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Sunday, May 20, 2007

18th May 2007
its my 21st bday..
Well, this birthday, i saw some real friends tt reali care, and though i got to admit, we ain't very close, but they took the hassel to make things happen on my birthday. it reali touched me man.

Its tat wee,ah girl and yvette.
yesterday, the tat wee suddenly called me to check my whereabouts in school.
Yvette followed up by calling me to go out of the class n meet up..
There when i walked out, they were outside e class wif a birthday cake, and sang a birthday song for me.
Wah im damn paiseh can..
Frankly speaking, to me, they are my polymates. We were in better terms few semester back, but in the recent semester, we didnt go for lunch as often due to our different scedules. And yet they bother to make this small celebration for me. Aww.. aint that sweet?
Man really touched me with simple stuff, jus the thought, and remembering my birthday..
thanks again guys!

Then, my classmates, they remembered my birthday.
Its peter, tini, shin yun, joel and wei bin.
We were in a course together, ya, so thats why we r together.
i got to be honest that we normally hanged out in different groups, me shinyun and the other guys hang out more often, while peter n gang join another group.
But mayb cos tis time we were in this course, we talked more, n ya, enjoyed time together more.
They too remember my brithday, and got the class to sing me a song, and ya, basically making me damn paiseh can.
But well, i appreciate, its the thought tt counts.. :)

Thursday im supposed to meet meiyi n gang. But well, think its my luck.
Birthday on friday, which means more when celebrating it on thurs nite.
All my friends hav work n school e next day, and i got to attend school for course too.
So well, i kinda lost my mood for birthday la..nothing to do also.
So after class,wanted to meet them just fr a simple dinner.
But everyone is tired, and aint free. So i pushed everything to saturday nite. Mood in e first place was partially crashed, and then the thought of causing hassel to them.. :S i tink cancelling it wil be good.

Well, anyway.
i tot i could being my bf to meet my frens for my birthday celebration.
I told them before hand, and they even encouraged, and acknowledged.
Then last minute, they asked me not to bring him along, said the gang felt akward.
of cos i cant, cos it wouldnt be nice for my bf also. so then i got this as a reply.
"then sorry lo, we have to cancel the celebration, cos the gang is against the idea."

Haa.. so much of my celebration wen i cant bring my bf? and when i suppose to be the main concern, why cant things go according to my wish? i dun understand. And even so, they should tell me earlier, and no last minute, and put me in a difficult position isnt it? and then got blamed for being a lousy friend. WOW oh wow.
and friday nite, once she heard that im gog fishing wif my bf n frens instead of my sister, she thought i should leave e time for them for my bday. yes, birthday is impt, but i like fishing too. im gog fr things i like on my bday, and wads wrong?

ok, mayb the problem really lies with me.
not being a friend.
sorry cos i really cant see wher my problem is.
i cant see e prob myself, can i?
i just feel alot of times, i got to do things that ppl like, think the way ppl think, otherwise grumblings start coming in again. sometimes, its tiring.

My bf is sweet. Yes, he tried to make my birthday something. When everyone is busy, no one doing my bday fr me, he brought me for dinner, bring me to mos, asked his few fren to join, and brought me a cake. i didnt wanna club. but theres reali nothing to do. And since ther is nothing much he can do, he duno much of my frens either, thats the best that he can do, to make it not tt cui.
He brought me my first fishing rod and reel. i have been hoping to go outsea fishing with gang for so long, and wanted to go fishing on my birthday. But previously, there's some prob some where. out usual boat was nt available. My sweet bf went looking fr boat high and low for me. called the boat man up to keep asking and all. So ya, managed to fished on friday night. Alot of other small small matters made my bf so sweet. i reali appreciate the thoughtful small things he did..




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