Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Exhausted!
Um...im fucking exhausted!very tired..yea didnt go to work today again..well..think i better quit soon.Dont have the mood to work,and like that i spoil their schedule,which wil make me more paiseh.Recently really got no mood..dunno why..
Anyway,i neglected her recently,cos i dunno wad to say,and wellshe is kind enough to give me time.I love her stil as much..Well..might be meeting her tml,i'll call her again i guess. :) sorry meiyi,i'll call u tml.
Yawn! didnt have much slp recently i guess,and did really eat anything for days.Maybe jus a few mouth of macaroni soup,or some soup noodles.Feel kinda weak now,roger says maybe i didnt eat much and unusual eating time?Um..yea i guess so..hope i wont faint! Feel like vomiting,feels like slping,and my stomach very gau wei!
Oh yea,nearly forgotten,jay came over and find mi yesterday,had a chat wif him from 4+ til 8+ in e morn.He lost some weight,hai~ He told me things that have been happening in his life after i was gone,how he feel and all. :( i feel sorry,but i really cant be an angle.He said that he has quit gambling,and working on quitting smoking.I really hope he'll do it la..not for me,but for his own good.Jay,u mus think bout ur future k?dun only say,mus act on it.
Well...at first i must admit,i'm abit shaken by him,but after much thinking,im stil determine.Sorry jay..think we can only be frens?I know u wanted mi to write something good,but i feel,i might be delaying ur time.You tried,so u wont regret now yea?We'll still be frens..
