genie~

2007-07-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hm.. people starts scolding me in my tagboard for not updating my blog.
Alrite.. here goes..

Well, i was lazying on my lazy bones all this while, duno wad to blog, so yea, havent been skipping it. Ain't interested to even read blogs nowadays..LOL

Orite, for the past weekends, was picking up blading as one of my past time-still learning though. Blading is a good sport, cos it made me sweat without using too much energy. :D As lazy as ever.
Went jogging at bedok stadium alone too, A FEW times nia though. Ha.. lousy me, getting from bad to worst, the last time i went, i could only run for 4 rounds non-stop. LOUSY FREAK MAN!
Hm.. im suspecting that it has got something to do with the music im listening to while jogging. I used to jog for 6-7 rounds w/o stopping when i listen to trance. E last time i was jus listening to some pop music. SO.. it must be.

Saturday, 07.07.2007
Met my sis near her place, we are suppose to attend sandra's wedding that night at rendezvous. So in the afternoon, we went for semi tai tai cum auntie practice. WASH N BLOW our hair. -_- A very auntie action we thought. LOL. Um..den i told her about wad i want for my new room, she thought the idea was nice, but ex. haha.. in search of something cheaper. Hope i can find a cheap and nice chandelier for my room. :D excited. And i'll prolly have a WALK-IN wardrobe! Woo!!!
LALALAlalala~!!! cant wait!

Oh ya, anyway, we were late for the dinner. Opps, its suppose to start at 745pm as indicated, but we were still at her place dolling at 8pm. -_- HAa.. we reached at ard 840, and we only missed the cold dish, so, lucky we didnt go early. :P we wouldn't want to wait there man.

Yea, after wedding, joined garry n his frens at TRADERS, his buddy's wedding night too. They were trying to make him drunk, but failed. Heard his buddy is a freaking good drinker.

Hm.. alot of ppl got married that night, cos of the auspicious date. 7.7.07. 7 is believed to be a lucky number i supposed. Celine was thinking of holding her wedding wif gallen 2 yrs later, on the 09.09.09 nice man. Hope the cute couple will get married, and i'l b her sISter! JIE MEI!

Hm.. my eyes recently have some defects. Went to the optician yesterday, and i got astigmatism. Optician says the inside of my left eye abit croked, defected, which caused my eye sight defected, and will be having shadow visions. IT WILL NEVER BE CURED. and that i have been relying alot on my right eye, and causing my left eye in active,and that may be one of the reason for my blurred vision. hais.. i feel like a disable, cant see clearly even with my specs. :(
think im goin to train my left eye, cover my right eye, and see with my left eye. I'll have to train for sometime i guess.. BLESS ME!

Yup, im in my lab now, blogging. Did a write up on my project jus now. Well, just simply proving that i does my work. :) not slacking 24/7.
Oh ya, the GST credits. Argh! 250bucks is not enough man.. Im super duper leong now AGAIN~ I havent got anything for myself. except a top. I wanna get a DKNY watch, A bag, and his present. I duno wad to do man.. ANYONE WANNA DONATE some money? :D

2007-05-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

:)
well, i had my disappointments on my birthday.
but its cleared now.. Song Wen aka meiyi my bestie had it cleared up.
We had our usual fightings, kpkb, and had it solved.
We clear our misunderstandings, and yea our friendship definately grew stronger.

Met up with her in the evening after my school. We went to parkway, she accompanied me to have my dinner, and we sat at starbucks for our chatting session.
Its amazing how we could talk non-stop. Its really scary, cos its rightfully "NON-STOP".

Bf read my blog and found out the truth about why i didn't meet up with the gang on saturday.
Well, it upsets him to noe that our group was kinda childish while handling these stuff.. it jus a simple dinner. Well, i got to admit, and i hope our friends can accept our bf like how we accepted theirs. Wouldn't it be great to have meetings with friends n bf at the same time? in a way, u wouldnt be neglecting friends, and bf, vise versa. And i would love to show my bf my friends, to earn trust in a way, and so that he will know what kinda ppl im hanging out with. I feel trust needs to be earned,not given.I like to be transparent in relationships, thats me.

But after explaining, and with the help of my bestie (cos im not good in expressing,i gan jiong), we sorted that matter again, and yes, happy living.

Its good to hear that i am her plaster, and i got the ability to make her feel better. I'm glad i somehow made her feel better in times of need. Well, i dun want her to cry her nites off by herself, wanna see her happy. So dear god, let her have her rainbow soon after this downpour.

Oh, bestie and i have things patched up, and had our stuffs updated. Its good to hear that she's putting more effort in her work, and trying to change for the better. I would love to help her along the way. :) promised to help her go through her hard times, we shall meet up more often together with my bf.

Wow i feel blessed to have my sweet bf, and my bestie who is and will always be there.
I'm happy that everything is getting better day by day. And ya my school work.
Well, think my team members are getting on fine, and the guys promised to lessen their gaming when we got task to do, and that would definately do us good. We really have been slacking too much. To be honest, we have been slacking ever since school term starts.

Oh ya, today i saw tat wee outside school gate. Haha, its good to have friends that care, small actions do counts. I realise we should notice all the small things that ppl do for u, so you will still be reminded that the world is beautiful despite of all the hardships we people have to go through. Its not that bad afterall. =)

Im blessed with bf that dotes me, that tries his way to care about how i feel.He took care of me when im sick, dun mind e hassels to buy drinks n pills for me,constant checks of my temperature when im down with fever. He make sure he'll send me home despite the distance, and tiring concentration he needs to have while driving after a tiring day at work.And all the small things he does for me. :)

Im blessed with my bestie that always will be there,and though we had quarrels, she tries to understand my stand everytime when she calmed down. Well, she's definately trying to change for the better, she needs time, so ppl pls try to notice that,and stop reprimanding her.

Im blessed with friends that care, and that will do small things to make me feel touched. You noe who u r, ppl like yvette,tat wee, ah girl, and well, too many to be mentioned.

Im blessed with my lovely sister and mummy, that love and cares for me non-stop for the past 21 yrs.

Wad can i say, im jus blessed! :)

2007-05-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

18th May 2007
its my 21st bday..
Well, this birthday, i saw some real friends tt reali care, and though i got to admit, we ain't very close, but they took the hassel to make things happen on my birthday. it reali touched me man.

Its tat wee,ah girl and yvette.
yesterday, the tat wee suddenly called me to check my whereabouts in school.
Yvette followed up by calling me to go out of the class n meet up..
There when i walked out, they were outside e class wif a birthday cake, and sang a birthday song for me.
Wah im damn paiseh can..
Frankly speaking, to me, they are my polymates. We were in better terms few semester back, but in the recent semester, we didnt go for lunch as often due to our different scedules. And yet they bother to make this small celebration for me. Aww.. aint that sweet?
Man really touched me with simple stuff, jus the thought, and remembering my birthday..
thanks again guys!

Then, my classmates, they remembered my birthday.
Its peter, tini, shin yun, joel and wei bin.
We were in a course together, ya, so thats why we r together.
i got to be honest that we normally hanged out in different groups, me shinyun and the other guys hang out more often, while peter n gang join another group.
But mayb cos tis time we were in this course, we talked more, n ya, enjoyed time together more.
They too remember my brithday, and got the class to sing me a song, and ya, basically making me damn paiseh can.
But well, i appreciate, its the thought tt counts.. :)

Thursday im supposed to meet meiyi n gang. But well, think its my luck.
Birthday on friday, which means more when celebrating it on thurs nite.
All my friends hav work n school e next day, and i got to attend school for course too.
So well, i kinda lost my mood for birthday la..nothing to do also.
So after class,wanted to meet them just fr a simple dinner.
But everyone is tired, and aint free. So i pushed everything to saturday nite. Mood in e first place was partially crashed, and then the thought of causing hassel to them.. :S i tink cancelling it wil be good.

Well, anyway.
i tot i could being my bf to meet my frens for my birthday celebration.
I told them before hand, and they even encouraged, and acknowledged.
Then last minute, they asked me not to bring him along, said the gang felt akward.
of cos i cant, cos it wouldnt be nice for my bf also. so then i got this as a reply.
"then sorry lo, we have to cancel the celebration, cos the gang is against the idea."

Haa.. so much of my celebration wen i cant bring my bf? and when i suppose to be the main concern, why cant things go according to my wish? i dun understand. And even so, they should tell me earlier, and no last minute, and put me in a difficult position isnt it? and then got blamed for being a lousy friend. WOW oh wow.
and friday nite, once she heard that im gog fishing wif my bf n frens instead of my sister, she thought i should leave e time for them for my bday. yes, birthday is impt, but i like fishing too. im gog fr things i like on my bday, and wads wrong?

ok, mayb the problem really lies with me.
not being a friend.
sorry cos i really cant see wher my problem is.
i cant see e prob myself, can i?
i just feel alot of times, i got to do things that ppl like, think the way ppl think, otherwise grumblings start coming in again. sometimes, its tiring.

My bf is sweet. Yes, he tried to make my birthday something. When everyone is busy, no one doing my bday fr me, he brought me for dinner, bring me to mos, asked his few fren to join, and brought me a cake. i didnt wanna club. but theres reali nothing to do. And since ther is nothing much he can do, he duno much of my frens either, thats the best that he can do, to make it not tt cui.
He brought me my first fishing rod and reel. i have been hoping to go outsea fishing with gang for so long, and wanted to go fishing on my birthday. But previously, there's some prob some where. out usual boat was nt available. My sweet bf went looking fr boat high and low for me. called the boat man up to keep asking and all. So ya, managed to fished on friday night. Alot of other small small matters made my bf so sweet. i reali appreciate the thoughtful small things he did..

2007-05-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

i believe i havent been honest to myself for quite sometime.
i duno wads within me, but slight emo, slight emptiness.
Have been having cravings for beer quite often recently.
though im reali tired after a day in school, after a day at work, but i hate to turn in early.
Im in fact making myself more and more tired everyday.
Even im staying at home, i'll slack at my com, nt chatting, jus staring blank, and listen to songs.
Ya, thats how bored i am. Or should i say, tts how tired i am, but unwilling to close my eyes to rest.
Ya, i can even go kopitiam to drink up alittle, to ease my cravings.

Went mos on monday nite. I didnt wanna go at first, but well.. e girls complained that i havent been meeting them for vry long. So i tot i should go catch up a little. Yea.. Nice meeting them still.

Well, i noe there's no point in continuing, but i will still miss. That's normal i guess..
That day i saw Golden Pillow, then i rem some stuff..
Then i tot of wala, tot of lotsa.. But everything is under control la..
I hate to admit, but i tot i should be honest.
Honest, but i still really hate to talk about it.
Guess he is leading on well..
So he will not blow his temper too often, cos he doesnt have to travel so far, so his leg wun hurt for long distance drive. Petrol cost run lower.

I fear, i dun like to see an angry person, i prefer things to be solved by communication. I find quarrels, shoutings,scolding tiring.. I thought talking things out might work better. But apparently we cant. The more shoutings, the more grumpy face i see, the more i fear.

Well, i wanna go fishing!!!
I used to go fishing so often, and we both enjoy fishing alot..
I like the peace i have then, jus like fishing. I'm always waiting for the fish to hav their prawns..
haha..
But now :(

Jjacky said they wil plan a fishing trip soon. But im afraid if i go, he will then not go. I dun wan that man.. Somehow i wish to see him la.. i miss fishing wif him la..with the gang too.. Edwin bro and gang..

enjoy my SINGLEHOOD..I thought single then i should go out more often, noe more ppl. But apparently, i find myself reluctant la. Basically jus reluctant to meet and noe new ppl. Prolly bcos packed wif school work, packed wif work wif in e weekends. Available slots are only after school in e weekdays, but again, i'll b too tired then. I havent been resting much since 20th April? Its onli during 1st may i got to sleep till evening. But i feel its a waste la.. Shouldnt waste the time like this. I should go for some jog or swim yea?

Lalala.. Wait till i find time for myself again.
Oh ya! wad i lack is time for myself~
Relaxing alone sounds good.

Emo shit.. Haha..prolly meeting my sister soon, and drink after house viewing man.
Oh ya, she said we shall share and get mom a gold ring this mother's day!
In debt la.. Pay her after i start working..

2007-04-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

damn pissed in school today..
The buses in the morning are so packed, and i got to wake up at 730 everyday from now on, so that i will have enough time to travel to school.. REally damn shag. I haven't got enough sleep for the past 1 week? And either work or school.. Argh.. i feel damn sick. I can feel im getting sick soon..

The damn supervisors swapped my grp's proj with another grp. Fark im damn pissed can, cos it wasted our effort. We were so damn excited, all ready, and already thinking hard for our projects.. And now? fuck them. really. fuck them.
Fucking unprofessional, keep on changing details since last sem. Fuck la.. Im really boiling, it jus make me lost interest in doing swee projects la.

Pissed and tired. Fuck it. And i cant rest, tmr im goin for product training after school, and working in e weekends. No time at all.

2007-04-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

And so again..
Guess it still didnt didnt work out well la..

Anyway, im dead beat..
Went to school today, and was nearly late again.
Luckily kar wai called me, cos he reached early, and thought i would b ther for smoking session while waiting for time to report. But then, i was still in bed.. Luckily la..

Had briefings, and met the supervisor for more details bout our grp projects..
I'm attached out, not everyday though, still waiting for the schedule to be out. At times when we doesn't have to report to e office, we will be in school doing projects.
We would have chance to meet clients and the surgents, and we might have chance to go msia for roadshows. Seems like a pretty good deal, great exposure and experience in a field that i dun have any knowledge on. Well, that's where learning takes place isn't it?
At first, i grumble alot, about group mates and all, but nw, i tink it should be alright la.. I'll try to work with my other group mates. Needless to say, nutt is a no prob la..

The only bad thing is that the office is at sin ming, near bishan. Damn la.. travelling is really a hassel, cos there's no straight bus.. Sigh! Luckily there's nutt to give me a ride when we need to go there. Of cos i'll share his burden la.. his petrol and all.. If not, its a big headache.

However, tmr i will have to find my own way, cos he's sick.. Get well soon nutt!

Catch up with alot of my classmates during school today, and got to know different projects that they have to work on. From coming out with a robort, to fuel cell thingy..
Really, its a big headache this sem la.. We can't slack, have to constantly follow up our projects.. Term breaks burnt, everything burnt. But well, i feel its kinda challenging la.. Looking forward in working on the projects allocated to me. Though i noe it spells trouble.

I've been rather into trances lately, listening everyday.. Nice ones.
Yawn! Dead Beat + Heavy eye lids!
Heading to bed soon, im too tired to even talk..Yawn!

2007-04-05T06:39:00.000+08:00

Alot of times, i noe im pushing my emotions down to the least.
I tried reali hard to control, to hide.
I tried all my means, cos i noe, i must not turn back.
The things i wanna see ain't there, and after this 1 week plus, its proven it won't happen.

I know i appeared pretty strong, i know i did it just right.
But at times, i reali need someone to listen, and allow me to pour some tears.
But, i cant find anyone suitable, or mayb i just don't wanna pour any to anyone.
I'll just have to get stronger, and i believe in no time, everything will go smooth sailing.

Each and everyday, i kept myself entertained with shows, movies, and rest.
Everyone's working, everyone's busy.
I'm left at home, doing nothing but slack.
I dun wanna bother anyone, jus bcos im in this state.
Cos i reali understand, understand tt this kinda left out just cant be blamed.
But, reali am kinda bored.
Yet again, i dun reali like to go to places when im aint in the mood.
Contradicting? But of cos.
I dun even understand wad i want, how would u noe.

Well, mayb i jus need some things to occupy my time, and jus keep me busy, so that i cant think of anythin else.

Anyway, yea its 6.53am now.
Meiyi is sleeping over at my place.
Its about soon she gonna wake up alrdy..
I hope she wont whine late.. I can't take those whining.. :P
Especially when the house is so darn quiet now.
The whining will sure wake my mom up.

2007-04-02T03:41:00.000+08:00

oh yes,back to blogging.
Its 3.44am now in e morning, and i jus cant get to slp.
All besties are in their dreamlands, so am kinda bored.

ok, i found some new aims, and am currently working towards my goal.
Learn more skills, it will sure come in handy in the near future.
Especially when i know i do need those skills for work. :D
As always, wanted to be in the advertising field, where my interest lies.
But that also means i got to work very hard, both for money and the certs.
Looking forward in meeting more friends of the same interest too.
Though my interest is there, but i really hope i can excel in them too.

Im working hard to put the past down too, and work towards my own future.
I can't be dwelling in e past right? One have to move on, especially when i see a fruitful path ahead. Moreover, i am alrdy left with not much time to fulfil my dreams, my goals. I really ought to make good use of the precious time. Better start my planning now than to be sorry.

