ok. Peter fetch me and ong first to ECP,but was too crowded, then made our way to kallang mac. Study a tiny bit again, cos peter gt to leave early. Then went me and ong studied under his blk, den nut joined later. He just got his license and bike not long ago, so he could join us! :) not long after he reached, we went supper at 85 tog den back home.. -_- slackers group.
Quite sorry to caused nut some stress after he followed our words as we adviced him to. Well, nut, prove to them that u are able orite? thats e only way to earn their trust again, show them wad you have. Cos of cos, in their eyes, we are always never grown babies.. They are just concern.. And also, don't stress too much.. they'll see it sooner or later.. You still have us that have trust in you, and know that u r able orite?
Hm..yest met jh for lunch, den went to school for a talk. Planned to study in school wif varian,bk,jeff, n yuan jie.. As usual, another slacker group, ended up playing cards. -_- Went home and rest soon after, den chatted wif oyster on e phone for awhile.. Im kinda happy after wad she told me la.. :) and ya, back to the laughing chatting sessions once again. Studied for awhile, den meet up wif ric and went to yishun dam.
Now i really wanna go get a bike license, and either ride a vespa or my new aim, KTM! :D Still a long way to go la, after termtest get a job first den plan in depth. Well, anyway, saw kok peng there, he was in a car, and waved to me. Its funny how he can spot me from there.. Good eye sight then. Well, den went to meet up wif bob and edwin. Nice catch up with them.. haven't seen edwin for some years..
Think i better go get some rest now.. its almost 5am and got to wake up at 11am later. Meeting edwin for lunch and then ong n gang to study again. Argh! I'll be free next friday and enjoy a short 2 weeks break! Can't wait.
4:20 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
:) i just read oysterina's bloggie.
I could feel her happiness, that kinda sweetness that has filled her heart, and make her drown.
really very happy for her.
I remember her tears in the past, i remember how she is being mistreat, and ppl not cherishing her enough, and i remember how she's being cherished but maybe by some 'Mr NotRight'.
But now, i always see her n her beau happily attached, drowning in the sea of love.. im happy for them. Both LittleChic and OysterKP.. They were always there when i needed them, stretching out to give me a hand. Well, sure there are others like jh and wr.. but well, now im talking about how happy am i to see them lovey dovey.. Keep it up u too! Love u guys..
FARK! now i damn hot. Some manner-less ppl asking me if i going to mos tmr..
him says:
tmr mos?
Me says:
u wanna go ar
Me says:
my friends they goin la.. but i was thinking i wanna study cos termtest next week
Me says:
not sure since u say u wanna go
him says:
ohh
him says:
ya i wanna go
him says:
wan u sign me in
him says:
lol =x
Me says:
i see how lo..
Me says:
if i going i tell u
Me says:
cos i gt alot to study.. duno leh
him says:
den so tmr's my activity everthing is depend on ur mood la?
WTF? havent u got any manners? When u r asking for a favour, pls look at ur stand, who are u to think that ppl owe u, and ppl HAVE to sign u in? i have never seen such ppl in my life. You can jolly well join ur frens whether im goin or not isnt it?if im not goin den pay la, if im going then sign u in, wads wrong with that? yucks. I dun wanna argue, waste my time and strength, despite me sorting out wif u,and u stil talk ur way. OMG, YOU CALL URSELF A GUY? i have never seen such, u r e first species. Congrats.
12:47 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Yea, oysterina, here's a short post.
Well..kinda forgotten wad i did for the past few days.
Well, today then. Had CDS, yes as said earlier, i really enjoy the lesson. Yup, kinda interior designing kind. Wow, the tutor is really good man. We spend alot of time thinking of designs for the interior, but split second, he can come up wif lotsa creative and interesting ideas man. He is good. Then after CDS, meet ricky in school den we went ECP mac to study. Asked bobby to join, but damn he SIP, no need termtest.. Shiok man.Anyway, told ric bout the CDS and my interest, well if i can get into designing, of cos who wouldnt man. Well.. anyway all i wanna say is i enjoy e lesson.
Monday is e start of the termtest. Damn, and i know nuts. Just started abit today at ECP, lots more to go man..Will have to work extra hard from tmr til sunday, and throughout e next week.
So oysterina, wont have time to blog till then ar.. :) you also better don't skip anymore lesson.
11:28 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Ya, im back from mos again. Yes again. I know i have been clubbing quite frequent lately, cos i noe i have been rotting at home for quite some time before this few times of clubbing came about.
Alrite, yes i wanna drink and enjoy too. I have been rotting and i noe how it feels alone at nite very well. Especially when im in this state. That i think few can understand, tts why people have been saying things, from wad i read.
