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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Alot of times, i noe im pushing my emotions down to the least.
I tried reali hard to control, to hide.
I tried all my means, cos i noe, i must not turn back.
The things i wanna see ain't there, and after this 1 week plus, its proven it won't happen.

I know i appeared pretty strong, i know i did it just right.
But at times, i reali need someone to listen, and allow me to pour some tears.
But, i cant find anyone suitable, or mayb i just don't wanna pour any to anyone.
I'll just have to get stronger, and i believe in no time, everything will go smooth sailing.

Each and everyday, i kept myself entertained with shows, movies, and rest.
Everyone's working, everyone's busy.
I'm left at home, doing nothing but slack.
I dun wanna bother anyone, jus bcos im in this state.
Cos i reali understand, understand tt this kinda left out just cant be blamed.
But, reali am kinda bored.
Yet again, i dun reali like to go to places when im aint in the mood.
Contradicting? But of cos.
I dun even understand wad i want, how would u noe.

Well, mayb i jus need some things to occupy my time, and jus keep me busy, so that i cant think of anythin else.

Anyway, yea its 6.53am now.
Meiyi is sleeping over at my place.
Its about soon she gonna wake up alrdy..
I hope she wont whine late.. I can't take those whining.. :P
Especially when the house is so darn quiet now.
The whining will sure wake my mom up.




6:39 AM