Have been meeting val more recently, we decided to help each other out of all these redundant shits. We will pull through together, and work towards our goals. God will love those who treasure their life. We got more important stuffs to achieve now than having useless relationships.

SMSed sis about my plan, and hope i can start my start achieving goals that i've always wanted this may. By may, we will be be the happiest birthday girl on earth!

Yea, my 21st birthday. Still have no clue on what to do then.
Chalet = too much barang barangs.
Party @ club = too much diff groups, too much expenses.
KTV = too normal.
BBQing = abit kidish?

Argh! i tink i rather not celebrate man. Save me from all the hassel.
Any good suggestions anyone?

Aww im so darn full! I just ate homecooked curry chicken + rice.
And yes, at this hour! God damn it, i really put on too much weight.
I need diet pills! I need some efficient ways to loose weight man.. KAN!
Feel like puking now. :S

2007-03-27T12:59:00.000+08:00

Its lunch time! and im not out for lunch.
Had bai cai la mian tis morning, and am rather full la.
Spoke to ziming da ge, yes, my childhood brother.
Been ages since we had our last golf session.. guess we'll have our golf soon!

Meiyi says i should be more professional in my blogging.. But i really cant think of anything man.. Whats there to write?

its been quite sometime since i last step into Middle Of Sea.. Think i'll visit that place soon bah.
But come to think of it, im abit paiseh ar.. :S

It's 1pm. Lunch will end at ard 1.30 or 2. Im vry bored, vry vry bored.
I felt being used like some ah sum here, help them to throw plastic bottles, shred paper, filing..
Aww i jus dun like tis job scope. Though is an easy job, but it really made me dose off.

2007-03-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

okie, its been more than a month.
ppl are complaining that im rather dead. yes i have.
But will be diff now i guess.

whats there to blog i duno, anyway wads reali in me, i wont say them here.. so i kinda find it redundant. but at times, im bored, so haha here i am la!

Well, started work at husky, located at changi south again.
Personally, i dun quite like the company. I felt they are quite lousy in some ways la.. Mayb is their system, and productivity. (own opinion,mind me) :P
HR assistant, and i get to see some confidential documents. Hm.. dun tink there's a need to mention anything bout those documents. I see self centered ppl there, its vry yuckie.. At e age of 30+, but still behaving like some young girls from a girls school. NK.

I wonder why does the older population now possesses naive thinking and actions. Thought they should be the mature ones. But time and again, im proven wrong. haha.. We younger population are better off i feel.. Cheers! Lousy adults with naive actions and thinking, aint fit to be respected.

Mind me, though im back after so long, e content in this post, i still feel is redundant. Im blogging for the sake of blogging, not wads from within.

This year, alot of things changed. Its his birthday now, 27th march. Happy birthday! In these short 4 yrs, i celebrated 3 times wif him. From simple cake from 7-11 cum simple dinner wif our dear frens, to an outdoor tenting and bbq, to chalet. Things have changed, everyone in e group met alot of changes. Still, i wish him lotsa unforgettable birthdays.

Also, i wish all my darlings to have smooth sailing path ahead.
Ponder for about 15mins, on what else to write.
Guess, reali nothing much..
:P

2007-02-05T02:07:00.000+08:00

Okie, dun feel like blogging.
Anyway, garry said i cannot change the spelling of his name to gary.
so, im jus here to correct the spelling. GARRY.
Wah am damn tired. My stomach darn darn darn pain. M in such terrible pain now. And jus finished a report for my projects.. -_-

2007-01-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Seems like my blog is rather dead.
Dont really feel like posting any stuff also..
was thinking of closing this damn thing..

Well, yest after sch, i went over to meiyi's place. After which, we head to msq.
Hm.. went for some taitai lepak session, den ktv.
Hm, when the vocal 'open', feels better when singing.
Garry came to meet us after our ktv, den we went ecp for satay bee hoon.
Didnt want to club yest, but well...
Meiyi joined me to mos, and got along well with my friends.
She'll be joining us for more upcoming activities.
But, now, i got to stop going club in weekdays.
I've been missing lesson, and really felt bad about it.
Yes, i missed lesson again today. Went to chalet after mos, and only got home this morning at 8.
Ya, when i dose off, it means missing lesson again.
Argh! i gt to buck up.
Felt so restless, and reali got to improve my memory man.
Yes and i got to start studying real soon.

Chinese new year is on 18th feb - 20th feb.
And damn my exams starts on 23rd feb. Fuck.
And i got to cut down on smoking.
Cut down on weight.
And also, fucking finish up all my projs.

Ya, and im feeling tired again
Back to bed? but i really hope i can study. But, i dont have the energy man.
:S damn it.

2007-01-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

Okie, a few days since blogged.
Weekend was drinking and chalet.
Friday went devils wif gary, and its worse than wad we expected.
We know that devils now its kinda dead, and to our surprise when we reached, its worse than dead. But when e time gets later, some crowds start coming in. Well, its still quite dead. Yea, then we saw levin and that ang mo friend of his. I don't quite remember if i drank alot. But according to gary, i did.

Saturday, went to harry and gang's chalet.
Hm.. now the cat is out of the bag, and i felt kinda released.
I was afraid that i'll lose them, but well, now they assured me, im happy. :)
Cos seriously, i hate losing friends, and i hate being tied.
So, my usual outings wif whichsoever groups of friends will still continue.
Okie, anyway, i was having headache that nite. And rather bored, duno why, nothing to do expect for chatting. Unlike the other time. Hm.. mayb we didnt play cards, n no beer. There's only liquor which i dun really feel like having that nite. But Nan-gene shared some XO wif me, its nice. Yea, the headache got worse, and i felt like heading home n koon. So then, i went back half-way tru. Gary came picked me up, n send me home.

Sunday, woke up in the late afternoon then met gary for dinner.
Went TM's ding tai feng, and the food is not bad. But taiwan's ding tai feng is better.
Went kia kia, den went ding dong bar. lol. What a stupid name.
Had some drinks, den back home for more drinks.

Well, anyway, its monday again!
I got piles of stuffs for me to finish.

My model-CDS
damn journal-CDS.
My flash intro.
My org com proj.

Aiyah, i really got to buck up and start working on my stuffs..

2007-01-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

Okie, i got back all my termtest results.
Quite alright i guess..

Q-method > 21/50 (Failed)
OrgCom > 12.5/20 (Lousy)
Econs > 36/50
Mktcs > 63/100
INETINF > 34/50

Alright la..

2007-01-09T18:31:00.000+08:00

i heard and ya its fucking good for you..
Its obvious i did e right choice, even its hard, but at least i won't be dwelling..
I laugh when u say u found ur right one. Ha, den lets hope so, and good for you. i jus hope u wont suffocate and die.

Stop pushing me to people, and with ur rubbish thinking. That don't applies to me, or mayb i havent seen that light yet. No feelings means no feelings. Stop pushing.

Though i noe i may end up nowhere, but i dont have to be with whoever u think its good. I know they are good, but i also dun wanna hurt them. Argh fuck la! You dont understand till today, which tells me i did a freaking right thing.

Those my friends who noe me will noe me. Those who claims that they noe me, but dont, den jus stand clear. I got my big bros, my love (meiyi), my sisters, and other friends.. Who are you to want all my decisions to go according to urs? If i go against? u talk bad. I know might get hurt, but one more or one less doesnt make a difference la. I wont stop trying my way.

2007-01-08T10:06:00.000+08:00

Saturday
Went to harry's and gang's chalet. Hm..the food there was sumptuous! Top shell, crayfish,scallop,crabs, hot dogs,crab meats, chicken wings,curry. Wow, can u believe it? everything was planned n bought last minute. On that day afternoon.

Hm.. play games, drink drank drunk! Past few days its all about drinking man.. And it stays in my blood making me feel gong gong. Um.. But it makes me feel good.. :P not bad la, chatted,tis n that.
Morning, they all played mahjong, but until 10am, i finally bth, and head to bed.
Woke up about 12+, when he msg, and gtg.
Yiming send me home, and i prepared awhile before he came n fetch me.
We head to msia, and at the causeway, evon saw me! CAlled me and yea its a surprise. Promised to catch up sometime later.. We went msia, he settle his stuffs while i waited. Then yaya, simple stuffs. Yest, we wanted to go vivo, but before that he went to do his stuff, and thats where he found out something impt, and we quickly went to settle it. Ima lucky star la!
It was a nice fine day.. And 2nd time stepping into msia with friends..

2007-01-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel like a nuisance, or am i just too sensitive?
"Never allow someone to be your piority, when u are their option"
Well, i guess typing and talking is easy la.
You don't really have to feel that way, before you can talk that way.
That's what someone told me some night ago. It strikes me, and kinda reminded me.
Yea, Sometimes i really don't understand how can people say things which they don't feel.
I find it hard at times.

Yes, i guess its all words only. Moreover i don't see anylight.
I don't want to be a dumbo and get laughed at.

2007-01-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hm.. Went bugis for interview, then go and had some chat with shuling..
Meiyi wants to meet me, so i met up wif boon, went great world for some japanese food, and chatted for quite awhile upon waiting for meiyi to finish her work and meet me at bugis.
Hm.. he told me some stories..well.. thanks boon, and well... i wil think it through.. things will be fine i guess.

When meiyi reached, we walked to laby and found out that it wasn't out day. Laby held a pool competition, and it was darn packed. So we decided to go BQ for drinks. Like i say, its not our luck, it started raining and though i brought my umbrella, its abit small to shelter 2 of us.
Anyway, we still made our way there, and went to exotic to have drinks.

Its been so long since we had our girls night. =) i enjoyed.

It nice pouring our hearts out, and heart her as usual.

Apparently now im in school, lab lesson, and blogging..
you can imagine how bored im la..

2007-01-03T04:46:00.000+08:00

Ok..
im still awake at this time..
4.49am
and i got to attend school later at 9am.
Its a new year, and ya, i'll start it off being a good student.
Hope it can be prolonged.
Argh im bored. No much ppl online to chat with.
Guess during the holidays too much of late night activities, and only sleep when i see sun.
Here i am, listening to songs, surfing.
I got nothing much to surf, and that explains my boredom.

Tmr is school, am i excited?
Definately not. But i guess i really got to start enjoying school life.
Cos soon, i will be finishing, and go to the working life.
Guess then, i will miss school life la..

I have been hanging out with older friends recently. And to them, im a xiao mei.
Am i really that young? Oh well.. maybe compared to them la. But i hate to know or admit that im from a different league. But at the same time, i don't really feel like growing up.
Oh yes, and meiyi keeps missing me.
Guess i really need to meet her soon. Its been so long since we last have our girls night.

Well, i think its time i should plan some new year resolutions.

NEW YEAR RESULUTIONS:

lose 5kg
enjoy and attend lessons
find out what's the damn thing i've lost
stop being emo(well u guys wun noe, its kept)
get a part-time job
live well and happy
learn foreign languages
get rid of the damn pimples on forehead! :@

Thats all for now i guess.

But i still don't feel like sleeping..Shall go read up some magazines.

2007-01-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

Ok, its my first post of the year!

Saturday
Actually wanted to go outsea again with harry n gang. But too bad, it was my grandma's birthday. So ended up having our usual year end dinner at orchid country club. Well, the food was not as nice as expected. The Orh-ni (yam paste) is e lousiest i've had in a resturant. Well, every year, me n my cousins will expect our usual favourites. Black pepper crab and Orh-ni. But this year, we missed the crab, and the orh-ni is not nice.

To me, the dinner is not complete still without crab.. :P
So at nite, met jh for butter crab opp my house.
Hm.. at first is nice, then after that, gets abit sick cos its deep fried, and 2 of us ate 2 crabs.. -_-
Female crab wif eggs! :D I was darn full.. yup and head home and drank some eno which is said to help digestions.

Sunday
Hm.. couldn't rem what i did. But of cos, for e celebration, i went MOS with the usual gang.
Hm.. it was damn packed, though we stayed in the VIP area. Its just another normal counting down lo.. its e company bah..

Felt abit bad that i didnt join meiyi n gang, cos i promised another grp, and thought there needs to be some compromising. The gang walked past MOS and asked me out for awhile.. Join them at the entrance for a smoke. Hm.. he was there too, lucky him and hope he wont get caught la.. He is really not a good liar.. Mayb all his patteren i liao ru zhi zhang,and his lies were always caught. Anyway, happy new year!

Ya, then went back into the club for count down, and drink drink drink..
Alex and shawn (my neighbour) joined me later, and we went off tog wif joan.

Monday
when i woke up in the afternoon, received a phone call from harry asking me to go get for outsea again.
So i pulled myself up, and met edwin not long after.
Garry didnt want to go, he said he's tired. -_-
So we left without him la, though stil hoping he wil go. The more the merrier!
at about 6+ 7, we set off and nick's wife got seasick.
The puked alot, and finally buey tahan. We went back shore at around 12 plus, then garry joined in. :D hah.. geh kiang.
Yea, but the night we had no luck too, according to harry, the water is cold, so no fish.

Oh yea, i forgt to mention that we were stopped by the police coast guard.
I was very happy, and wanted to have a close up look.
Thought i might see some familiar faces.
Ok, then i didn't.
But, i was happy still bcos now i noe how it looks like, wad they do there, how they work.
How they climb over and along side, how they check. Blah blah..
I saw a clearer picture, and i know better. Imagined him in that uniform, and cap.. and how he used to tell me that his hair length not very obvious when he wore his cap while work, so it ok.
Where he sleeps, how he chase other boats.. LOL

i took some pics lah.. but well.. think i'll post them other time la.. If i remember.. :P

This is one of e pic taken on New year eve!
Garry chua Regine chua -_-
Nice pic though! i like..

2006-12-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

Okie, here's a post.
Have been clubbing on wed n thurs..Went devils and mos wif harry n gang.
Have been clubbing and staying up till morn quite often during the holidays.. Having a slight sore throat now. Darn it.

Its pretty cold in the club for the past few days.. Thanks to galleng and garry for their jacket!

Im sitting in front of the com, staring into blank, duno wad to write.

This morning when i reached home, chatted wif oyster n grid. (: im glad that oyster kinda sense wads really in me, and she understands.. Got some encourging words from her, and yea, mayb like wad she says, its getting better. Oh, and grid's son is so cute and sweet! no wonder she loves him so much.
So then, shortly, we 3 went to bed.

Woke up after a short nap, and acc mom to have breakfast before her work.
Tmr, saturday. Actually planned to join harry,tasha and gang for some fishing until my mom went "saturday ah ma's bday ar! 7.30pm.. must go with me ah!"
Orite, anyway, grandma's bday means CRAB! =D Black Pepper CRAB~!
So then, i planned to bring mom to the cinema for The curse of golden flower.
Its been ages since she last stepped into a cinema.. And i tink i'll bring her to vivo, moreover i visit their cinema.

Okie, im going to repaint my nails now.. looks koya, cui!
Oh ya, and tink later will be going fishing, den meet oyster,bird n family..
Ciaoz!
And rem i say i miss cartoons!

2006-12-26T04:49:00.000+08:00

Big Game!
Wow! Its a fish which weighs 2.6kg!

Fri,23 Dec 2006, i went outsea fishing on a 60 footer yatch!

Its my first time going outsea with friends, and its a tremendous experience!

Went wif harry, edwin, jjacky, serene,tasha etc..

The interior of the boat is very cosy man! Especially the bed at the base.. But i didn't sleep though, cos was busy chanting the magic words for the fishes to get hooked!

On the boat, i recalled things that jay told me last time..

The way the boat park in the sea and the sotongs.. Ha.. Now i noe how its like, and sees what he saw last time.. Im experiencing things he went through.. :)

Yea anyway, the trip was very enjoyable, we bbq and enjoyed the breeze, which is healthier than clubbing of cos..

I learn abit on how to fish too! But that night, we had not much luck, there was around 9 ppl on board, but we only caught 2 fish.. Maybe the current was strong, so the fishes went to other place.

Better luck next time!

Merry Christmas!
On christmas eve, met meiyi and jj at 4pm, then lepak awhile den went to NTUC to get the stuff we need to prepare for our christmas dinner! Meiyi and i suppose to be the big cook, but ended all e ppl cramp in e kitchen trying to help.. haha.. Its good all working together for our whole new christmas prog.. For the past few yrs, we always get stucked in CND, or stroll ard orchard without a plan.. haha.. Now, its something new!
As expected, we started our dinner later than expected.. But we get to wait for my mom and join in the dinner.. Im sure she's happy with it, cos over the years, christmas was jus like any other.. This time round, i get to enjoy wif friends, and beloved mom as well.. :)
We sat at my round dining table, the feeling seems more like CNY reunion dinner.. :P We had Spagetti, chicken chop (done by jh, with the help from his mom who did the marinating), turkey and log cake (which we ordered from NTUC) , Mini honey backed ham.

A very act christmas dinner.

We had fun la..

Then jay came later with pictionary board game.

They played in the living room while i spend time talking to mom in the room.

