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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

i believe i havent been honest to myself for quite sometime.
i duno wads within me, but slight emo, slight emptiness.
Have been having cravings for beer quite often recently.
though im reali tired after a day in school, after a day at work, but i hate to turn in early.
Im in fact making myself more and more tired everyday.
Even im staying at home, i'll slack at my com, nt chatting, jus staring blank, and listen to songs.
Ya, thats how bored i am. Or should i say, tts how tired i am, but unwilling to close my eyes to rest.
Ya, i can even go kopitiam to drink up alittle, to ease my cravings.

Went mos on monday nite. I didnt wanna go at first, but well.. e girls complained that i havent been meeting them for vry long. So i tot i should go catch up a little. Yea.. Nice meeting them still.

Well, i noe there's no point in continuing, but i will still miss. That's normal i guess..
That day i saw Golden Pillow, then i rem some stuff..
Then i tot of wala, tot of lotsa.. But everything is under control la..
I hate to admit, but i tot i should be honest.
Honest, but i still really hate to talk about it.
Guess he is leading on well..
So he will not blow his temper too often, cos he doesnt have to travel so far, so his leg wun hurt for long distance drive. Petrol cost run lower.

I fear, i dun like to see an angry person, i prefer things to be solved by communication. I find quarrels, shoutings,scolding tiring.. I thought talking things out might work better. But apparently we cant. The more shoutings, the more grumpy face i see, the more i fear.

Well, i wanna go fishing!!!
I used to go fishing so often, and we both enjoy fishing alot..
I like the peace i have then, jus like fishing. I'm always waiting for the fish to hav their prawns..
haha..
But now :(

Jjacky said they wil plan a fishing trip soon. But im afraid if i go, he will then not go. I dun wan that man.. Somehow i wish to see him la.. i miss fishing wif him la..with the gang too.. Edwin bro and gang..

enjoy my SINGLEHOOD..I thought single then i should go out more often, noe more ppl. But apparently, i find myself reluctant la. Basically jus reluctant to meet and noe new ppl. Prolly bcos packed wif school work, packed wif work wif in e weekends. Available slots are only after school in e weekdays, but again, i'll b too tired then. I havent been resting much since 20th April? Its onli during 1st may i got to sleep till evening. But i feel its a waste la.. Shouldnt waste the time like this. I should go for some jog or swim yea?

Lalala.. Wait till i find time for myself again.
Oh ya! wad i lack is time for myself~
Relaxing alone sounds good.

Emo shit.. Haha..prolly meeting my sister soon, and drink after house viewing man.
Oh ya, she said we shall share and get mom a gold ring this mother's day!
In debt la.. Pay her after i start working..




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