She always thinks that a bit of blend taste means changes, means 'so not right'. Does it always have to be at the ball? Im tired of assuring 24/7 too, like how tired you are in having heart to heart talks with me. You are sensitive yes, i tried when i can to assure u, to listen to you, to wadever.. Recently im jus feeling lower, feeling emptier, and wadever.. But i still do listen, n cares.. but taste is a bit too blend.. Well, then alrite.
I can only give listening ear, n not much of good advices. Maybe you find it blend cos ur new buds can give better comments, attention. No need to help me say good things also, cos well, i dun really care. That is what they think, people who noes, will noe. I don't have to answer to anyone, except for myself. Well, i don't know if all these will make u blow again, but aiya.. i duno la.. Everytime u feel this way, i feel that u mistaken, and wanna make u know wad i really feel, and explain, and make u feel better. But again n again we r back to e square one, i will be repeating my words. Yes, im defensive, who isn't? But girl sometimes i feel affected cos the way u put ur words and tone. I sick of explaining and stuff.. Just.. wadever goes..
7:21 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
Damn.. i missed lesson again today.. i wanted to wake up early and go to school, but duno why, i keep slping.. :(
Yesterday went for interesting CDS lesson again, i really love the lesson man, thats my type, my interest. Hm.. so far in TP, tis is e second time i gt this kinda feeling. First is last sem, Miss J's lesson-where we did designing of poster, tv commercial, radio commercial. This is the second time, wher we learn designing of interior. If only i got this kinda interest in my modules, i will score man. Hai~ too bad, lousy marks, lousy course.
During lesson, i spoke to that apple of chong wei, hm.. yea she seems friendly. And i saw fats of that apple of ong, well.. now i believe wad i saw, cos ong keep saying that she is very fat. lol. Well, ong n chong came up wif a conclusion, that we should be more friendly next lesson, cos there are a number of girls there is trying to b friendly towards us, so in order to help them noe e girls, we should be more friendly. Alrite, might not jus to noe them la, mayb jus hav to b friendly eh? But feel funny leh, try to b friendly wif ppl that i duno.. dun wanna be a (&).
After CDS lesson, went TM wif ong n chong. we went shopping, kia kia, and i bought shades. Wah we walked till our feet hurts.. Den, dey went makan, but i went paya lebar met jh. LOL. secret. There is Barang Barang there! our monkeys are there i hope, but well, we didnt manage to go in la, cos it looks like alrdy closed. After that, i meet boon for coffee. We went Hereen's NYDC for dessert. Fat fat..
Today.. (meet zi ming for lunch) + (dinner wif em) + (MOS) + (mayb WR's place?join e gang for mj?)
11:17 AM
Super bowl was packed. We gt ourselves 2 lane,not long after we wrote dwn our name in the waiting list. Okie, im not good in playing thats for sure. Jh,Jay,JJ,WR seems pretty pro.. not bad i guess, onli left me n meiyi.. :( haha but it was fun! Ingrid didnt play, she seems rather bored, and went off early.. Felt sorry cos like kinda neglected her? Well.. she should stay awhile more cos after 2 games, we switched to playing arcade and pool!
The guys as usual played VS2, while e couple played House of the dead 2. Me? im not good in games, so i watched them.. Pathetic? lol. Jh tried to catch a dog soft toy from those jiak $ machine. Aww, missed. I watch jay play VS2 as usual, but playing against ah niao. Hm.. they like to play cheats..But jay lose to ah niao! As usual, i picked e team for him to use, and won! haha.. Then, me n meiyi played puzzle bubble.. the easiest game. Erm, ok la, meiyi is good, but i won a few times also okie! Wad else can we play man, we aint good in games, haha so we shall play more puzzle bubble if next time the guys get addicted to games again. Oh ya we took a love gety too! haha.. OLD SCHOOL! But its rather disappointing la.. jay's turned chao ta, and jh was blocked by ah niao's thick hair in e pic. :( shall we take another one someday?
Then to pool. WR,jay n jj played number ball. JH the gentleman played pool wif both of us. :D its fun! Meiyi n i tagged team against him.. Ha.. irritating meiyi made me laugh the whole nite. :) we're happy! We played all the way til morn, til all of us were hungry n tired, we stopped and went to suntec for mac breakfast. Jay,Jh n i were so amazed to find ppl actually in the suntec building as early as 7+am in a sunday morning. Wow, quite alot of ppl man, long queues at mac. Jay say there might be a church service at suntec. Okie, we went to usual smoking session after meals n lepak outside. Went kia kia in Mango sales, but found nothing much except for that purse which i like, but hai~ after the night, pennyless. Jj and jay was darn tired.
--->LOL!Alrite! overall, we enjoyed ourselves very much..