Had talks with her on stuff that i never had share wif her.

Feel kinda good though..

Had mahjong, and i lose all the way.. haha.. no gambling luck la.. the tiles was good man..

But well.. too bad!

:) Ah niao the big winner as always.. (which is quite irritating :P)
Had talks wif meiyi, and niao.. Jay keeps wanna chap ji ka.. -_-

Its great talking to them.. yea.. niao is understanding..

Had a talk wif jh.. and im glad we still can talk this way..

It feels good to have them all as friends..

Tremendous friendship!Cheers!

Thanks JH for the gift! its really vry irritating though!

25 Dec 2006.

Met ziming and had our usual talks..He is always good in helping me analyse situations, and give me a clearer picture!And the laughters is always there over like 10yrs?

:) my good Big Bro! Papa!

He knows me very well, and im glad to have tis friend la!
Overall, I <3>

Retro!

Chatted wif my sis on msn.. we were talking about the cartoons we watch last time.. You guys still remember orsons farm?Gummy Bears? Heathcliff? Teenage mutant ninga turtles? Bobby's world? Beetlejuice?wah! i miss them man!

Still can remember how i used to wake up early just for cartoons on saturday morning.. Haha.. I got no idea what the hell they are talking about man.. just watching.. Haha.. Now i watch, its so easy to understand... I really wonder why i cant seem to care bout what they are saying when im young.. Kids will be kids..

Now, i wanna look for more of my childhood cartoons!

2006-12-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

It has been raining for two days, and finally see the sun blazing hot again..
Went to laby yest wif jh, ww n ben. Question ben about his break off wif his gf, and ya, we both agree on somethings.There's an answer which both of us wants to find out, will inform each other when we found that answer la..

I just came back after a meet up session wif zi ming. Well, our last met up session was i tink last
week? or the week before?As usual we had beer at east cost, and talk about our recent activities, and our friends. I told him about my major project, and asked him some ideas.Wow, he fed me wif alot of informations and alot more than i could think of. Felt so ignorant once again I suddenly felt the need in learning more stuffs, the need of enhancing my knowledge, and making my time more useful. There's alot to learn about and to know before i could start thinking for my project man. Sure there is also a need for me to pass my semester before i could really go more in depth for my major project la. As he said, alot of people after listening to him get more energised for only a short while. Haha.. Most likely i might be one of those few.. But still hope i wont la.

Maybe i got to start reading world news.. :P

Went to tamp to meet my mom and auntie this afternoon, walked around and then parted wif them. Ong have to pass me the application form, and i was at tamp. So we went to have lunch wif nut, and walk ard awhile before he send me home wif his old goat. :P Hope i can faster work and earn money! So at least my time is not wasted, and i won't be so leong.

2006-12-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yest was MOS 1st yr anniversary. Jh and i went there for a few drinks, den meet e gang at boat quay, and acc grid to cupid for her cousin-in law's bday. Wow, wad a small world, it happen to be my ex sch mate. Cant recognise though.. Anyway, cupid was playing all the 'young and dangerous' songs, which made e grp feel not at ease.. LOL. Then we went to coffee bean to slack n brain stoming of progs. Finally came out wif a bowling plan. =D where all e ennjoyments starts!

Super bowl was packed. We gt ourselves 2 lane,not long after we wrote dwn our name in the waiting list. Okie, im not good in playing thats for sure. Jh,Jay,JJ,WR seems pretty pro.. not bad i guess, onli left me n meiyi.. :( haha but it was fun! Ingrid didnt play, she seems rather bored, and went off early.. Felt sorry cos like kinda neglected her? Well.. she should stay awhile more cos after 2 games, we switched to playing arcade and pool!

The guys as usual played VS2, while e couple played House of the dead 2. Me? im not good in games, so i watched them.. Pathetic? lol. Jh tried to catch a dog soft toy from those jiak $ machine. Aww, missed. I watch jay play VS2 as usual, but playing against ah niao. Hm.. they like to play cheats..But jay lose to ah niao! As usual, i picked e team for him to use, and won! haha.. Then, me n meiyi played puzzle bubble.. the easiest game. Erm, ok la, meiyi is good, but i won a few times also okie! Wad else can we play man, we aint good in games, haha so we shall play more puzzle bubble if next time the guys get addicted to games again. Oh ya we took a love gety too! haha.. OLD SCHOOL! But its rather disappointing la.. jay's turned chao ta, and jh was blocked by ah niao's thick hair in e pic. :( shall we take another one someday?

Then to pool. WR,jay n jj played number ball. JH the gentleman played pool wif both of us. :D its fun! Meiyi n i tagged team against him.. Ha.. irritating meiyi made me laugh the whole nite. :) we're happy! We played all the way til morn, til all of us were hungry n tired, we stopped and went to suntec for mac breakfast. Jay,Jh n i were so amazed to find ppl actually in the suntec building as early as 7+am in a sunday morning. Wow, quite alot of ppl man, long queues at mac. Jay say there might be a church service at suntec. Okie, we went to usual smoking session after meals n lepak outside. Went kia kia in Mango sales, but found nothing much except for that purse which i like, but hai~ after the night, pennyless. Jj and jay was darn tired.

--->LOL!

Alrite! overall, we enjoyed ourselves very much..

2006-12-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Finally the termtest ended.. But im having a bad headache..
Today wore nicer to sch, planned to meet the gang after e paper, but they gt no plans.. guess everyone is tired after work la.. Hai~ kinda disappointed at first.. But nvm la.. will be meeting them tmr.. So anyway after e paper, ong,nut and i went changi eat chicken rice, den went stupid white sands, zuo bo.. -_- white sands is reali a failure... nothing good. no coffee bean, no starbucks.. LOUSY.

Hm.. havent been chatting wif val for a long time.. she seems rather busy with work and sch.. Kinda miss her la.. But well will be meeting the gang tmr!

Oh ya, oyster and scallop have been complaining that i very act, the skin n the song. Aww.. i reali love retro man.. Anyway, i changed the skin n song again, if not they say i act again.. :S

Shinyun told me bout her fren, a couple who meet up everyday and now e guy went iin ns, and the gal cry like hell. Well, i can perfectly understand how it feels, cos i've been there man. Only after the first 10 days den i felt slightly better.. Cry everyday, 10days in total! haha.. yah, so its normal. Luckily that time got oyster acc me everyday.. make me feel better.. :) thanks gal! i love u!

Okie, today is friday, but i'll b staying home n rest.. Tired man..

2006-12-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

Wah.. these few days of studying is really tiring! There's a few days where by my drive for studying went dried.. Feel so shit cos i want to study, but no drive.. so end up always at nut's place either slp or read comics.. Duh.. all four of us went idling ard la.. Nut,ong,chong. But at nite, we ride to 85 for food.

Yest, we didnt study again, den i went home feeling so shit. Cos i noe i got to study.. but.. ARGH!
Luckily peter asked me out to study, den he taught me Q-method. We studied from 12am till 3+am. Woke up tis morn at 650 and went sch study.. now feeling so damn tired. Today regina taught me Q-method..Well..think she is quite ok la, jus that sometimes very teh~, so i bth. But other than that, when she's teaching me is ok la. Well.. Mayb last time she backstap me, so i dun really like her last time. Well.. anyway, i might be wrong too..

Tmr is my last paper, i really wish we can have a k-ing session! This sat is ww's bday celeb, but mos sent me an invitation for their 1st anniversary! Free flow from 830 till 1030! Aww.. am i going to miss that? There will be a small gift too! Argh.. really don't wish to miss that.

Anyway, oysterina n scalloperen! Is e ganging meeting up tmr!? :D I think my mood and spirit will come back after the paper tmr! i need to sing!!! Though it sucks.

2006-12-10T04:20:00.000+08:00

I've put up a song for my blog again.. it has been quite quiet for the past month? Nice music as always!
Well, yah im having my exam next week, or rather the day after, and yet im blogging. ;P

Alrite, today suppose to meet ric for study session, den in e end he have to work. So then peter,ong and i meet up to study. Well, he's not a bad person afterall la.. quite ok. Peter fetch me and ong first to ECP,but was too crowded, then made our way to kallang mac. Study a tiny bit again, cos peter gt to leave early. Then went me and ong studied under his blk, den nut joined later. He just got his license and bike not long ago, so he could join us! :) not long after he reached, we went supper at 85 tog den back home.. -_- slackers group.

Quite sorry to caused nut some stress after he followed our words as we adviced him to. Well, nut, prove to them that u are able orite? thats e only way to earn their trust again, show them wad you have. Cos of cos, in their eyes, we are always never grown babies.. They are just concern.. And also, don't stress too much.. they'll see it sooner or later.. You still have us that have trust in you, and know that u r able orite?

Hm..yest met jh for lunch, den went to school for a talk. Planned to study in school wif varian,bk,jeff, n yuan jie.. As usual, another slacker group, ended up playing cards. -_- Went home and rest soon after, den chatted wif oyster on e phone for awhile.. Im kinda happy after wad she told me la.. :) and ya, back to the laughing chatting sessions once again. Studied for awhile, den meet up wif ric and went to yishun dam.

Now i really wanna go get a bike license, and either ride a vespa or my new aim, KTM! :D Still a long way to go la, after termtest get a job first den plan in depth. Well, anyway, saw kok peng there, he was in a car, and waved to me. Its funny how he can spot me from there.. Good eye sight then. Well, den went to meet up wif bob and edwin. Nice catch up with them.. haven't seen edwin for some years..

Think i better go get some rest now.. its almost 5am and got to wake up at 11am later. Meeting edwin for lunch and then ong n gang to study again. Argh! I'll be free next friday and enjoy a short 2 weeks break! Can't wait.

2006-12-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

:) i just read oysterina's bloggie.
I could feel her happiness, that kinda sweetness that has filled her heart, and make her drown.
really very happy for her.

I remember her tears in the past, i remember how she is being mistreat, and ppl not cherishing her enough, and i remember how she's being cherished but maybe by some 'Mr NotRight'.

But now, i always see her n her beau happily attached, drowning in the sea of love.. im happy for them. Both LittleChic and OysterKP.. They were always there when i needed them, stretching out to give me a hand. Well, sure there are others like jh and wr.. but well, now im talking about how happy am i to see them lovey dovey.. Keep it up u too! Love u guys..

FARK! now i damn hot. Some manner-less ppl asking me if i going to mos tmr..
him says:
tmr mos?
Me says:
u wanna go ar
Me says:
my friends they goin la.. but i was thinking i wanna study cos termtest next week
Me says:
not sure since u say u wanna go
him says:
ohh
him says:
ya i wanna go
him says:
wan u sign me in
him says:
lol =x
Me says:
i see how lo..
Me says:
if i going i tell u
Me says:
cos i gt alot to study.. duno leh
him says:
den so tmr's my activity everthing is depend on ur mood la?

WTF? havent u got any manners? When u r asking for a favour, pls look at ur stand, who are u to think that ppl owe u, and ppl HAVE to sign u in? i have never seen such ppl in my life. You can jolly well join ur frens whether im goin or not isnt it?if im not goin den pay la, if im going then sign u in, wads wrong with that? yucks. I dun wanna argue, waste my time and strength, despite me sorting out wif u,and u stil talk ur way. OMG, YOU CALL URSELF A GUY? i have never seen such, u r e first species. Congrats.

2006-12-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yea, oysterina, here's a short post.

Well..kinda forgotten wad i did for the past few days.
Well, today then. Had CDS, yes as said earlier, i really enjoy the lesson. Yup, kinda interior designing kind. Wow, the tutor is really good man. We spend alot of time thinking of designs for the interior, but split second, he can come up wif lotsa creative and interesting ideas man. He is good. Then after CDS, meet ricky in school den we went ECP mac to study. Asked bobby to join, but damn he SIP, no need termtest.. Shiok man.Anyway, told ric bout the CDS and my interest, well if i can get into designing, of cos who wouldnt man. Well.. anyway all i wanna say is i enjoy e lesson.

Monday is e start of the termtest. Damn, and i know nuts. Just started abit today at ECP, lots more to go man..Will have to work extra hard from tmr til sunday, and throughout e next week.

So oysterina, wont have time to blog till then ar.. :) you also better don't skip anymore lesson.

2006-12-03T07:21:00.000+08:00

Ya, im back from mos again. Yes again. I know i have been clubbing quite frequent lately, cos i noe i have been rotting at home for quite some time before this few times of clubbing came about.

Alrite, yes i wanna drink and enjoy too. I have been rotting and i noe how it feels alone at nite very well. Especially when im in this state. That i think few can understand, tts why people have been saying things, from wad i read.

She always thinks that a bit of blend taste means changes, means 'so not right'. Does it always have to be at the ball? Im tired of assuring 24/7 too, like how tired you are in having heart to heart talks with me. You are sensitive yes, i tried when i can to assure u, to listen to you, to wadever.. Recently im jus feeling lower, feeling emptier, and wadever.. But i still do listen, n cares.. but taste is a bit too blend.. Well, then alrite.

I can only give listening ear, n not much of good advices. Maybe you find it blend cos ur new buds can give better comments, attention. No need to help me say good things also, cos well, i dun really care. That is what they think, people who noes, will noe. I don't have to answer to anyone, except for myself. Well, i don't know if all these will make u blow again, but aiya.. i duno la.. Everytime u feel this way, i feel that u mistaken, and wanna make u know wad i really feel, and explain, and make u feel better. But again n again we r back to e square one, i will be repeating my words. Yes, im defensive, who isn't? But girl sometimes i feel affected cos the way u put ur words and tone. I sick of explaining and stuff.. Just.. wadever goes..

2006-12-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Damn.. i missed lesson again today.. i wanted to wake up early and go to school, but duno why, i keep slping.. :(

Yesterday went for interesting CDS lesson again, i really love the lesson man, thats my type, my interest. Hm.. so far in TP, tis is e second time i gt this kinda feeling. First is last sem, Miss J's lesson-where we did designing of poster, tv commercial, radio commercial. This is the second time, wher we learn designing of interior. If only i got this kinda interest in my modules, i will score man. Hai~ too bad, lousy marks, lousy course.

During lesson, i spoke to that apple of chong wei, hm.. yea she seems friendly. And i saw fats of that apple of ong, well.. now i believe wad i saw, cos ong keep saying that she is very fat. lol. Well, ong n chong came up wif a conclusion, that we should be more friendly next lesson, cos there are a number of girls there is trying to b friendly towards us, so in order to help them noe e girls, we should be more friendly. Alrite, might not jus to noe them la, mayb jus hav to b friendly eh? But feel funny leh, try to b friendly wif ppl that i duno.. dun wanna be a (&).

After CDS lesson, went TM wif ong n chong. we went shopping, kia kia, and i bought shades. Wah we walked till our feet hurts.. Den, dey went makan, but i went paya lebar met jh. LOL. secret. There is Barang Barang there! our monkeys are there i hope, but well, we didnt manage to go in la, cos it looks like alrdy closed. After that, i meet boon for coffee. We went Hereen's NYDC for dessert. Fat fat..

Today.. (meet zi ming for lunch) + (dinner wif em) + (MOS) + (mayb WR's place?join e gang for mj?)

2006-11-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

Fuck im damn tired in class today.. skipped my tutorial and return home for some rest..keep yawning like hell!Damn! [bcos of meteor garden again :P]

Sunday
Stayed home and watch meteor garden! yup.. i watched the show again.. Its nice la.. very fairy tale.. i suddenly feel like catching the show again, so i watched tru youtube cos i doesnt have the disc.. -_- well..i noe its clay.
JH then offered to lend me. Met up wif jh at interchange and acc him for dinner, den we head to mac for Mc Flurry! :D Ricky n jian hua came join us later. LJ wei awhile den balik for my meteor garden again!

Monday
School at 1 plus > home > meteor garden > 330am > BED

Thats y im so tired now!

Well, really nice fairy tale, no such person like jerry yen la.. gosh! the director really will make girls waste alot of time, cos they might wanna find such person, til they might miss alot of good ppl.

2006-11-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

Woo.. yesterday was my first time to 'dragonfly'. Hm..well.. actually wanted to go mos, but friends they choose dragonfly, cos well, quite a number of us havent been there before.

Alright. dragonfly is quite big.. heard from joan that building has 9 clubs, which means to say dragon fly is only one of that 9. But its reali a big place.. Its crowded there, and of cos the cars i tink parked in quite a messy way.. why do i say so? cos while we were dancing half way, the dj would announce the vehicle's plate no. ,and request them to shift their car away. Hm.. maybe its really too crowded la.. The music there is good. Although the music is really wujipalia. All sorts of music jumbled up together.. retro,reggae,rnb,trance,rock.. haha everything.. you guys might be wondering how can all these types of music all put together and yet appear nice and not abit turn off. Well.. i don't know how they did it, but it jus appeared brillant!

