Dont really feel like posting any stuff also..
was thinking of closing this damn thing..
Well, yest after sch, i went over to meiyi's place. After which, we head to msq.
Hm.. went for some taitai lepak session, den ktv.
Hm, when the vocal 'open', feels better when singing.
Garry came to meet us after our ktv, den we went ecp for satay bee hoon.
Didnt want to club yest, but well...
Meiyi joined me to mos, and got along well with my friends.
She'll be joining us for more upcoming activities.
But, now, i got to stop going club in weekdays.
I've been missing lesson, and really felt bad about it.
Yes, i missed lesson again today. Went to chalet after mos, and only got home this morning at 8.
Ya, when i dose off, it means missing lesson again.
Argh! i gt to buck up.
Felt so restless, and reali got to improve my memory man.
Yes and i got to start studying real soon.
Chinese new year is on 18th feb - 20th feb.
And damn my exams starts on 23rd feb. Fuck.
And i got to cut down on smoking.
Cut down on weight.
And also, fucking finish up all my projs.
Ya, and im feeling tired again
Back to bed? but i really hope i can study. But, i dont have the energy man.
:S damn it.
10:09 PM
Weekend was drinking and chalet.
Friday went devils wif gary, and its worse than wad we expected.
We know that devils now its kinda dead, and to our surprise when we reached, its worse than dead. But when e time gets later, some crowds start coming in. Well, its still quite dead. Yea, then we saw levin and that ang mo friend of his. I don't quite remember if i drank alot. But according to gary, i did.
Saturday, went to harry and gang's chalet.
Hm.. now the cat is out of the bag, and i felt kinda released.
I was afraid that i'll lose them, but well, now they assured me, im happy. :)
Cos seriously, i hate losing friends, and i hate being tied.
So, my usual outings wif whichsoever groups of friends will still continue.
Okie, anyway, i was having headache that nite. And rather bored, duno why, nothing to do expect for chatting. Unlike the other time. Hm.. mayb we didnt play cards, n no beer. There's only liquor which i dun really feel like having that nite. But Nan-gene shared some XO wif me, its nice. Yea, the headache got worse, and i felt like heading home n koon. So then, i went back half-way tru. Gary came picked me up, n send me home.
Sunday, woke up in the late afternoon then met gary for dinner.
Went TM's ding tai feng, and the food is not bad. But taiwan's ding tai feng is better.
Went kia kia, den went ding dong bar. lol. What a stupid name.
Had some drinks, den back home for more drinks.
Well, anyway, its monday again!
I got piles of stuffs for me to finish.
- My model-CDS
- damn journal-CDS.
- My flash intro.
- My org com proj.
Aiyah, i really got to buck up and start working on my stuffs..
9:30 AM
Quite alright i guess..
Q-method > 21/50 (Failed)
OrgCom > 12.5/20 (Lousy)
Econs > 36/50
Mktcs > 63/100
INETINF > 34/50
Alright la..
1:12 AM
Its obvious i did e right choice, even its hard, but at least i won't be dwelling..
I laugh when u say u found ur right one. Ha, den lets hope so, and good for you. i jus hope u wont suffocate and die.
Stop pushing me to people, and with ur rubbish thinking. That don't applies to me, or mayb i havent seen that light yet. No feelings means no feelings. Stop pushing.
Though i noe i may end up nowhere, but i dont have to be with whoever u think its good. I know they are good, but i also dun wanna hurt them. Argh fuck la! You dont understand till today, which tells me i did a freaking right thing.
Those my friends who noe me will noe me. Those who claims that they noe me, but dont, den jus stand clear. I got my big bros, my love (meiyi), my sisters, and other friends.. Who are you to want all my decisions to go according to urs? If i go against? u talk bad. I know might get hurt, but one more or one less doesnt make a difference la. I wont stop trying my way.
6:31 PM
Went to harry's and gang's chalet. Hm..the food there was sumptuous! Top shell, crayfish,scallop,crabs, hot dogs,crab meats, chicken wings,curry. Wow, can u believe it? everything was planned n bought last minute. On that day afternoon.
Hm.. play games, drink drank drunk! Past few days its all about drinking man.. And it stays in my blood making me feel gong gong. Um.. But it makes me feel good.. :P not bad la, chatted,tis n that.
Morning, they all played mahjong, but until 10am, i finally bth, and head to bed.
Woke up about 12+, when he msg, and gtg.
Yiming send me home, and i prepared awhile before he came n fetch me.
We head to msia, and at the causeway, evon saw me! CAlled me and yea its a surprise. Promised to catch up sometime later.. We went msia, he settle his stuffs while i waited. Then yaya, simple stuffs. Yest, we wanted to go vivo, but before that he went to do his stuff, and thats where he found out something impt, and we quickly went to settle it. Ima lucky star la!
It was a nice fine day.. And 2nd time stepping into msia with friends..
10:06 AM
"Never allow someone to be your piority, when u are their option"
Well, i guess typing and talking is easy la.
You don't really have to feel that way, before you can talk that way.
That's what someone told me some night ago. It strikes me, and kinda reminded me.