12:13 AM
Today wore nicer to sch, planned to meet the gang after e paper, but they gt no plans.. guess everyone is tired after work la.. Hai~ kinda disappointed at first.. But nvm la.. will be meeting them tmr.. So anyway after e paper, ong,nut and i went changi eat chicken rice, den went stupid white sands, zuo bo.. -_- white sands is reali a failure... nothing good. no coffee bean, no starbucks.. LOUSY.
Hm.. havent been chatting wif val for a long time.. she seems rather busy with work and sch.. Kinda miss her la.. But well will be meeting the gang tmr!
Oh ya, oyster and scallop have been complaining that i very act, the skin n the song. Aww.. i reali love retro man.. Anyway, i changed the skin n song again, if not they say i act again.. :S
Shinyun told me bout her fren, a couple who meet up everyday and now e guy went iin ns, and the gal cry like hell. Well, i can perfectly understand how it feels, cos i've been there man. Only after the first 10 days den i felt slightly better.. Cry everyday, 10days in total! haha.. yah, so its normal. Luckily that time got oyster acc me everyday.. make me feel better.. :) thanks gal! i love u!
Okie, today is friday, but i'll b staying home n rest.. Tired man..
11:22 PM
Yest, we didnt study again, den i went home feeling so shit. Cos i noe i got to study.. but.. ARGH!
Luckily peter asked me out to study, den he taught me Q-method. We studied from 12am till 3+am. Woke up tis morn at 650 and went sch study.. now feeling so damn tired. Today regina taught me Q-method..Well..think she is quite ok la, jus that sometimes very teh~, so i bth. But other than that, when she's teaching me is ok la. Well.. Mayb last time she backstap me, so i dun really like her last time. Well.. anyway, i might be wrong too..
Tmr is my last paper, i really wish we can have a k-ing session! This sat is ww's bday celeb, but mos sent me an invitation for their 1st anniversary! Free flow from 830 till 1030! Aww.. am i going to miss that? There will be a small gift too! Argh.. really don't wish to miss that.
Anyway, oysterina n scalloperen! Is e ganging meeting up tmr!? :D I think my mood and spirit will come back after the paper tmr! i need to sing!!! Though it sucks.
1:17 PM
Well, yah im having my exam next week, or rather the day after, and yet im blogging. ;P
Alrite, today suppose to meet ric for study session, den in e end he have to work. So then peter,ong and i meet up to study. Well, he's not a bad person afterall la.. quite ok. Peter fetch me and ong first to ECP,but was too crowded, then made our way to kallang mac. Study a tiny bit again, cos peter gt to leave early. Then went me and ong studied under his blk, den nut joined later. He just got his license and bike not long ago, so he could join us! :) not long after he reached, we went supper at 85 tog den back home.. -_- slackers group.
Quite sorry to caused nut some stress after he followed our words as we adviced him to. Well, nut, prove to them that u are able orite? thats e only way to earn their trust again, show them wad you have. Cos of cos, in their eyes, we are always never grown babies.. They are just concern.. And also, don't stress too much.. they'll see it sooner or later.. You still have us that have trust in you, and know that u r able orite?
Hm..yest met jh for lunch, den went to school for a talk. Planned to study in school wif varian,bk,jeff, n yuan jie.. As usual, another slacker group, ended up playing cards. -_- Went home and rest soon after, den chatted wif oyster on e phone for awhile.. Im kinda happy after wad she told me la.. :) and ya, back to the laughing chatting sessions once again. Studied for awhile, den meet up wif ric and went to yishun dam.
Now i really wanna go get a bike license, and either ride a vespa or my new aim, KTM! :D Still a long way to go la, after termtest get a job first den plan in depth. Well, anyway, saw kok peng there, he was in a car, and waved to me. Its funny how he can spot me from there.. Good eye sight then. Well, den went to meet up wif bob and edwin. Nice catch up with them.. haven't seen edwin for some years..
Think i better go get some rest now.. its almost 5am and got to wake up at 11am later. Meeting edwin for lunch and then ong n gang to study again. Argh! I'll be free next friday and enjoy a short 2 weeks break! Can't wait.
4:20 AM
I could feel her happiness, that kinda sweetness that has filled her heart, and make her drown.
really very happy for her.
I remember her tears in the past, i remember how she is being mistreat, and ppl not cherishing her enough, and i remember how she's being cherished but maybe by some 'Mr NotRight'.
But now, i always see her n her beau happily attached, drowning in the sea of love.. im happy for them. Both LittleChic and OysterKP.. They were always there when i needed them, stretching out to give me a hand. Well, sure there are others like jh and wr.. but well, now im talking about how happy am i to see them lovey dovey.. Keep it up u too! Love u guys..