The people there were great.. Having fun, dancing in quite a unique way. lol.
Oh well.. yesterday, they got this chinese band there. Joan told me one of the singer is called duno wad scorpion. nice name. But anyway, the chinese band is abit spoiler..but i only feel right when they sang beyond's song. i miss beyond! wasted i missed the last concert! -_- man!

However, the dancers are all really hot. and i bet some of their breast is fake. its too big.
Well..overall, i had fun.. nice time.

Past few days have been chatting wif niao/val/jh/ingrid online. They can talk non-stop, especially niao n val. I don't noe wad to say most of the time. I just watched, but well..they are fast. and the dong dong dong is rather irritating. Ha..so i went to switched off that dong dong from the options.. Now is peace! :)

2006-11-25T15:35:00.000+08:00

Thanks ah niao. Well.. i noe, jus tt mayb it takes time..
Think i should have alrdy see it through alrdy, well, takes time?

Alright, was rather bored last night. So kinda need some alcohol. lol.
Went to boat quey meet ah tat n his colleages, chatted,sing,games n drink!
Joan msged me at 1am? asked me if i wanna go mos.. Actually tot of meeting karwai after boat quey, cos was rather bored n dun feel like returning home tt early.(oh well ah tat n gang would be leaving early) But karwai they sua tiu, so i joined joan.

Saw maria and her bf outside mos.. chatted awhile.. den meet joan outside mos.
Ya, her friends were there, so again, drink dance.. :) not bad la.. we were at the main trance floor, went after that we went to RnB area. Drink again yup. oh and i saw david's bro n tian ci.. Well, ya so i noe a few more new people, but they are abit older la... But there's no age limit for friends ma.. :)

2006-11-25T15:19:00.000+08:00

Thanks ah niao. Well.. i noe, jus tt mayb it takes time..
Think i should have alrdy see it through alrdy, well, takes time?

Alright, was rather bored last night. So kinda need some alcohol. lol.
Went to boat quey meet ah tat n his colleages, chatted,sing,games n drink!
Joan msged me at 1am? asked me if i wanna go mos.. Actually tot of meeting karwai after boat quey, cos was rather bored n dun feel like returning home tt early.(oh well ah tat n gang would be leaving early) But karwai they sua tiu, so i joined joan.

Saw maria and her bf outside mos.. chatted awhile.. den meet joan outside mos.
Ya, her friends were there, so again, drink dance.. :) not bad la.. we were at the main trance floor, went after that we went to RnB area. Drink again yup. oh and i saw david's bro n tian ci.. Well, ya so i noe a few mroe new people, but they are abit older la... But there's no age limit for friends ma.. :)

2006-11-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

ya ok.
ah niao n precious oysterina have been grumbling for post..
Well.. i duno wad to write..

Then, today oysterina was scolded by boss, and was rather unhappy..
Mayb i said something which makes her feel that i duno how she feels..
Well..sorry.. cos said "i really feel like dying." and is like u said tt quite often..
i jus wanted to ask u dun always say die.. not nice, not good, not healthy.
like look on a brighter side, things though is hard, of cos work gt alot of ups n downs, meet diff despicable ppl, but well..tts life..dun need to take them hard n caused u foul mood.
thats all.. but well i u sounded unhappy, and i tot if i nag again, ur mood will get worse..

i apologised.. so hope u will get better..

2006-11-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

W E I R E N 'S BIRD DAY!!!!!!!!!

THE BIRD'S GUESTS...

Hugging thr bdae bird wil bring me luck :)

The vry shag me aft a long nite!

REGINE CHUA.U BETA THANK ME! N I HATE IT WENEVA U R SO LAZY!:P

2006-11-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH NIAO!
hope u enjoyed e celeb yesterday!

As usual, im too lazy to post e pics.. so meiyi my darling, if u r free, pls help. :)

I went to make my nails yesterday at bugis street before meeting up wif e guys.. Ingrid acc me. She is so blur that she practically forgot to bring her cigarettes n wallet yesterday, if not she'll be doing her toe nails as well. When im doing my nails, we saw a malay couple quarreling, n e girl is crying loudly! The couple was quite young, maybe around 16? Anyway, the guy is very violent. He pushed e girl away with force, which made her cry even louder. It was rather xia suey man..the girl shouldnt have done that. Yea, she went out of control and screamed at the top of her voice. From wad i see,that guy seems to be dumping her, and she begs him not to. Anyway, two words to describe the girl. XIA SUEY.

After the nails are done up, i became jus like a handicapped. Ingrid have to help me pay the lady, and everything la.. Even smoke. Why? cos my nails are not yet dry! We then made our way to meet the rest. They were having dinner in a 'hong kong cafe' opp bugis parco. Man, the food there sucks big time. The baked rice tasted jus like normal rice, not at all baked. The fried rice is awful too.. my mom can do better. Ingrid's mango pudding tasted weird.. Yuck, we didnt enjoy the food there la. Jay they ordered soft shell crab! Man.. tt's my fav! but i didnt taste it, cos when i saw it from the receipt, they have alrdy finished the. -_-

After dinner, we took a cab to cine leisure for our kbox session. Well..as usual, they sing great.
Erm.. i got to go n bath n all, jh is coming down to meet me for food? not sure, anyway, i got to study later..n jh wil be bringing his book along too.. o.O! There's quiz tmr, n i havent done a shit. So no more slacking.. And the project got to be done tonite. orite..
Pray that meiyi my darling girl is free to help me post the pics den.. If not you guys cant view em.. :P

2006-11-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

16 Nov
I didnt go to sch, cos i over slept. Slacked at home till around 6.40. Then went to simpang to meet ong n gang for dinner. We went over to nut's father's shop. :) nice dinner man! Yea, we chatted, joked, and it was great catching up la.. Hope we can b like before. After dinner, we went tamp, wanted to catch a movie, but was too late. We sat at e coffee bean for another hour of chatting session, den balik. Simple life recently.. alot of slacking.

17Nov
School as usual, but didnt go for lecture. Went for gerald's tutorial, and as usual, its a boring one. After school, went business park for lunch, den shin yun went off for work. I followed e guys for some sports! Woo! First, we went to change, den ran at e tracks. Hm.. i only ran 4 rounds non-stop, and is half-dead. Why man? i dun understand.. That time before i fell sick i still could run 6 rounds? Mayb its e determination then?Yea.. should be. Anyway, after running, we rest awhile, den went on to playing tennis. But ong n edwin gt to go, so left me,chong,kwok yew n nut.:D

Yea, i don't noe how to play tennis.. so most of the time, im picking e ball. cos i keep missing.. :P And there goes nut "Wah lan eh", and others "hahaha". -_- man i told u i buey hiao wad. Ha.. Yea, i did improve a little la. But the sun is a killer. its blazing hot man.. Will die..

The nut has to go, left 3 of us. I went to e gym wif kwok yew while chong went to bath first. Yawn, my muscle almost cramp man.. Pain! After kwok yew work out alittle, he went to bath n i waited for them.. I felt so so tired when i reached home, and finally can catch some sleep. Slept at 8.30pm jus now, but woked up at 1am+ .

Tmr is ah niao's bday.. n cai ming's bday celeb at mos. Well.. dun tink i can attend cai ming's la? si bei leong ar.. and ah niao they r goin to ktv. Well.. hope ah niao wil have fun on his 21st birthday tmr! And im looking forward to see ur new image!

2006-11-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from steamboat at bugis wif andy n gang for lok's birthday!
Well.. its a rather simple one, and e guys keep teasing weihua. Well, we didnt take any pictures, i forgotten to bring my precious, and our usual camera girl cant turn up.

Yawn, im very tired now finally. And its only about to midnight. Compared to e past few nights, its very early. And stupid lousy MSN cant work properly. Something wrong with e connection i think? Everyone's nick is swearing. They ought to do something man.

Why am i so tired now? Well, again, sleepless night. Yesterday, i was rather sleepy at around 3+am? Thought i could finally sleep. I switched off e com n everything. Lay on my bed, bout found myself keep thinking about things. Alot of different things gashed into my mind. From things like regrets for e course im studying, and the desire to take up things im really interested in like interior designs, multimedia, languages, photography, and alot alot more. Now, i feel like i don't have enough time, don't have e money to pursue my desires. I want to learn free-hand drawing, learn alot alot. Really, im interested in those, and not books. I can do alot better. Cos, yesterday, ideas keep running through my head. Argh! However, i tink i will find time for all those after i finally finish my dip. With the dip, i can continue wif my dream. Well, i got alot of things to do.
I duno y, alot more things keep running tru my head. I tried to calm myself down n make myself sleep. But, nah.. i cant. Then duno how duno how long later, i finally fell aslp. Think 4 plus again.

Heard a bad news from meiyi. Hais, i feel for ym. I really totally understand how her heart breaks, i understand the pain. I really do, cos girl, i noe, i've been there. It brought me tears at night too, it brought me nightmares too. Fuck all e bastards. Hais.. I put my pride down once, and girl, really, a piece of my advice, its really not worth it. Yea, mayb u havent gif him ur best, but its really not an excuse for him to bring u such torturing pains. Since he is not doing anything to save, u dun have to beg. I've been through it, i noe i shouldnt let myself down again.

Crows are all black.
Hope i can have a good night rest.

2006-11-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

:)
yea im feeling good alrdy!
Thanks alex for tt wish, yea, im back to normal i guess..

Still cant really slp, tink something wrong wif my body clock.
Today studied after sch wif zhe ming.. Ha, yea i teached him some stuffs that i noe, and we exchange knowledge! Anyway we r e only 2 from our CP class, so gonna help each other la..

Tmr is lok's bday, goin for steamboat. Will meeting those peeps that i havent seen for quite sometime! Might also take pics? Ha...will post e pics if im not tooo lazy la.

Anyway, im back for good future!

2006-11-13T04:16:00.000+08:00

I have been moody for e past few days. I duno wads e reason, mayb its jus mood swings.
Have been staying home quite frequently these days.. ha.. unlike me i tink.
Mayb i duno who to hang out wif, cos those tt i feel like meeting is either too far away, or jusn aint free. Well.. was very bored then.

Anyway, i had a sudden crave of having jus a cup of hot coffee. Had a feeling that would make me feel better. But those 3-in-1 coffee in packets where by u only need to add hot water are running out. Left that tin of coffee which my mom often drinks. Ha, here i have to admit i gt no clue hw to make tt into a nice cup of drinkable coffee. So, yea, in short, i couldnt get myself a nice cup of coffee w/o having a need to step out of my house. So in turn, i had a cup of blackcurrent tea.

It sure helps.. feeling better now.
Mayb tis time, something hot is e antidote for my moodswing.

Chatted wif andy jus now, told him how i feel n all.. And all e shits.. Sure help alittle too.
Thanks andy!
Its lok's bday tis wed, and yea, we'll be having nice steamboat gathering again.

And also, very much because of my boredom, i started watching Death Note anime.
Well..its kinda interesting for me, duno why Wei Li says its boring.. Think we have diff taste la huh? Yea, since he is so much into RPG games, like final fantasy, which i find it totally stupid. :P
Wads so interesting bout having 3 characters each a turn to kill some monster or something?
Kinda stupid to me still..

Well..its 4.26am, but i stil cant slp. Wad e hack!?

2006-11-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

Ok. im having a very foul mood. A sudden mood swing.
i jus came back from vivo city, and i tink that is where i start to get my fucking foul mood.
It is a horrible experience. On a freaking weekend, vivo is filled wif ppl, especially small kids. The whole building is so crowded, n yet u gt to tolerate e small kids banging into u, n aunties blocking ur way. Some aunties wil suddenly stop infront of u,blocking ur way, jus to scold their kids. I was darn hungry, didnt eat anything, den was looking for a decent makan place. First, i saw Thai Xpress, its full house wif a long waiting queue. Then slowly, i walk ard wif joan, almost all e makan place has gt long queues. WTF? sucha big shopping centre, n all has long queues. Oh, hold on, ya, except for japanese restaurant. Well, but dun feel like eating japanese food.

After some time of searching, we saw a terra cafe, wif no queues, and a few table stil available. We took a look at e menu, and well, decided to hop in. Here goes another bad experience. The place were darn small, all e tables are quite close to one another, its so not comfortable. Then, the stupid restaurant doesnt serve ice water automatically, you gt to ask for it, and they wil only give u a pathetic SMALL cup. i ordered a linguinie marinara, and fish and chip for joan. Not very long later, my marinara is served. Its served in quite a pathetic portion too. As usual, i waited for joan's fish and chip to be served, den enjoy e meal together. But her fish and chip took like around 30mins? We waited impatiently, and my mood is really ruin man.

Actually wanted to catch a movie, but nah.. there goes my mood.

Friday nite
Met up wif ww,jh,meiyi n jj for dinner at bedok interchange.
Before that, ww came to my place to get e xbox tt im goin to return tt person. We carried that heavy thing ard man. Its been long since we all meet up for dinner ever since. Well, den we made our way to laby.

Its a happy nite. A happy nite wif them, drinking again, playing games, and also cam whoring..

And e lovely dovey couple.. Love em..

Acting Cute cam whoring!

Lobster Red!

And e games! 555.....!

2006-11-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

Yea.
As promised in the previous post, im uploading the pictures of me n my mom n not forgetting the cake.
N also, Meiyi keep her word by sending my mom a birthday wish tru sms. And ya, her irritating starting lines "亲爱的妈妈" which made my mom laugh.. :)

She's happy! im sorry mom, i've been rude to u again at times.. sry!

2006-11-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

After Uhem...
Now.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
i bought a tiramisu cake from 'emi-cake' located opp my house jus now.
Oh, of cos its for my mom. I was struggling whether to get from jus a cheap prima deli, or a better emi-cake. Well, i guess its enuff of al the cheap stuff, its time enjoy alittle. For my mom especially. So yea, n i bought some durian wrapped wif egg? Well, emi-cakes does great durian cakes (tts wad they promised?). My mom loves durians, however, seldom eat them cos me n my sis reali hate durian. The smell of it makes us really frustrated, its darn smelly! Well, Meiyi,jay n marcus should noe it very well.

Once that irritating meiyi purposely brought durian to my place wif marcus, n fuck, once i smell something yuckie, it have to be durians. She happily smiled at me and bring in e durians, n say its for my mom. Fuck, she tis cb, e durians is meant for irritating me. :@ And im really got so so angry man, jay,meiyi n mom started eatting, while i locked myself in our room. (forgt if marcus did join them)

"Argh tt jay better dun come near! :@"-in my mind.

Anyway, dey didnt manage to finish e durians, so it was kept in e fridge. And really, again! FUCK! e next thing i noe, e fugging fridge is filled wif durian smell!!! Wah..i couldnt get more furious.

Ya. thats how much i hated durian.

Back to e durian wrapped wif an egg. Ya, obviously its for mom. Well, to compensate for not having much chances to eat durian. I feel bad la, yea, but sry, durian = nono!
Anyway, i tried to ask sis over n eat e cake together, but she said she's not free, she have to catch a play. Well, den i called my auntie, invited her over to have cakes, but she refuse. Well, yea, my mom will reach home after 1030? n who would come at tt time jus to have cake yea? Well, tot i could held some mini surprise birthday for her, but well, again! its me! 1 person lesser than last yr though, but e party is still on!

So now waiting for her to come home, and BOOM! I'll upload e pics later!

2006-11-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

i turn in last nite at 2+, i tose n turn till 5am in e morn before i really gt some rest. Why? cos im very xin ku, cant breathe properly, horrible!

Went to see e doc jus nw, e doc whose name is MICHELLE TAN MING YING is reali vry snobbish. She jus wanna get her job over n done with, didnt really bother much about the patient's situation. She jus ask all e zhong dian, n quick prescription, n a quick get lost. -_- attitude face, really not at all a caring doctor. Unlike Dr David Ng, i rem e last time i went to polyclinic, it was Dr David Ng who consulted me, and he is a caring doc. Wadeva it is, MICHELLE TAN MING YING is is horrible la,not up to standard.

2006-11-07T11:03:00.000+08:00

Slowly, my throat went dry, flam increase and wrap round my throat. Then that's when i went coughing away. Coughed so badly till i feel like my throat would bleed anytime! I got to inheal forcefully, is my old friend (asthma) back for a visit?

Still went to Transview yesterday wif my usual bro, two of us only played 135(45*3) balls, but my hand hurts, i could feel e skin tearing. I've held the grip too tight, but stopped jus in time before it has blister.

Awhile ago, all e chio bi bis are chio-ing bi bis.. Now, all 3 gone.

Am really rather broke, got to find a job and start earning money.