Yea, Sometimes i really don't understand how can people say things which they don't feel.
I find it hard at times.
Yes, i guess its all words only. Moreover i don't see anylight.
I don't want to be a dumbo and get laughed at.
1:08 PM
Meiyi wants to meet me, so i met up wif boon, went great world for some japanese food, and chatted for quite awhile upon waiting for meiyi to finish her work and meet me at bugis.
Hm.. he told me some stories..well.. thanks boon, and well... i wil think it through.. things will be fine i guess.
When meiyi reached, we walked to laby and found out that it wasn't out day. Laby held a pool competition, and it was darn packed. So we decided to go BQ for drinks. Like i say, its not our luck, it started raining and though i brought my umbrella, its abit small to shelter 2 of us.
Anyway, we still made our way there, and went to exotic to have drinks.
Its been so long since we had our girls night. =) i enjoyed.
It nice pouring our hearts out, and heart her as usual.
Apparently now im in school, lab lesson, and blogging..
you can imagine how bored im la..
11:55 AM
im still awake at this time..
4.49am
and i got to attend school later at 9am.
Its a new year, and ya, i'll start it off being a good student.
Hope it can be prolonged.
Argh im bored. No much ppl online to chat with.
Guess during the holidays too much of late night activities, and only sleep when i see sun.
Here i am, listening to songs, surfing.
I got nothing much to surf, and that explains my boredom.
Tmr is school, am i excited?
Definately not. But i guess i really got to start enjoying school life.
Cos soon, i will be finishing, and go to the working life.
Guess then, i will miss school life la..
I have been hanging out with older friends recently. And to them, im a xiao mei.
Am i really that young? Oh well.. maybe compared to them la. But i hate to know or admit that im from a different league. But at the same time, i don't really feel like growing up.
Oh yes, and meiyi keeps missing me.
Guess i really need to meet her soon. Its been so long since we last have our girls night.
Well, i think its time i should plan some new year resolutions.
NEW YEAR RESULUTIONS:
- lose 5kg
- enjoy and attend lessons
- find out what's the damn thing i've lost
- stop being emo(well u guys wun noe, its kept)
- get a part-time job
- live well and happy
- learn foreign languages
- get rid of the damn pimples on forehead! :@
Thats all for now i guess.
But i still don't feel like sleeping..Shall go read up some magazines.
4:46 AM
Saturday
Actually wanted to go outsea again with harry n gang. But too bad, it was my grandma's birthday. So ended up having our usual year end dinner at orchid country club. Well, the food was not as nice as expected. The Orh-ni (yam paste) is e lousiest i've had in a resturant. Well, every year, me n my cousins will expect our usual favourites. Black pepper crab and Orh-ni. But this year, we missed the crab, and the orh-ni is not nice.
To me, the dinner is not complete still without crab.. :P
So at nite, met jh for butter crab opp my house.
Hm.. at first is nice, then after that, gets abit sick cos its deep fried, and 2 of us ate 2 crabs.. -_-
Female crab wif eggs! :D I was darn full.. yup and head home and drank some eno which is said to help digestions.
Sunday
Hm.. couldn't rem what i did. But of cos, for e celebration, i went MOS with the usual gang.
Hm.. it was damn packed, though we stayed in the VIP area. Its just another normal counting down lo.. its e company bah..
Felt abit bad that i didnt join meiyi n gang, cos i promised another grp, and thought there needs to be some compromising. The gang walked past MOS and asked me out for awhile.. Join them at the entrance for a smoke. Hm.. he was there too, lucky him and hope he wont get caught la.. He is really not a good liar.. Mayb all his patteren i liao ru zhi zhang,and his lies were always caught. Anyway, happy new year!
Ya, then went back into the club for count down, and drink drink drink..
Alex and shawn (my neighbour) joined me later, and we went off tog wif joan.
Monday
when i woke up in the afternoon, received a phone call from harry asking me to go get for outsea again.
So i pulled myself up, and met edwin not long after.
Garry didnt want to go, he said he's tired. -_-
So we left without him la, though stil hoping he wil go. The more the merrier!
at about 6+ 7, we set off and nick's wife got seasick.
The puked alot, and finally buey tahan. We went back shore at around 12 plus, then garry joined in. :D hah.. geh kiang.
Yea, but the night we had no luck too, according to harry, the water is cold, so no fish.
Oh yea, i forgt to mention that we were stopped by the police coast guard.
I was very happy, and wanted to have a close up look.
Thought i might see some familiar faces.
Ok, then i didn't.
But, i was happy still bcos now i noe how it looks like, wad they do there, how they work.
How they climb over and along side, how they check. Blah blah..
I saw a clearer picture, and i know better. Imagined him in that uniform, and cap.. and how he used to tell me that his hair length not very obvious when he wore his cap while work, so it ok.
Where he sleeps, how he chase other boats.. LOL
i took some pics lah.. but well.. think i'll post them other time la.. If i remember.. :P
This is one of e pic taken on New year eve!
Garry chua Regine chua -_-
Nice pic though! i like..
10:04 PM