FARK! now i damn hot. Some manner-less ppl asking me if i going to mos tmr..
him says:
tmr mos?
Me says:
u wanna go ar
Me says:
my friends they goin la.. but i was thinking i wanna study cos termtest next week
Me says:
not sure since u say u wanna go
him says:
ohh
him says:
ya i wanna go
him says:
wan u sign me in
him says:
lol =x
Me says:
i see how lo..
Me says:
if i going i tell u
Me says:
cos i gt alot to study.. duno leh
him says:
den so tmr's my activity everthing is depend on ur mood la?
WTF? havent u got any manners? When u r asking for a favour, pls look at ur stand, who are u to think that ppl owe u, and ppl HAVE to sign u in? i have never seen such ppl in my life. You can jolly well join ur frens whether im goin or not isnt it?if im not goin den pay la, if im going then sign u in, wads wrong with that? yucks. I dun wanna argue, waste my time and strength, despite me sorting out wif u,and u stil talk ur way. OMG, YOU CALL URSELF A GUY? i have never seen such, u r e first species. Congrats.
12:47 AM
Well..kinda forgotten wad i did for the past few days.
Well, today then. Had CDS, yes as said earlier, i really enjoy the lesson. Yup, kinda interior designing kind. Wow, the tutor is really good man. We spend alot of time thinking of designs for the interior, but split second, he can come up wif lotsa creative and interesting ideas man. He is good. Then after CDS, meet ricky in school den we went ECP mac to study. Asked bobby to join, but damn he SIP, no need termtest.. Shiok man.Anyway, told ric bout the CDS and my interest, well if i can get into designing, of cos who wouldnt man. Well.. anyway all i wanna say is i enjoy e lesson.
Monday is e start of the termtest. Damn, and i know nuts. Just started abit today at ECP, lots more to go man..Will have to work extra hard from tmr til sunday, and throughout e next week.
So oysterina, wont have time to blog till then ar.. :) you also better don't skip anymore lesson.
11:28 PM
Alrite, yes i wanna drink and enjoy too. I have been rotting and i noe how it feels alone at nite very well. Especially when im in this state. That i think few can understand, tts why people have been saying things, from wad i read.
She always thinks that a bit of blend taste means changes, means 'so not right'. Does it always have to be at the ball? Im tired of assuring 24/7 too, like how tired you are in having heart to heart talks with me. You are sensitive yes, i tried when i can to assure u, to listen to you, to wadever.. Recently im jus feeling lower, feeling emptier, and wadever.. But i still do listen, n cares.. but taste is a bit too blend.. Well, then alrite.
I can only give listening ear, n not much of good advices. Maybe you find it blend cos ur new buds can give better comments, attention. No need to help me say good things also, cos well, i dun really care. That is what they think, people who noes, will noe. I don't have to answer to anyone, except for myself. Well, i don't know if all these will make u blow again, but aiya.. i duno la.. Everytime u feel this way, i feel that u mistaken, and wanna make u know wad i really feel, and explain, and make u feel better. But again n again we r back to e square one, i will be repeating my words. Yes, im defensive, who isn't? But girl sometimes i feel affected cos the way u put ur words and tone. I sick of explaining and stuff.. Just.. wadever goes..
7:21 AM
Yesterday went for interesting CDS lesson again, i really love the lesson man, thats my type, my interest. Hm.. so far in TP, tis is e second time i gt this kinda feeling. First is last sem, Miss J's lesson-where we did designing of poster, tv commercial, radio commercial. This is the second time, wher we learn designing of interior. If only i got this kinda interest in my modules, i will score man. Hai~ too bad, lousy marks, lousy course.
During lesson, i spoke to that apple of chong wei, hm.. yea she seems friendly. And i saw fats of that apple of ong, well.. now i believe wad i saw, cos ong keep saying that she is very fat. lol. Well, ong n chong came up wif a conclusion, that we should be more friendly next lesson, cos there are a number of girls there is trying to b friendly towards us, so in order to help them noe e girls, we should be more friendly. Alrite, might not jus to noe them la, mayb jus hav to b friendly eh? But feel funny leh, try to b friendly wif ppl that i duno.. dun wanna be a (&).
After CDS lesson, went TM wif ong n chong. we went shopping, kia kia, and i bought shades. Wah we walked till our feet hurts.. Den, dey went makan, but i went paya lebar met jh. LOL. secret. There is Barang Barang there! our monkeys are there i hope, but well, we didnt manage to go in la, cos it looks like alrdy closed. After that, i meet boon for coffee. We went Hereen's NYDC for dessert. Fat fat..
Today.. (meet zi ming for lunch) + (dinner wif em) + (MOS) + (mayb WR's place?join e gang for mj?)
11:17 AM