2006-11-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

Well..ok. i lost my atm card. I duno how i lost it, mayb i lost it on fri nite. Shit.
Went dinner wif zi ming last nite, gt a terrible news. One of our fren dai ji dua diao. Good Luck Dan :P

Treated Zi ming as promised, to hav a simple dinner. After dinner, Ziming brought me to pasir ris for fishing! Ha.. its a small pond, n u pay 21bucks for an hour of fishing. Rather lame. At first, i thought its a scam, after waiting for awhile more, a couple beside us caught! its amazing, e fish struggle.. haha.. they darn lucky, caught two! Heard from zi ming they bring their own bait (fish), so tts y easier. We only use e bait given (dead prawn). Ha..though didnt catch anything, its a nice experience.

Um.. Argh duno why now at tis hour im alrdy abit dosing off.. yawn!
I keep coughing, faling sick again. -_-

2006-11-03T02:21:00.001+08:00

This speaks. Totallly.

2006-11-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

today in class, sam tt irritating fellow, opened up youtube n increase e volume, n tried to get attention. but e video, is quite funny, so well for once his doings i nv reali kp. :P

2006-11-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

HALLOWEEN 2006 @ Ministry Of Sound

We Met the injured soldier (Meiyi&Me designed alan's outfit! n is cool!)at My Hse.

Subsequently,the crazy/cute/horrible creatures...

She is my Fav thru out the whole nite.

Our New Fren-Ozgure.

(Note:He looks vry much like Becks.Deosnt he?LOL) all the way from Turkey

The Night Was Crazy And Fun.But,REgretted nt Gg to Zouk.Heard tt is much more nicer then MOS.

Never mind,ther is always a next year! :)

2006-11-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

I suddenly miss those days.
A few years back then, we were working at a pub, thats where we get to know them, and alot more friendships began. i remember how they used to come down almost everyday, accompany us till we knock off. The games we play, the buey paiseh things we did. the laughters, the games.
I get to know my bestie, and made a few good frens whom i noe they care. Though now they always tease, yea, but i know they do.

There's days we always held the meetings at my place, There's days when they got nothing to do, they'll hang out at my place, There's days when they have to hide some truths, they looked for my place.
There's days on impt festives we were only found walking along orchard, wif no idea wher to go. There's days we kept returning back to e same old pub wher we met. There's days when we really have no penny and we jus carry on our lepak sessions.
However, ever since then, we stop hanging out together, we stop the usual laughters, we stopped the usual activities, we stopped the usual lj daijis.

Everything aint e same, everything stopped right there. It stopped, but its still in my heart.
That day when we finally had a meet up, although my eyes were filled wif tears, but im happy that we all shared e laughters again. Its gonna be friday again, shall we meet again before he get held up again? Well.. i feel like, but i duno if i should.

Well..nothing much, jus that i missed e grp's company. Nothing more.

2006-10-20T09:33:00.000+08:00

Well..orite, havent been blogging, cos my fucking com is giving me prob! Argh, am not able to go online for e past 1week (onli while im workin)? i have complained enuff of my com, n describe wad probs my com gives me, so now aint gonna say le.. got sick of it.

Well, today is my last day at work, sch is gonna start next week. Fuck e timetable, AWOL studied so hard, jus bcos we wanna stil get together next sem, and now i duno wtf TP is doin, we failed nothing but AWOL is gonna b separated. Well, shin yun n me wil b goin to another class, ya, so zhang zhe ming wil be my class mate, but stil i dun wanna lose ong n gang! -_- its reali pissing me off lo..! Im now boiling hot man!

Then, next wed, hope i can go mambo! And tues is halloween leh.. man.. no money for e costumes la.. dun expect me to reali wear pumpkin.. :P Wher is val gonna get e pair of long ears? :P

Hm..yest, they ask me to meet..but..nah.. "FANG SHEN"
David was sick, ya n i went to his place to acc him, havent seen for days cos recently everyday very tired,everyday OT.. Hm.. today is my last day, so tonite is mahjong nite wif jon n yl.

And also, thanks to ziming da ge for waking me up in e morning for yest n today, if not for him, tink i wil b late man.. :D

I need to meet my frens soon, ppl like ivy, pris, celine, calyn n weili..and not forgetting val, ww n jh.

2006-10-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Am jus inhuman.

Taurus
The Bottom Line
You are your own best teacher in life -- ask tough questions and dig down deep.

In Detail
You are your own best teacher in life, so keep that in mind when you encounter an unfamiliar situation today: You should take advantage of this episode by making it a learning opportunity. Ask tough questions, and don't take a simple yes or no for an answer. Make sure you are satisfied by what you are told. If not, keep digging until you find out what you need to know. People respect other people who accept the fact that they don't know everything.

well.. i duno wad to do.

2006-10-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

:) He is sweet.
He has ants all over.
Im just blessed to have him.

Yest went ktv wif karwai, varian, adrain, willie, zhe ming n wei qi.
We had fun! ha.. hard rock! all ki siao.. we should go more often.. :D
And my prince is sweet enough to tolerate me, let me enjoy myself, and also pamper me well! :D

2006-10-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hm.. Mayb PMS lately?
Feel so pekcek..
hm.. i so darn leong man..
Yet varian n gang still insisted on goin ktv for bk's bday n celebrate adrain for getting license.
But im seriously so poor.. argh.. duno la..
i dun even noe how to go back n all, i stil gt to work tmr, den like.. Argh!
if i nv go, they sure kpkb until si bei jia lat.. But i reali have my reasons man..
Im not as lucky as them, im not as rich as them.
When come to money matters, i reali feel ji tao useless.
argh..im reali sick of blaming.

I reali wish to faster reach my dream, do wad i like n get big cash.
So i dun have to see other's face, i dun have to be despised.
Dont have to feel useless, dun have to be let down by others.
I can enjoy more, i can do wad i wan, spend on wad i wan.
I can meet up wif my girls, enjoy, without having to hold back.

Recently e haze is quite bad.. Especially on saturday. Saturday went to Ah bang's bday chalet, catch up wif e guys, well.. So long didnt see them.. They are still as gentlement. :D
Hm..David joined me in e middle of e nite at e chalet. Well.. He is rather quiet cos he paiseh?
Well.. but abit too quiet, too anti i feel.. Im kinda disappointed wif that.
Well.. ya, we r together alrdy, finally agreed on that tt sunday.
After considering so many factors, im touched by him. But, still, today, i fear..
Never mind bout tt, i'l see to it.

Hm.. miss my darling meiyi/val!
Want to meet her up soon.. We have been chatting online for e past 2weeks?
While we both r working.. ha.. and go for smoking brks together while contacting tru phone.
We are a pair of lovely doveys isnt it? :P
i changed my blog skin bcos of her words too..
Happy not siao eh?

Hm.. Halloween is ard e corner! i havent been to any halloween party man.. Am i gonna miss it again tis yr? Spoke to val n weili about it.. =D Well.. i hope to we can go party together man!
So, val, pls take note of tt.. (L)

2006-10-03T17:23:00.000+08:00

=)
i jus came in and share wif u guys something.
Look at this...

This is Ju Hua Cha specially made by Mr David Soin~!
He boiled it himself.. that is so sweet! Jus bcos im sick, and how thoughtful of him..
He is now under my office waiting for me to knock off le.. :$
Hm..He is having fever too.. but stubborn him, always think that he is Dr Soin. -_-

Anyway, today at office, i zuo bo again, but of cos there is some stuff to do la..
I have been zuo bo-ing from 4? till now.. and another 10mins to knock off..
I really hope tmr will have more stuff man..
Anyway, thats not the point.
My boss was asking' why is bluetooth called bluetooth?'
And im bored till e extend of doing a research on it.
You guys wanna learn something?

The website says this :
"Bluetooth" is named after King Harald Blatand - or Harold Bluetooth in English. During the formation of the trade organization that sets standards for Bluetooth technology, the Bluetooth SIG, a code name was needed to refer to the wireless technology.
One evening while discussing European history and the future direction of wireless technology, a comparison between the Danish King Blatand and the new wireless technology was noted. King Blatand ruled in the 10th century, and he was instrumental in uniting warring factions in the area of Scandinavian Europe that is now Norway, Sweden and Denmark. Similarly, Bluetooth technology is designed to unite multiple technologies and devices from differing industries that hadn’t previously been compatible. The code name Bluetooth stuck.

Haha.. and learned also about yahoo.. :P Wad a nice day at work! But think val is stressing la.. she got to stay back w/o OT pay today.. another 3 mins n im knocking off!

Oh yA.. yesterday, i took a cab home, cos im reali too sick, den when i reached home, i couldn't find any themometer.. so i called ah tat, and ask him to lend me a themometer.. Went up to his floor, and he was goin out to teach tuition. Anyway, went home and took my temperature, it was 37.8 degree. Hm.. But now im feeling better, cos i took panadol! :D and im fit.

2006-10-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

Gosh~! im sick.. freaking cold here in office..Mayb its e temperature? but i dun see much ppl wearing jackets.. they say its not cold. Have been feeling very giddy since morn, duno wad has happened la.. -_- i dun wanna fall sick this time man! If i were to fall sick, i'll still head to work tmr, to earn, as well as to work. Cos if i didnt come, things will cock up, if i didnt record some things, they are not permitted to carry on their work. So pls, pls, i dun wanna fall sick.

Suppose to meet up wif kar wai,varian n gang later for ktv session. But guys, sorry, reali cant make it. Later see how if im feeling better lo..

Well..now nothing to do le, the other side reai are faxing e docs so slowly man.. -_-
Another 45mins den i can head home.. Argh.. pls, Mr time, pass faster k? i need to get home.

2006-09-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool,it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You're losin' all control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Ooooh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

2006-09-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

These few days at work, was good! i attend work everyday, and yea feel good.
And ya, now nothing to do again, so im blogging! relac jack!
But i heard starting for next week, i'll be more busy. I hope so man.. cos time will pass faster, and hopefully i can work OT. Cos in this way = more money!? :P

Now, Stanley my colleague is reading newspaper behind me.. -_- i thought onli i so relac.. He also relac..zuo bo.. Ha..no wonder he ask me 'take a rest lo..' .

Wednesday, after work, went home relac awhile, den went zouk at nite wif vic, zi ming, chrystal, yvonne, samantha, anna,daniel n a few of their frens.. Its quite happening, alot of ppl there, and roger joined us later.. I had great fun! Its been so long since i last smelled zouk. Hm..hopefully can go more often, mayb my clubbing seasons gonna be activated soon.. haha.. Well, den zi ming, yvonne n sam went off early. Vic, vic's fren, roger n i went for supper after tt. Roger was kinda drunk, and i ended up walking him back first. Brought him back le, den went back home, and reached at 6? David was waiting for my call e whole nite.. sry david! chatted wif him for awhile, den slp. woke up at 8+. Was relactant to go work then, but still went la.. lucky i came, if not i earn a day lesser. :D

Yesterday, Thursday, varian came and accompany me for lunch. Thanks varian, if not i got to join e aunties n uncles for lunch, den si bei sian. =X

Then today! David came dwn to have lunch wif me, he offered, and ya..happy! He say he'll come more often if i want. :D He sweet. But, im still not ready for anything. Well..feel bad, cos i cant gif my all, no status n all, n ike wasting his time. cos well, if i reali tried, tink we wont last also la.. Alot of factors. So better dont try first. The horoscope asked me not to start a r/s now, cos its not e right time. Says, ask me to think properly, think before any actions. Yea, its rather true, so.. i duno wad i want. But i feel good having him ard. But on e other hand, alot of my friends cares for me and is there for me when i need. I reali cant leave my frens, i dun wanna leave my frens for anyone ever again. its reali not worth it. So if i reali commit again, i might lose my freedom? Im of cos ok wif e idea of bringing my bf out wif my frens, but, scared if they nv talk, or wad, like either of them will feel akward? no good rite?

My horoscope from friendster
Sometimes the best course of action is no action ... especially in the realm of romance. Today, if you feel overwhelmed by someone's attentions, don't let it show. As a matter of fact, don't let them know that they've even affected you. Now is not the time to move anything forward -- especially a new relationship. Don't fall under the false assumption that you need to provide positive feedback or encouragement. Let them simmer in their own juices for a while.

Well..it all reflects back to one thing, im not ready yet. Contridicting rite? Argh..

Anyway, tonite will be playing mahjong wif dav, jon and yi ling.
After work wil have dinner n movie wif dav first.

Vic will be flying off tmr nite! Hai~ 1 yr man..den i can get to see my ka cheng! Sian... Hope he'll have fun there la.. and he'll be safe, and bring presents back! Whaha..

Shin yun also will be flying to bangkok next sat, so Bon voyage! be back safely girl!
YEa..n a meet up next fri before her flight. Chill Chill~!

2006-09-27T15:19:00.000+08:00

well..im resting in office again, today rather slack.. i was late, ard 8.50 reach office, but e rest are even later..about 8.55-9? haha..im reali in love wif tis company man.. reali slack.. didnt have lunch, cos was rather full, had breakfast wif david b4 work, n b4 his paper. Den i jus finished having cup noodle in e office. love tis place hell lot. I learn new things, and am doing good..

Hm..saw jay n gang yest at 85, i was wif dav goin for dinner. Hm.. been quite sometime since i last saw them.. and i was rather shock to see jay there la..cos i tot onli jh n ww. nvm..it DOESNT matter at all..Then dav n alex study ard my area yest nite, n nut came dwn find mi talk.. :D everyday im slping late n waking up early! eh tong!

Anyway, tonite i'll be zouking wif vic n gang. Last clubbing wif vic in tis coming 1 yr.. hm..hope zi ming can go la.. Last time leh.. last nite we can hang like tt in big grp. stupid ns of his la..wad guard duty..shit.. mei ren qing wei.

Val started work today, but tink is reali not as slack as i am. now no ppl kp me while i working..sian.. no one keep mi company while i zuo bo lan. but aiya..val..dun slack..work! gt contract u mai dai ji liao liao.

tink nothing much to blog la..not reali in e mood too..
i go jees break le.. envy me man! :D

2006-09-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

Woah! im in office now.. Oh ya, if i havent inform u guys about my work, im now working at donaldson, admin work. And today is my first day at work, n im blogging away! Zuo bo! Wee!!!
The people here are nice, and well.. basically this morn im doing nothing. Jus abit of work, and chatting away in msn! Ha.. nice.. im jus sitting here n get money! Mayb cos its first day onli la.. :P

Jus came back from lunch wif my manager n colleages.. Very full.. tink i like my job.. I can gain experience and learn new things.. :D Thanks to david for suggesting i start this job first. I didnt regret till this point.. :D Happy happy HAPPY! i need to do alot of shopping man, so ya think i will attend work everyday! since its quite slack too.. :P

Over here are not very strict wif e dressings..so think dont reali need much shopping for clothings la..mayb alittle will do...

2006-09-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

well..jus came back from a meet up wif zi ming, vic( ka cheng), joel, anna n crystal..
wow..its been so long since we met up like tt man..
tis wed goin club wif them at zouk.. :)
finally goin club! vic goin japan soooon..!
hm..recieved reali life stories..
it goes like tt...
" tis guy has been goin lasup pubs wif whosoever, n also letting e wife noe. And wad amazed me most is that e wife can accept!"
omg..i duno wad e world has becoming to man.. Everyone have been doing funny things outside, and its perfectly normal to them! wad can i say.. i really cant accept man..
wth? i reali duno wads e use of having relationships, and marriage, and doing all these stuff.. it onli benefits e guys isnt it? ladies who does e same thing wil only be called cheap. And guys? onli s term called "flirt, Feng liu"
Find it jus pointless..totally pointless..
God gave us love for? for wad? when loving is onli decieveing and cheatings..
Enuff of that man.. wads e use? Well..i noe its not all couples are doin e same things, so den, that few percent of perfect relationship is so so so little.. And who is so heng to get all these? not me i presume, cos im a jinx.. Always meeting shits at e end. Argh! fed up!

Well..thats life? then better dun live rite? when living is onli getting hurts, bloods, and wad else? tears? sadness? argh! wtf!

2006-09-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

hm..well..recently accompanied david for lectures..ya..want him to pass la..kinda like spend most of my time wif him? besides the usual meet ups wif my other frens la..

Den for jay, happy for him to get into e semi-finals..expected la actually.. So for sure he dun need any same old wishes la..cos he sure can..

Met zi ming da ge for a drink tt day, ya..and jus talk lo.. And vic will be flying soon..hai~ my ka chang! 1 yr leh.. hope he'll enjoy ther la..

Met pris n malcom for coffee tt day also, went hong kong cafe, and well..our fren came crying to us again.. hai~ n yet stil, she refuse to listen to us, wanna continue to slog..hai~ it reali made us boil hard.. very sad to see her like tt..

Den, recently ate alot of ice creams, mac flurry + extra toppings of oreo.
ice creams can make ppl happier, mood better..
i need lots man.. n i feel like having them now..

Hm..duno, feel something is missing la..duno wads wrong..
have been thinking, im not a good soul, hate my past, well..
Regine aint any gd soul, not a gd gal, ugly shit, poor shit.
keep having the cravings for alcohol... mayb jus dun feel good recently la..

