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Friday, August 25, 2006

She has been telling to fight for my own happiness, fight for him. But wouldnt he be jus plain blinded by my doings, and com out wif a decision that is not from within his heart? doesnt tt mean its not truthfully his decision?he is jus blinded?She tells me that there is no such thing as i wait for his decision n do nothing n jus plain wait for his return. Cos the world is cruel, n i got to be despicable.But, it wouldnt be e true outcomes from within isnt it?I only want e genuine heart, not blinded.

I cant accept the fact that he still lies to me when im back, cos e moment im back, i laid everything aside, and trusted him alot. But the fact that i noe its nothing but lies again, i reali duno wad i should do.Cos i may not be able to trust him again.

Another supported my tinking. She said jus let him think wif his heart. Follow his heart. He broke e trust again n again. And if e decision he made after me showing is not wad he really feels there is no point. And if i fought, and lies still drops by, i wil feel worst. I dun wanna get hurt, i wanna get pampered.

Until his decision is made, i really dun wanna hinder his way. But.. Well.. mayb i jus got to tink about it..dun wanna hinder his way, dun wanna disturb his thoughts of finding e things tt he reali want..But if he still remains uncertain, i will see things that i dun want, and i'l get hurt again.
He said he will return, and would not hurt me again. I'll just have to wait..just have to wait..




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