If i didnt met tt stupid xiao j 6 yrs back, tink my life wun be so chui la..
he ruin everything.. everytime i tink back, i reali feel damn fucked.
but i cant do a shit, why am i so dumb.. my URL totally suits me well.
Alot of ppl sure cant accept, n nv imagined wad i'll go tru..
yucks..jus a piece of shit la..
Ruin ruin, he totally ruin my lie.

Duno, mayb its jus mood swings..
i dun dare to believe words, by alot of ppl, i duno dem well, dun dare..
it wil really make me feel so fucked when i believe, and at e end, get back lies, n all..
i've been easily cheated, and reali dun need any lies again.
i dun wanna get bullied, dun wanna get shits, so mayb single is reali e best choice.
i can do anything, go anywher, and dun need to gif a damn bout anyone.
dun hav to worry tt im being cheated, dun have to worry about anything.

Hm.. reali feel like clubbing.. get a tinched of alcohol, and jus make myself feel better..
Enjoy n all.. i've been saying i wanna go club from like since b4 exam till now, and didnt even step into it! Well..next week! confirm! WED!

Now, val, i updated my blog le, so dun kpkb, wad disgrace to bloggers man.. -_-
meet up soon! tmr?

2006-09-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

Im back from e chalets. And now im sick! David brought me to e doc today, and surprisingly, there aint any long queue! It only took me quite a short while. Before i went in to e doc, i looked at the door, wher it states e doc's name. "DR DAVID NG" Ha..coincedence. Yea, n im feeling drowsy while typing this blog, cos i took e med. Man..it taste awful man! Well..i got to thank David for bringing me to e doc.. :)

The chalets are fun.. It allows us to bond closer together. Me n my frens.. whether is it P506, or e AWOL. :) Mon til wed, is my yr 1 class, P506 gang. Sure its fun!We played games as a whole, drink as a whole, n take care of ppl when they r drunk together as a whole too! We had fun laughing at em when they r drunk, n sure we noe each other better after e 3days stay. Next sem, hope to see them all, and tt we can hav lunch as usual la..Jus hope tt our time table allows.

For AWOL, Sure, 3 days stay made us grew stronger n bonded, it gifs us a beta understanding about each other, and allows to express how much we love each other, and we care alot. Some of us gif each other a peck on e cheek, cos well..we love each other la.. :) A grp that are bonded.

Hm..im feeling vry drowsy now..

Hm..Well..jus nw read meiYi's blog, she met him yest, and well..tink he is doin real fine, hope he is hapi den.. I know he will. Now, he ord le, hai~ 2yrs past jus like tt.. i stil rem e day b4 he hav to enlist, we shed tears, cos we r together everyday, n a sudden seperation can kill us. N nw, its jus over like tt, well.. Fate.

Well..i wish all my frens are stil in good shape, i havent seen u guys for a week.
Alex..you should b quite relac, its been raining alot recently, n u sure shake leg, eat n slp rite? :)

WeiLi..Can chat wif u more often alrdy, so dun keep saying y frens eat grass.. :P

MeiYi..See u soon gal..despite stil gt kpkb wif u online la..but yea la..miss u..

Varian.Ethan.. Dun drink so much alrdy la.. take gd care of ur health n ur sup papers.

2006-09-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

Wow! Today i learned golf at the drving range from zi ming da ge! Played at e used-to-be turf city..Nice! im getting into it man.. =D act too much.. But yea, i really enjoyed myself.. :) Hit 135 balls today! And zi ming da ge says im bound to have aches tonite.. We'll see!

Golf seems easy, but its not that easy after all.. You need to have concentration to maintain the posture and the consistency of the swing.. Wow! Ha.. Looking forward to more golf session man.. Its pretty common nowadays, compared to the earlier days. Its rather cheap now, not an expensive game i should say. It used to be only meant for the rich? Well..tt's wad i tink la..and assured by zi ming da ge.

Been hanging out wif ziming da ge pretty often these days, noe why? Maybe bcos he is wif lotsa craps, make me laugh non-stop whole day, and make me not think so much. Further more, He is damn eng(free) now..Waiting to be posted to diff out..Besides, we kinda grew up together, and his is jus like my big bro! Great to have a bro like him n vic. But vic is flying soon.. how sad...

Ard the golf course, there is a place whereby ppl ride their horse ard..wow.. They are darn fucking rich man.. To have horse there, u have to pay few thousands a MTH! And to buy a horse, its almost e price of a car. -_- i really wonder why there are such rich ppl in this world. I even see young kids riding their horse! Unfair! Tong ren bu tong ming! Jealous!

Well..Suppose to go jogging wif ong n wei bin, but its seems like its gonna rain jus now, so change to monday.. Next week i've got a few chalets to go man.. And going for interview on monday, seriously i hope i could get the job la..Sound like a fun job!

Hm..after e sweat today from golfing, i feel like there is stil some colours yet to be found mah.. Mayb now, a healthier lifestyle can bring me colours.

As we act..

And I act..

And we aim the ball picker =D

That's how rich ppl are..

Including this..

2006-09-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

There are alot of things i really dont feel like saying. Alot of things, i jus really don't want to mention, and i just feel like keeping it to myself. Why? there isnt any reason, just that i dont feel that there is a need to let anyone noe a weak side of me, and also, i duno how to say. Just really don't feel like. So if possible, don't ask me cos i won't say. Unless, mayb one day i'll jus automatically throw all out? Who noes?

I haven't been blogging for a few days, cos i am too lazy, and duno wad to blog. I have been hanging out wif vic and zi ming recently. Went supper at wan toh sek, and shopping at parkway. Hm.. Thanks ziming for my "BirthdayPresent"! He wif his crappy jokes, never fails to make me laugh till i toh lang. Sometimes i really wonder wad is he made of man.

Hm..actually we have a tennise session this afternoon, but Ziming has fever..so too bad! Get Well Soon Bud!

Have been sending resumes out just now, hope i can get a job soon la..
And next weeks i have quite a no. of chalets! Hm..Leong ar LEong~!

Well..Something is wrong wif me, i duno wads up my mood. i duno what i need to feel better.
Get wasted?well.. feel like though i hate e after feeling.
Jus got to clear stuffs..ASAP!

2006-09-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

Life is complicated,
jus in a mess.
Well..
im sry to caused my best fren trouble.
Mayb everything is really my fault,
i duno, confused.
Again,
Regine may trust ppl too easily,
But i duno,
i really don't wanna care so much alrdy..
Just wanna get on my life,
Living wif frens,
For at least i will get no more nonsense from anyone,
no hurts,
no nothing.

Just dun bother me..
I really dun want anything from anyone.
Leave me alone.

2006-09-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hm..met zi ming for lunch jus now, he brought me to thomson plaza to have sushi.. Its been so long since i last stepped into Thomson Plaza man..Victor xia, my ka cheng join us later. Well its very filling man.. Thanks Zi Ming! Saw a very nice bag, but did check its price. There is s small book fair there, and found some OLDSCHOOL character comic(BEANO), wow, impressed, bought it, and bought another book as well.. Ha..act like..

After lunch, we headed to Toa Payoh Safra, went there for JACKPOT. :) Wow, not bad huh..quite fun.. you can win fast, as well as lose fast. Well..i lost 1buck, vic bo lai, and Ziming tink he won 20+? Ha..they might be goin to those casino in cruise soon.. *Grin*

Hm..after so, went home, and started packing my room..Hm..out of a sudden, duno why, jus feel like packing..Although its definately better la, but still find it messy.. Hm..standard la perhaps..

2006-09-03T07:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Michelle & c00kieMOn!
Hm..Finally finished my papers, and now quite relac.. Jus now went for mich's bday at fisherman, den met up wif zhanming my sec sch mate there. Well..i duno wad to blog actually..e main motive is to show u guys some pics i took while studying at nut's place, wanna yaya abit.. :P

Jus look at e table filled wif notes!

After a day of studying, dey need a rest.

Ong's beloved weiwei!

Hm..gonna find a job soon, cant wait for ti kong to drop money, i need to shop!
Besides, gonna meet up wif Val for girl's nite, WeiLi for starBucks, ZiMing for lunch, ND & gang for clubbing, n manymany more! =)

Oh ya, and one more thing. Those who doesn't like wad i post, don't agree on my actions, thinks that i shouldn't be posting this kinda things and mentioning names, that's reali ur prob, not mine, i aint gonna stop jus bcos u ppl dun like. There isnt a need for u all to kpkb, u may think im bad for writing n scolding..But com'on, u duno wads happening. An angel she may seems, but aww..i duno how long u guys will be deceived. I dun need to spelled it all out clearly for u guys, cos ppl who see it, they will noe. So well.. Believe it or not, thats ur problem, not mine. So just to inform u that, all my rantings here, has nothing to do wif u either, think wadeva u want about me, i don't owe anyone my life, i reali don't care how u think of me, cos accept it or not, her actions are really ugly.

2006-08-31T18:07:00.000+08:00

well..bcos of the demand for post, well..tink i'll write a short one nw..
Hm..as usual, at nut's place now wif ong, chongwei, shin yun n nut. Jus came back from sch after telesys paper. Tmr is my last intronet paper! swee!

Hm..Recently jus basically studying everyday. Staring at e books, but sometimes reali cant get anything in mind. Hm...tink today'spaper will flank bah..hai~ i dun wanna take supplementry paper! how~? tmr's paper i havent touched abit, and its very hard...memorising work.. hai~ duno how..now now we r stil slacking in nut's room n talking bout life. And having wars of pinching face.. -_- but nut slpin..

Hm..last nite, was jus telling alex tt i wanna smoke, den he came dwn to pass mi cigs.. cos he wif his fren, so he say shun bian.. -_- troubled him.. Thanks ar..next time reali no need ar.. But, anyway ur exams over also nothing to do, too free can send me e cigs rite? well..fine..im onli left wif 1 paper..swee!

This examination period, bonds between me,shin yun, ong, wei wei, weibin n nut became closer.. ha..so wad will happen after e exams? Well..tink we will meet at once a week, or at least once in 2 weeks bah..Hm..stil tinking if i should get a new lcd monitor..cos if i i buy means i wun have money for shopping..hai~ duno la..but definately dun tink im getting from jay..not good to kiam ppl..

Hm..kk..tts all bout e update guys.. :)

2006-08-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

hm.. Happy Birthday Shin Yun!
Today is shin yun's bday..and we took our busfund paper.. Hm..should be ok la? hope wil pass la..

Yesterday, studied whole day at nut's place, till nite time i went back home to makan, cos mom cooked ho liao.. Then went back to nut's place study till 4am. Me, nut, ong n chong wei became real shag...but keep forcing ourselves.. Um..too bad shin yun cant join us..

Well..den slept at 4+,woke up at 8+ study again. Shin yun n Wei Bin den came and join us at 10?As nut and i were smoking outside house, we met a robbery case! First we saw a malay guy, in his 20s, running extremly fast dwn e stairs, we didnt think much, den we heard a lady's voice, talking, not very loud, so we too didnt care. Then e lady was holding alot of things in her hands, she stood infront of us, saying she is being robbed. We didnt believe at first, cos is like "huh?" she doesnt seems like, and furthermore we nv imagained this kinda thing would ever happen? We went "huh?really ar?" ha..e lady den confirmed wif us tt its really a robbery..nut immediately put dwn his notes, and ran dwn e stairs. Then i ran back to nut's place n take my phone for e lady to call e police.When i went in, i told e rest bout someone being robbed, and e guys went to help, while poor shin yun gt to stand outside e house cos its not locked, and after witnessing it, of cos will scared?
Wow..this is e first time i saw tis kinda thing man. But of cos, e guy ran away, and dun tink he'll caught la..So there isnt any use to call e police also.The funny thing is i heard from e lady, e malay guy even apologised while he snatched e phone. LOL!
Then after tt, we went back n study, and we r onli left wif 2hrs? Dunno whether to consider us lucky or unlucky? bcos of e robbery case we waste e time tt should be studying..But its rare to see this kinda thing man.Well..Really it doesnt seems or look like a robbery case, cos e lady is too cool to keep still and not shout. If we happen not to be outside, we also won't noe man. She didn't shout. So a lesson being learn is to shout when u r being robbed, to alert e people around u, and there are higher chances tt e idiot will get caught.

Hm..Den after e paper, met alex n melvin for cigs, den go tamp mall kia kia, cos e bday gal wanna kia kia. :P Bought some small gifts for her, though cant give her any surprise, but hope she like it la..though its cheap. Paiseh ar..no time.. but i wu sim can liao rite? :P

Ya den after e session wif awol, went to meet alex pass him things, den balik kampong. Tonite got to rest man, tmr study at nut's place again! -_- 3 more papers! Endure!
Hm..jay is having some competition now, so let's wish him e usual phrase "GOod Luck!" though, we all know there isnt a need.

And..
TO ALEX LIU, thanks ar..dun remind me that u finished ur papers alrdy ar! you wont wanna see me lose e drive to study hor? thanks ar.. haha..

TO TAT WEE,im ok la..don't worry.. :) good to hear that u r still my loyal fans..haha..

2006-08-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

Ok, i tried to fought, i told him, i want to face wadeva shit.But now, again anad again, everthing u said jus put me down again and again. u told me only frens, no more physical cotacts, but am i seeing? BULLSHIT. Oh i cant blame that fucking croc alecia to be so darn fucking cheap, throwing herself at ppl, practically allowing anyone to touch, goes ard touching whichever souls which IT says is GOOD FRENS. THAT IS E NATURE FOR CHEAP SLUTS. so, u can accept it, and making urself cheap too, thats ur prob, i will nv tolerate tis, and of cos, nv will i even lay a finger on my good guys frens for no reason. That is the diff between CHEAP SLUTS and me. U r definately degrading urself. definately giving me a clearer defination of wad is "not worth it".

I told u, practically turning myself into a dog.now i tink back, for u who enjoy sluts!? not worth a shit. u said how u wish i will b e one going tmr, n how u told me e other time saying for e 2nd audition, u will definately want me to go. can i ask a request from u? CAN U STOP BULLSHITTING?U THINK IM REALLY DUMB?OR U R SO CHEAP THAT U NEED SLUTS!? I dun need someone who is cheap n shits ard. Quit playing games with me.

Jus let sluts touch u all over, turn u into another cheap thing, for all i care. All i can say is, wad ever i do, at least i wont regret in e future, though i feel kinda stupid n dog after doing all these. For at least, i see it wif my own eyes, i bought a precious truth. and never will i ever do a thing for u again. So REALLY...I WONT BE UR BAIT AGAIN.

CHEAP CROCS FRENS, U GUYS ARE REALLY STUPID TO BE DECEIVED BY SUCH CHEAP REPTILE ARD U, REALLY KP ME FOR ALL I CARE, SOONER OR LATER U WILL SEE IT.

2006-08-25T02:15:00.000+08:00

She has been telling to fight for my own happiness, fight for him. But wouldnt he be jus plain blinded by my doings, and com out wif a decision that is not from within his heart? doesnt tt mean its not truthfully his decision?he is jus blinded?She tells me that there is no such thing as i wait for his decision n do nothing n jus plain wait for his return. Cos the world is cruel, n i got to be despicable.But, it wouldnt be e true outcomes from within isnt it?I only want e genuine heart, not blinded.

I cant accept the fact that he still lies to me when im back, cos e moment im back, i laid everything aside, and trusted him alot. But the fact that i noe its nothing but lies again, i reali duno wad i should do.Cos i may not be able to trust him again.

Another supported my tinking. She said jus let him think wif his heart. Follow his heart. He broke e trust again n again. And if e decision he made after me showing is not wad he really feels there is no point. And if i fought, and lies still drops by, i wil feel worst. I dun wanna get hurt, i wanna get pampered.

Until his decision is made, i really dun wanna hinder his way. But.. Well.. mayb i jus got to tink about it..dun wanna hinder his way, dun wanna disturb his thoughts of finding e things tt he reali want..But if he still remains uncertain, i will see things that i dun want, and i'l get hurt again.
He said he will return, and would not hurt me again. I'll just have to wait..just have to wait..

2006-08-25T01:07:00.001+08:00

Maybe it will be better this way.Its either all or nothing, its either me or it. Well..i duno, im not forcing u, neither am i threatening u, im jus telling u, i dun wan to be in a situation, i'd rather leave. But..But..so we'll talk again when u reali noe wad u need n wad u want. But for a better way out, its obviously not me.

Well..i'll sitting for my first paper tmr, maths 2. Well..should b ok bah..i've lately only concentrated on maths, so e rest i stil have no idea.. -_- But i dun wan to sit for supp if possible. So..hai~ though im so tired, jus cant get enuff rest, i'll stil have to push..

Read from a fren's blog, he was saying something bout "love or lust". I tink tt's a very good question for alot bah.. So i've checked out e dictionary. But its rather long..so i'll only attached part of it...

LOVE-
1.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

Lust-
1.
intense sexual desire or appetite.
2.
a passionate or overmastering desire or craving (usually fol. by for): a lust for power.
3.
Obsolete.
a.
pleasure or delight.
b.
desire; inclination; wish.

Well...better understanding?hm..i tink.."life" is complicating..its jus complicated.
I hope he'll not drink so much..i hope he doesnt force himself for the answer, cos i believe, e answer will be out from within..not by force.

Just..take care..

2006-08-24T02:08:00.000+08:00

just get tis shit off me.
just let me go.
i fucking stucked here feeling terrible.
i really dun wan to keep feeling tis way.
jus fuck off and enjoy ur life at crocs farm.
pls dun bull shit anymore.
jus dun let me feel terrible.
i find it plain useless.
i reali hate living.
Really hate all e shits.
so let go.
i dun need all the uncertainty,
i dun need all the shits.

2006-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

Really thanks for that truthful reply.Finally its out from ur mouth, i noe why u r hiding, its obvious, but its either u duno it urself or u jus didnt say. Finally its out, that will do u good. Then all e best. i cant accept it though so, ya, dun appear infront of me. Pls grant me tis wish til things are ok for me. I'll excues tmr, cos its my fren's bday. So after tmr, it wil be over.

So if u want me to wish u best of luck, wait then. but i tink i might b able to in e future.Now it only makes me boil.

ya guys, i cut my hair. My new hair do is a failure though, which makes ong n gang laugh hard. No more hotties.Im sad, lately luck hasnt been on my side, but i hope it wont affect my exams. The salon at century square named "STORM" is not a gd place for hair do. So,dun go. she cut my fringe til an act cute outlook. -_- you noe? those jap kinda hair style? aRgh..

Really, bad day till now, nothing is good. I suddenly feel so sick of living. I just hate living. i like nothing bout living. i hate the world, i hate the outside world. i hate the freaking ugly side of the world. The reality is ugly, humans are ugly, i am ugly.

SO I REALLY HATE LIVING.

2006-08-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY...i fuck you!
i reALLy fuck you..u r jus too disgusting..
carry on your fucking disgusting actions..
For all i care..
Really..go for e reptile man..
Reptiles and Blue bird are besties..
So both are name under disgusting freaks.

For all i care, tml im onli going for a fren's bday, whether to see u or not,
you won't have a place in my sight.
Seriously...don't u dare to talk to me, i dun wanna give a fucked up face on my fren's bday.
So really..get lost my life.GET LOST!

2006-08-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

Empty..
i wanna smoke..
jus empty..
chatting wif ong,chong wei,shin yun now..about relations..
suddenly bottled up wif..
duno hw to explain e feeling..
jus..
EMPTY

still..hate reptiles...disgusting freaks.

2006-08-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

Liquid room is really not a place to club. Its too small, n age grp is too young..well..its just reali not a nice place at all..too act-like. Um..YEsterday(sat) went to bugis to makan wif jay,jj,mei yi,ww,jh,wr,ricky,jerm,jm,shu,kai n candy. It was jHao's bday, and we went to liquid room after tt..But b4 that, i met jay at orchard den went to some wedding dinner awhile den went off to meet e guys. Hm..anyway, i will nv go Liquid Room again..I bet the grp wil also not go ther again man..

Well..i really hate crocodiles, i hate reptiles.They spoil my mood. Really..i wonder why is their skin so thick, argh! I understand that it takes 2 hands to clap, so i dun believe tt u nv said anything or done anything to make her react this way..So dun bullshit. But really, i noe i dun need to care so much. I dun have the need to let this things affect me, so i will not. i vowed here i wun kp. Read this carefully, i dun believe cos it really makes no sense. I'll keep quiet. i shant SPEAK.

I jus hope, people, pls be true to wad u r doing, how u really feel, and pls, make sense out of it. The truths always tele wif the reality i believe. So once it doesnt tele, dun try to lie ur way tru. I've seen too much ppl wif mask these days, the first one hit me hard cos its too unbelievable, and i tell u, i wont let it happen again, i wont trust anyone too easily again, i wun trust.

2006-08-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

Wah...today is a freaking bad day! First,i got to go back to school jus to pay my school fees. I've got no lesson, and jus bcos of the freaking fees, i got to go all e way to school. I called e school, and asked if i can pay on monday n be excused, but failed. So goodness gracious me got to go back.

I stepped out of my house and could feel the burning flame from the sun.While going to school, i boarded a darn stuffy and hot bus, filled wif smelly smell of sweats. ARGH! What could be worst wif that kinda awful smell!Well..when i reached the office, there is a freaking queue of 6 to 7 people, and the queue takes a darn whole day to be my turn man. Finally after paying the fees, i make my way straight to the bus stop again and head to work. Still wif e freaking hot weather,bus no. 23 was so slow till i cant stop swearing in my heart. Then again, it came n while its in the express way, there was a heavy traffic,almost causing a traffic jam! and its on a friday afternoon 3+.Just my freaking luck!Then, i got to change bus at kallang, still i have to wait for bus no.65 under the freaking hot burning sun for so darn long!I got to start work at 4,and at 3.40 i jus boarded e bus.I havent eaten anything since morn, and i wont have tiime to eat! So i request to star at 5.Rachel was kind enough to allow. Yea,and in order to make myself feel happier, i ordered something nice or myself. Its a omelette rice wif japanese curry and cutlet. Well..i heard its nice, and it looks appealing too. But it turns out not really impressive. Argh!cant even allow myself to enjoy a decent meal. I really don't know is it bcos im too suey, or is it the freaking chief is jus plain lousy.

Enough of all the bad lucks, but its really nv ending.Once i started work, i had a terrible terrible headache! and sales were really bad.for 3 hrs, i only sold 5 bottles? for your info, i am suppose to work 6 hrs, and the target im suppose to hit was 24bottles. -_- But thankfully i managed to over hit in the end with the help of rachel and that 3 female customers,if not for them,i would only jus merely touched the target.which means there won't be any commision for today.

Then after work, met val n jj.Cos val needs to borrow my ic, in order to borrow books from the national library. Then we talk cock awhile,den they headed to cck,and i went back home.And yea, the freaking terrible heaache stayed wif me for the whole damn day, and its still with me now.

There's a saying, "Lang suey,qi jiao bian kong guey" very true. Guess wad, while im blogging now, im filled wif anger. why? bcos my fucking com is so freaking laggy, till i type finish a sentence, the sentence still not out yet.Have to wait for like 7 seconds then it will appear. Get it!?

2006-08-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

Lee Sheng Jie can sings well! well..he came to TP for a mini concert, and ya,he can sings well..groove and his jia ying is good. although,well..he is not good looking. u might b thinking im kinda er xin y i go for tis kinda concert,but well..its free! and jus wanna see his singing in live can make it or not.. haha..So..ya,he is good.

Hm..today in class, we get to see the tv commercials and listen to our radio commercials. Well..im happy wif my grp's tv commercials, wif hottie's perfect expression,im proud to say that our commercial is kind of success, alot commented well.. :) and my role as a fairy hot mother was also commented by nut..haha.. :)

Jus came back from tampines,was wif ong n gang. talking about "LIFE". And as usual, our frequent topic, a couple(ben n reginA) in our class who is so fake n all..well..now, when i see them, i really feel kinda pissed, cos of their looks and actions. i really cant stand people being so fake..everything they do, seems to have alot of motive man. now i kinda understAnd wad kinda ppl i should take precaution wif in e working society, she gives me the idea man. yes,its a she.She likes backstabbing and acting i assume. Remember i was refering to a couple? so, the HE is someone who thinks highly of himself, jus bcos his family is quite well to do i heard. he speak without thinking, and jus utter rubbish that will definately offend ppl. and once he got together wif her, he totally forgotten about friends that once shares memories wif him, and they stick together like glue. and the worse shit is, once i asked him "you didn't join the gang of guys alrdy hor?" he jus replied "wad for?" I really wanna give him a tight slap. Really..this 2 person ought to b together, they are two horrible creatures. i've got 4 letters for them-YUCKS.

i feel kinda sick wif my blog skin,its so not cool. but am lazy to search and change leh..hm..someday whn im reali bored, that's when i'll change bah.

2006-08-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Um...today is tiring~! reached school at 935, lessons till 12. Then,met jack n alex for ciggs,den makan. the tiring part was,i practiced my maths, den went to see donald duck, do maths. Hottie was telling me about his maths lecturer last sem, saying he teaches well,n ask mi to see him if i need any help. After which i found out the lecturer he was talking about is donald duck! Well..donald duck reali teaches well! :) Ok,so i studied, practice,blah blah till 5! Why 5!? cos got to meet hotties and gang for our filming. Haha..the filming was fun! but tiring after the whole day of studying n stuff..

But still..the effort is worth it! the commercial was baik! well..still room for improvement though, but aiya..too tired to make it a better one. Anyway its the last assignment, and jus get it over and done with la..

Um..school is coming to an end, which means exams is in just 1weeks time! And regine is still dwelling, not doing any shit besides practicing on her maths. Well..guys, its really not my fault,i got alot to attend to, my assignments and work. But yea,tml she can do more on her maths.

*Yawn! i hope i can pass all my modules man..n no need for any supp..hope la.. -_-*
Well..im happy wif my life, i got frens that cares and loves me, got mom n sis that loves me more dearly, and even lecturers that are willing to do more work then wad they need to, jus to help me. I dun have to worry about anyone, dont have to worry bout almost anything (xcept 4 exams). Well..i should feel blessed bah.. =)

After exam...

clubbing
shopping
suntan
malaysia
chalets,bbq
BLEACH~!

2006-08-16T02:48:00.000+08:00

hm..wad have i done recently? saturday i was working at taka for 12 hours! and the sales target to hit is 59bottles! Gosh! and ya..i hit jus nice,so no commisson.. -_- so gotta go back when im free to earn more! den went MINDS wif jay,meiyi n jj. Well..nice gaming session.. :)

Anyway, i didnt go sch today,cos almost all e lessons finish le..n i went shopping wif mommy! wahaha..i bought alot of stuff man..well and cause mom to "vomit blood". 2 shoes,few tops,2 bottoms,n a bag. Well..its actually not alot,but cos its shopping wif my mom,its consider alot alrdy! 1st time shop wif mom,she nv kpkb.. :D happy! enjoyed myself shopping wif her today! Thanks mom! though u obviously doesnt read my blog. =P

Hm..yea den jus now actually planned to meet jay, but he jus finished his soccer n he niam di di niam gao gao,so n lazy,so didnt. So went hungry at 11+, n alex planned to go 85 wif his fren for la kopi session,so i joined..hungry hungry.. so talk cock awhile den balik kampong!

Um..tml lesson starts at 9,so goin off to bed soon... hm.. exams in jus another a week plus..
DIE die...

2006-08-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

Um...have been very busy lately..i've done quite a few activities for the past few weeks, ha..then was so enthu to put it up,but was held up wif my projects again,didnt even have time to blog. So now its not very fresh alrdy..well..i'll roughly tell u guys?

hm..Been to JB wif jay and ma william, ha..and jay bought me a vespa necklace! its very cute man..whn u guys see me next time, u will see it.. i wanna get my bike licence and ride a vespa! ha! hm..den we got some clothes,and eat wujipalia..nice place i should say! though its not as clean as singapore, but its a nice experience.. :) i enjoyed myself.. hm..wad amases me is that ppl can actually smoke in the shopping centers after a certain time! when i saw 2 guys lighting their ciggs, i was amased and kinda embaressed myself, i spoke kinda loud and ask jay "HERE CAN SMOKE ONE MEH!?" ha..i feel like a dumbo.. so the next thing i do is to light a cig too.. :P

hm..was rather busy wif my projects, though so, i didnt forget to enjoy a little.. few days back,went to esplanade wif my classmates to look at the fireworks..well..kinda stupid huh? its not impressive anyway..think they running low on their budget..so many days of fireworks..ki siao. anyway,i didnt reali wanna go tt day,cos i have projects and more PROJECTS. but didnt wanna disappoint them cos its a group kinda thing. so..went and as expected, i saw crowds.. -_- i hate it to see so many ppl,cos i gt to squeeze like those kiasu ppl does. As i say,e crowds are scary,too much ppl.. so didnt reali enjoyed tt much,e crowds spoils my mood. :P hm..den me and e gang find some place to "talk about life", however, we ended up talking bout ppl we noe.

Oh ya..i'm now having a part time job at taka,the baby fair. im promoting for GAIA, some baby shampoo and stuff..its actually ideal for eczema skin,sensitive skin like mine..ha..so im goin to purchase them!i tink i would definately need them..my skin is getting from bad to worse.. Blame me for being lazy,cos i didnt apply my med. :P

Well..after so long,i finally finished my projects! though there is still one more assignment in hand. And my presentation was quite ok! :) well...reali gotta thanks alex,cos he enlighten my work i should say,he helped me to do my work for busfund. if not for him,i tink i got more more things to do? :D thanks ar! he is a good fren indeed! Well i got so busy till i dun even have time to jus peep at my blog till today, and also not able to catch my addicted anime "bleach". Argh~ though im done wif projs, i stil got my exams coming in 2 weeks! SHIT!

What more can i ask for..i got a bunch of truthful friends around me..my classmates,LJboys gang, zi ming,alex,wei li,xiong,jay n gang, and good girlfriends like meiyi,shellen n celine! ha..im fortunate! happy that im out of that pile of shit! :P

Well..jus let me enjoy today, watch my anime and later meeting shellen for dinner..after today,i'll slog cos tml gt work,den sun also work,n study.. MATHS is killing me! Well..got to rush for my anime! :D

2006-07-29T19:27:00.000+08:00

25/7/06
Um..as usual, another day at school..i wore slipper to the lab again,and was warned again.. -_-
anyway,its quite a boring day,boring till the state that i took some pictures to prove..haha..
basically im jus too bored in class.. :P

hm..morning lab..some are attentive,while some jus day dream..

ha..yea..den zhe ming and i skipped a lecture, joined karwai and adrain for lunch outside sch..den after that zhe ming n i went to e library n slack..its a tiring day man..feel like dosing off in e library.. after slacking for an hour,we make our way to e lecture hall,and founf a vending machine..ha..e drinks are quite special and expensive,cos they are all from japan..how do we noe that?cos there is nothing but jap scribblings on e can ma.. well..n im too bored,so i took a pic too..ha! cost about $1.60 for each. However after tasting,nothing special. -_-

Then while we r in e lecture, i realise that eveyone is talking! none are listening to the accs lecturer..cos she always bull-shit? Well..maybe im jus too bored that day,so i wanna rant all this thing la..its not unusual for e lecturer to be ranting away n no one listens..jus wanna show u guys e pics..ha!

the lecturer..

and as usual.. :P

27/7/06
Ha! this day,school as usual,with a special outing after school! ha..nutt,xin yun,ong,wei bin, chong wei and i went to sunlight after sch,and created a chaos there! ha..erm..its was fun la..i enjoyed myself there alot!i tink we all did. We took alot of pics man..for jus 4 hrs of singing,we took 74 pictures and 3 videos.
pics pics pics...

yea..as u can see from e above pic,the guys are irritating (certified)

The guys gan qing 100% while xin yun n i were..

Well..there are alot more pics..though all these that im goin to show u are not the most irritating ones..but it proves alot on how irritating there were already.

Then the individuals..

And finally..to end the day with a...

We had tons of fun that day..ha..nice k-ing!nice crazing ard when the song AI BU PA is on! haha..Well..think e next enjoyable outing again wil b after exams? i'll be having exams in a months time, and now,im rushing for projects! tons of reports! -_-
and tis coming week will be filled with QUIZES! aRgh!!!!!

2006-07-27T02:47:00.000+08:00

i can't believe it though..i didnt want to believe wad my neighbour said..but ya..i tink its true..well..i think im too naive?trust ppl too easily..yucks..i suddenly feel kinda disgusted. my heart suddenly sank alittle..i tink its bcos im disgusted.All that he said is no difference from bull shiting..now, i realised that he is someone whom cant be trusted. i should have trusted my feeling initially.FUCKING BLIND REGINE.YUCKS! i MUST open my fucking eyes to look at ppl. fucking disappointed with myself. i said we'll b friends, but FUCK, i wouldnt even care, i wont keep such friends. so jolly well..fuck off!you fucking changed my perception of trusting ppl.GET LOST!REALLY..GET LOST!

2006-07-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

Well...for the past few days,met up wif jay,meiyi,alex,ah loh,yongmei n ma.:) its been so long since i last met them,at first i feel akward, but after awhile of kpkb like before,we r like family again!

On fri,went to the boardgames cafe opp parklane,haha..nice games ard! and jay shu bu qi,cos mi n mei yi gang up n won,he du lan.. :P hm..den went to play pool n back home after mac at PS. Well..nice catching up with them,its still like before.. :D

Den on sat, met up wif jay,ma and anna. Went ktv wif them,haha..ma irritating keep on disturbing tru out e nite.. -_- Great to see them again!well..Den after tt went to tanjong ru wif jay,for his cousin's bbq. haha..e good food there made us didnt regret the trip! And yea..we spoke alot.. :)

Think tis posting is abit messy? well..cos jus wanna show u all the pictures.. :)

2006-07-20T03:34:00.000+08:00

Um..i really find there is no wrong in writing a blog..well..everyone has different ways of doing things..and also,i believe my friends who bothers to read my blog have no intentions..wad can i say?im am sociable and naturally gets alot of good frens who REALLY cares for me. call me naive or wadeva, im a person wif no intentions or evil tots, i believe those whom i consider my friends wil not have any ill intentions towards me either. So ya,i believe in myself. Those who reali have ill intentions,i believe my natural intuitions will warn me. I believe there is no need to put such a big barrier form ppl, unless proven otherwise. Well..like i say,diff ppl have diff ways of doing things and believes. there is no definate right or wrong la..

anyway,ha..i've finished my accounts report,one more assignment down! :D happy.. but tml i gt to finish up my ebuscom assignment,fri hand in.By then,i'll be left wif onli 2 more projects, before another assignment comes in my way la.. Aiyah..tis year alot of assignments keep rushing in,maybe i just got to get used to it lo..Hm..

Um..tml will be the first time im goin to attend my maths2 lecture..haha..changing for the better! but actually is cos i really fear that i'll say bb to the sch.. :P no choice..so tml lesson at 10, and im still not aslp! maybe cant slp bah..jus now met wei li for coffee at east point, and he ordered mocha frap wif espresso shot and hazelnut for me..and maybe the espresso took its effect on me! cant slp..or maybe cos i slp in the afternoon? whichever it is,dont care la..anyway i gt to spend time on my accounts report also ma..now that its done,den blog awhile lo..

Recieved another warning letter from TP,hard copy..hai~ i'll not miss sch again man..got to ask my big alarm clock to wake me up everyday..got to trouble her again..haha..my mom.

Wad have i missed? Oh ya..met zi ming my childhood good fren for lunch today,he came to pick me from sch..den went changi village for makan lo..jus a short meet up la..before he go in to tekong tis fri..haha..poor him..as usual,he is FULL of craps. Thats why whenever im dwn or wad,i like to find him talk,cos he is forever FULL of craps..

Lately i have been communicating well wif my mom! :) hope my tempremental temper wont come again..welll..at least try to avoid la..

now now..chatting with yvette..haha she also no need to slp one..siao lang..talk cock lo..zuo bo ma..send her songs n talk cock.. =D

2006-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

WElll..its been so long since i last blogged? well..alot of things happened,and now,yea a stronger regine will be born. Well..im in sch now,alot of projects all meeting deadline soon! -_- and now im in library doing accounts report! Well..haha..me n zhe ming play cheat,he do some n i do another half,den we'll print out as our own. However,the report we still have to write it ourself la..So no problem one la..jus try some short cut. :P

This week gt to hand in 2 assignment,later tonite gt to send an assignment to the teacher,and thurs again,another. Stressed out man~! i need to relax myself as and when to watch initial D! Oh ya...i have been recently watching initial D stage 4,which i have been waiting for yrs?n didnt had a chance. Wow! nice man..den after tt,i wanna watch Bleach..

Um..Dead's man chest is out last thurs,n i havent watch,hm...no time bah?maybe if dragged too long, i tink i get e vcd? i wonder how is e show,havent get any comments yet.

Hm..i have been missing alot alot of lessons for the past months,and received tons of warning letters! i dun wanna stay back man..if i stay back, or fail my modules, tt will be the end of my poly life. Yea,sad to say,im under acedemic warning. Hai~ now i got to catch up on my work, dont wan anything to bother me, i realise tt its jus plain wasting time.Like yesterday, i didnt go to sch, i took mc, and then in e evening i go back to study in library wif my frens..alex, christine and gang..
so yea, now gt to keep studying lo? exams in ard 4 weeks time?
:) Wish me luck~!

2006-05-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

This might be my last posting for a very long time.Dont feel like blogging anymore..

Well..think everything is jus a dream ba..and he is my dream indeed,but maybe things often turns out diff in real life..Dream..

Home alone now,for 8days.i suddenly feel like im out of breathe,needs some air..No one at home to nag,hm..abit weird.Mommy!where are you!? :(

I feel like going to east coast now..to breath..like how i used to go there..

Ya..today karwai reminded me about today being the last day of having digit "1" as the first digit of my age.Well..but duno..now feel abit restless to go out..Although birthday have always been a very important day for me.

Not sure..meiyi ask mi go zouk..not sure..

2006-05-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

Just read meiyi's new posting..i feel so fucked up..anyway wad ever things i do,i got my reasons..ah fuck..u all wont understand.and i also dont feel like telling anymore.Or maybe is i dun understand wad she wan,cant give wad she wans..We might be on diff track now la..No matter how much i say,now she wont understand la..i dun know why i make her always feel tis way.Well..yes..maybe im reali a shit person. i feel so fucking shitty.Ya..think we better off not be friends..im too fucked up to u,and i dun have tt much time to always assure alot of things. Argh..fuck..i feel fucking shitty. Think thats the end la..im a lj lang la..sian..shitty.

this coming birthday,i dunno wad i wanna do..nothing in mind,got to plan it myself. u guys know i hate planning..argh..maybe i jus stay home and sleep la..my life time first clay birthday.Wad is worst is my birthday and mom wont be at home.She'll be away for 8 days or so..hai~ sian..

Birthday to me is freaking impt,it should be exciting,it should be happy..But now,i jus dun feel any excitement,dont feel like having the birthday,jus feel freaking shit.

Since young i feel tt i am a suey ji (jinx).Whoever that is close to me,whoever who is with me,they wont have any good ending,wont have any enjoyment.I prove this to be true.When i first join that group,one after another start falling apart.Now that i have left that group,everything goes back in peace,everybody is happy..im glad that they are..im glad that meiyi feels treasured now,cos last time she feels very bad,last time everyone jus dun show care to her,but now,its a diff thing..and that is very good,cos i dun wanna see ppl treat her bad,she dont deserve all those shit.

Now,im getting very lazy i n school,keep missing lesson.I really wonder is bcos i lack of sleep,or i sleep too much..i keep on over slept,and miss school. Argh..its only the 3rd week of sch,and im recieving warning letter!

I fucking dont noe wad has regine become.Pissed!
Was planning to have dinner wif ah pek,ND they all next week or tis sun,to like kinda celebrate my birthday?but aiya..im rather reluctant..feel there isnt a need. Argh..i feel very bad now..And roger is out sending his mom to the temple,den to beach road cos her mom is goin to malaysia later.

Hai...Pissed,fucked up,peckish,disgusted. i dunno why i suddenly have so many feelings inside me..feel like a loser?studies going down the drain,some event coming up which make me feel like shit instead of happy.

Yea..think i'll cancel alot of things la.. -_-

2006-05-10T12:10:00.000+08:00

Then yesterday i went to Qian Yu's ROM,Hm..but when i reached there,they already finished their vow,cos tink they went in earlie?Ya,saw Bing soon,Ah peng,Kimberly and of cos,celine n gallen there..We took a pic wif qian yu,and then stay there n talk cock awhile,den kia liao..Then came the downpour,huge down pour,gallen,celine,kim n me,took a cab to PS,den kim n me took another cab back.Along the way,yea we chit chatted.. Um..sure alot of things got to give and take..Well..wEll..shall stop here!

Wish her all the best in her future with her husband!

2006-05-07T06:37:00.000+08:00

Think im really sick soon?keep coughing,and having alot of flam.Anyway,Roger and i jus went for a movie which we didnt manage to catch yesterday.yes!MI3! Brilliant shoW!Through out the show,everyone in the cinema watch silently,all eyes on the screen.Its really a nice catch! We didnt regret it..Tru out the show its all the climax! You guys reali have to catch it la..den u'll noe the satisfaction of getting a pair of tickets,and it turns out tremendously good!

Oh ya,my hand was burnt wif hot water rem,i mentioned earlier on?Though its not red now,but im still having the feeling of burning sensation!Thinking back at the scene when the hot tom yam soup toppled on me,wow..scary..too pain.. :( ya,roger says flour water would help to cure the pain,he did made some,n kinda applied over my thigh,well..maybe it reali helps,cos i dun feel the pain on my thigh anymore but my hand stil hurts.

Now im back home,and roger is at his place playing a game or 2 of war craft.He had his week at work,and i noe he needs to relax and enjoy his few games to recharge himself.So sweetie,its ok alrite?but not too much though..haha.. :)

Well..havent meet meiyi,cant pass her the present..She's at cck,hai..got to wait til she is free to meet then..Um..next tues,qian yu's ROM,haven't seen her for years and the next thing i noe is that she is getting married! Nah..not bcos she tiao kia,jus she feels that its the right person.Well..i wish her happiness.. :) But i dont think i am going for her ROM tis coming tues,cos i got tutorial to attend,and i already missed alot..But definately will go for her marriage paty on wed.

Yea..last but not least..Thanks darling for bringing me to such nice movie! :)

2006-05-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

For the past one week,i was studying in school,and roger has been working..Till evening den we'll be together spending time.. :) This one week was still alright for me,got quite a number of lecture cancelled lately,as well as lab. So everyday jiak zhua..haha..!

Yesterday,only had 2hrs of lab lesson,den waited for berlinda to end school.Went tamp kia kia cos wanted to get present for meiyi..Well..Berlinda later meet his dad,my uncle,cos she wants to apply for internet access.Then later that day,my mom,my 2 aunties,my uncle join in our shopping day. Quite long didnt acc my mom..it was nice yesterday.Besides,my mom also bought a top for me.. :) thanks mom!

Then at nite went to roger's place,slack awhile,at around 12+ went cineleisure supposingly for a movie,but when we reach ther,my eye hurts like hell..i tried very hard to open my eyes,but it hurts alot when i see lights,and some dirt is stuck in my eye. Well..because of the discomfort of my eye,we didnt catch the movie,and instead went home. Ya,den 4+ went Bedok Mac to have breakfast,den balik home.

This morning when roger and i woke up,his mom urge him to go and do something in his office,so out of a sudden,he have to go work.. :( and till now,he is not back yet.Poor baby didnt have much sleep,and was tired beat..hai~ now im waiting for him to return home.. poor thing poor thing...

While waiting roger,i was hungry and made tom yam cup noodle for myself.Hell! i yjem accidentally topple it,and all the hot soup fell on my leg and n my hand! :( it really hurts.. my skin turns red,and painful.Hai! instead of helping him release stress,i always cos more trouble,always CC, why am i so clumsy?i sounds like a big clumsy bear! :

2006-05-02T04:59:00.000+08:00

2006-04-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

Met meiyi yesterday at tampines,went kia kia den to coffee bean talk cock.Um..didnt meet her for quite long le,anyway i feel nothing has change la..i mean our relations. :) We stil kp the way we usually do,we still share every bit of our everyday life.Then we part at bout 8+,cos she's goin to woodlands,and i wanna get back fast,before roger wakes up,so that he wont feel bored.

Anyway,when i reach his place,he is still sleeping soundly. :)
We sleep till dunno wad time,anyway,we went for prata at ard 4.Nah..not simpang,we went Thomson for the singapore best prata! i yearn to have prata there for very very long man..i havent went for like years?I thought the prata shop is stil located at the upper pierce road,but when we reach,i found out that its no longer there! :( was so sad..Den went to another baik prata shop.When reach,i found alot of news papers articles on the wall,feel like its kinda connected to the prata shop that i was initially looking for.Then roger ask the ah bung,OMG! it is! Then i found out that they actually shifted from upper pierce over for quite some time.How old school i am man..haha..Anyway The prata is very nice..too nice.. :)
Then left bout 5+.

Erm..yea till now,we are awake,we didnt sleep.We play games all the way til ard 8+?and now,roger is playing war craft,and im using the lap top.Meeting my mom soon at pasir ris,mom is bringing us to go have sakura buffet! SHIOK! Dunno why,recently my mom enjoy life..haha..

2006-04-28T05:59:00.000+08:00

Haha..pathetic people are all around man! Some idiots jus came in to my blog and kpkb..people grow up man..wanna kp,come kp straight in my face,dun be some hum ji gao type behind the screen.This is my blog,who the fuck ask u all come and read,den get agitated?This is my blog and my blog is for me to kpkb all my rants about anyone in the world.Coming in and flood my tag board is too low class.Yucks..

Um..im here stating the facts,wad alecia did,she should noe it best.And whether is it her,or her so called 'frens' come in and kp,haha..poor so called 'frens' u all are,you all dun even know wad kinda cheap things she does? Haha..Look at myself in the mirror?well..im not as cheap as her,as low class as her,as nk as her.I dont go and offer guys to place their hands on my thighs.I dont ask my frens to cheat on their girl friends.I also dont go around putting on an act,be a hypocrite.

Haha..i dont need to have a five year treaty kinda thing so that i can get guys.But this poor girl have to? I really feel sad for her la.Wait for so long,then that guy finally take a second look at her.

Well..Anyway,thanks for coming into my blog,i can see that besides all my regulars,alot more ppl read my blog!Be it pathetic ones or my close ones.

27/04/06
stayed at roger's place,didnt go school,too tired cos the day before didnt sleep.Slept the whole day,then around evening,went to Harbour Front,Dragon Gate restaurant to celebrate my grandpa's birthday.Alot of ho liao!Eat until very shiok.Um..Victor,ah gin and my sis didnt turn up,my sis work,and ah gin and vic is having their exams.Anyway,after makan,went back to roger's place,lepak awhile den went to have mac at east coast,den to orchard swensens to eat ice cream.

Roger then feel like playing some games,we headed to Marina south for some arcade games which is darn fun,TrillDrive3.yea..den went home. :) being with him is so much fun,always taken care of.Thanks darling!

Um..few more hours before i go to school,lesson at 8,dunno how to die.Then later meeting meiyi after school.I hope she wake up on time man,and prepare fast,later gonna wait again.. -_-"

2006-04-26T14:02:00.000+08:00

im dishearted to do anything today.
The sky is dark,so is my soul.
My house is dark and lonely,so is my heart.
If only things arent the way they are,
If only things didn't turn out the way they are.
My phone is silent,despite a new phone,its still silent.
I just hope everything turns out better,
I just hope he will feel better.
With or without me,
i pray,that you'll be happier.
With or without me,
i pray,the sun shines brighter.
With or without me,
i wish u a great day ahead.
i still miss u,like the day we met.

2006-04-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

Slept rather early jus now..around 9+? And now i jus woke up,cos i dreamt and jump up awake..Um..first is i dreamt that roger brought mi to some gathering,friends gathering? Anyway,in the dream he has got quite a few close girl friends,den he offer to let them hold their arm,and left me behind cos he keep talking to them.i was so so darn pekcek! Then after that,i dreamt that my sister call mi,yea elder sis-rachel.She starts asking me about the contact lens,the one which could make the eyes look bigger?darn now i forgt wad is it call..yea anyway i was explaining it to her bout how it works.Then dunno how dunno why,i jump up awake,checked e time and i found out its stil very early.

Alrite,my second day of school and i didnt go. -_-"
Cos since yesterday,my stomach was not feeling well-diarrhea.Even till now man.. -_-" wad has happened!!!??
Anyway,i didnt go sch but i went to roger's place.Cos he suppose to wake up at 7,but 6+ i cal him,he cant wake up,so i go his house n stil find him sleeping.Yea...den wake him up for his big day,den he went off,i ended slping there.

But when he came back,den i noe the day aint great for him.The lecturers penalised their work till very jia lat.However,all his individual work all pass,despite all the last min work.But the group work fail,and gt to retake e module JUST because the burned disc cant open! Means they didnt even gt to see their work n they fail them! WTF!?NAFA though produce good designers,but they pian jiak one!Everything also charge..All they wan is $$$$!! -_-"
i feel sad for him..cos i tink the group work will pass if they see it. :(

In e evening,we went to pick my mom up at my house,den we 3 went tampines mall.I got my new phone.V3 pink.I wanted to get the black one,but all outlets dun have already,left the one at North Point. So left silver and pink.Of cos i'll take pink,but cos sylvie is also holding on to a pink one,she jus bought recently..so i feel like abit copy cat..Hai~ But really..there was no intention of copying..

Den after getting e phone,we went makan,den back to my place.Roger left at 9,he was very tired!So after he left,i sleep,til now..dunno can go back to sleep not..Something's wrong wif my body clock.

Well..i got to mention bout meiyi here too..Um..but today nv contact her..Anyway,jus hope that she'll feel better,and yes,be strong girl!

Yea..anyway,im happy bout my v3,gonna use it later!